Everything is a mess
And I mean everything...........I really feel for the 1st time that my life is spinning out of my control and I am at a loss as to how to fix it...........
My relationship with my brother.........my lover........my job.........and most importantly my academic career is all amiss..............so basically my whole fucking future.................I want to crawl into a hole and hibernate for the next 20 or so yrs......
So hang on until I wake up...............
I'll get back to ya
Monday, November 21, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Need another holiday
This will B Short.
I need a holiday from my holiday.
It was fabulous......Orcas Is. was Beautiful....it was the drive that was exhausting as I HATE driving at night...and well.........we drove at night a considerable amount of time.......
The Professor and I are doing well..
Mr.C is happy, but his new truck is giving him grief.
Lucy quit at the J.
:(
Ummmmm
Im hungry and in need of hooking up my new DELL which is still IN ITS BOX!!!!
I know I know
so I shall try and do that this weekend.......as well I have an accounting exam and I need to finish up SOC> which I am doing on me 5 day holiday at the end of NOV. I also have to submit my writing portfolio.....so I can register for next term....
Ok....that just about does it for now.....
Life keeps on trucking along.....
More lata
I need a holiday from my holiday.
It was fabulous......Orcas Is. was Beautiful....it was the drive that was exhausting as I HATE driving at night...and well.........we drove at night a considerable amount of time.......
The Professor and I are doing well..
Mr.C is happy, but his new truck is giving him grief.
Lucy quit at the J.
:(
Ummmmm
Im hungry and in need of hooking up my new DELL which is still IN ITS BOX!!!!
I know I know
so I shall try and do that this weekend.......as well I have an accounting exam and I need to finish up SOC> which I am doing on me 5 day holiday at the end of NOV. I also have to submit my writing portfolio.....so I can register for next term....
Ok....that just about does it for now.....
Life keeps on trucking along.....
More lata
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
eons
Yes I know!!!!!!
Its been a LONG flippin time since I have Blogged........but I have been a bit busy with me life.
I really don’t know where to begin.
Patti Anne came last weekend ( well I don’t know if she actually 'came', but she was here!) and all was well there..........took her to Pullman when she arrived for a Halloween party and to meet the Professor...........as well as the rest of the Professors friends..........we then came back here the following day for........ well...... an interesting day..........but all was well.........I hope she had a good visit, as well, it was different..........
The Professor and I are stronger than we have been, we have been through allot the past week, or 2 and I feel it has only brought us closer, but at the same time I am scared to death that when she feels more like herself she will see me .........I mean really SEE me and then leave............as right now things are not at all Kosher with her............plus Miss. Horse has spilt with her GF, and is now single and I fear that they will somehow find themselves pulled to one another............as the Professor has mentioned she misses intellectual conversations and such, which is fine as I do as well............but she hasn’t really been in a place to have these..........and well I haven’t a clue as to what is going on in the world or with my studies or anything..........I feel completely lost.
I have let everything go to be with her.......and now I have to figure out what I am going to do...........with school, work is the only thing that is OK............thankfully..... as I am also for the 1st time financially crunched............well not to the point of OMG I CANT AFFORMD MY EGG NOG LATE'! ...........but I am not happy with my financial situation.......
I really just need to a week to myself to catch up and get this shit done.........
Which is what I shall do......... AFTER........
I go to Seattle this weekend or a place near Seattle called the Rosario Resort & Spa..........off of the San Juan Islands...here is a few pics
We are leaving Sat. morning EARLY........and returning Monday.................hopefully the drive will be OK as I know the passes are shit..................but Sweet T thinks we should be OK.
I also just purchased a new PC.............................which I am happy about..........so I am going to be receiving that here soon.......
Order Group Quantity Item Description
1 1 221-9861 DIM E510,P4,630 (3.0 GHZ),HT
1 1 311-5491 512MB DDR2 SDRAM,400MHZ- 2X256MB,DIM,M
1 1 310-5234 DELL USB KEYBOARD,DIM,LC
1 1 320-4135 17IN (17.0 IN) E173FPV,FPIB,DIM,M
1 1 320-4270 INTEGRATED VIDEO
1 1 341-0884 160GB SERIAL ATA,7200 RPM,DIM,M
1 1 341-2724 3.5IN,1.44MB,FD,DIM
1 1 412-0688 IMAGE RESTORE, DIM
1 1 412-0721 DELL SUPPORT 3.0,DIM 3000,4600,4700
1 1 420-4927 WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER 10,DIM
1 1 420-5646 WINXP MCE 2005,ENG,DIM,NM,NA,U
1 1 463-2282 THANKS FOR PURCHASING YOUR DELL
1 1 420-5460 ONLINE TRAINING SW ICON,DIM/INSP
1 1 420-5476 DELL DIRECT DOWNLOAD,DHS,DIM/INSP
1 1 420-5598 WILD TANGENT GAMING CLIENT,DIM/INSP
1 1 310-6477 DELL 2-BUTTON USB OPTICAL MOUSE,DIM
1 1 430-0412 INTEGRATED,INTEL PRO 100M PCI NIC CARD
1 1 313-3515 V.92/56K PCI DATAFAX,MODEM,LF,DIM
1 1 412-0705 ADOBE ACROBAT READER 6.0
1 1 313-3724 16X DVD+/-RW CD-RW COMBO DRIVE,DIM05,M
1 1 420-5079 DECODING SOFTWARE,POWER DVD,DIM
1 1 313-2758 INTEGRATED AUDIO
1 1 313-3807 DELL A525 SPEAKERS,LF,DIM
1 1 420-5638 TRENDMICRO 12.5,PC-CILLIN,ENG,90DAY,DIM
1 1 412-0842 MUSIC MATCH 10.1 BASIC,ODP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0845 PHOTO ALBUM 6.0 STARTER,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0687 NETZERO ISP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0625 DELL/MY WAY HOME PAGE
1 1 420-3224 BROADBAND ICON FOR CONSUMER
1 1 412-0787 AOL FOR BROADBAND
1 1 420-5256 NETSCAPE ISP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0803 WORDPERFECT OFFICE 12 + TRIAL,DIM/INSP
1 1 950-3337 1YR LIMITED WARRANTY
1 1 950-9797 NO WARRANTY,YRS 2/3(DIM,INSP,NBD)
1 1 960-6380 TECH SPRT,DIM,S90,INIT YR
1 1 960-6200 NBD,DIM,BSC,S90,INIT YR,DHS,HIGH
1 1 983-2207 INFO, SERVICES DELL
1 1 464-2647 THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING DELL
1 1 420-5139 QUICKBOOKS SP SIMPLE START,DIM/INSP,DHS
1 1 464-5503 PC RESTORE RECOVERY SYSTEM
Ok I think that brings us all back to date with me..............
I am off to the gym
more lata'
Its been a LONG flippin time since I have Blogged........but I have been a bit busy with me life.
I really don’t know where to begin.
Patti Anne came last weekend ( well I don’t know if she actually 'came', but she was here!) and all was well there..........took her to Pullman when she arrived for a Halloween party and to meet the Professor...........as well as the rest of the Professors friends..........we then came back here the following day for........ well...... an interesting day..........but all was well.........I hope she had a good visit, as well, it was different..........
The Professor and I are stronger than we have been, we have been through allot the past week, or 2 and I feel it has only brought us closer, but at the same time I am scared to death that when she feels more like herself she will see me .........I mean really SEE me and then leave............as right now things are not at all Kosher with her............plus Miss. Horse has spilt with her GF, and is now single and I fear that they will somehow find themselves pulled to one another............as the Professor has mentioned she misses intellectual conversations and such, which is fine as I do as well............but she hasn’t really been in a place to have these..........and well I haven’t a clue as to what is going on in the world or with my studies or anything..........I feel completely lost.
I have let everything go to be with her.......and now I have to figure out what I am going to do...........with school, work is the only thing that is OK............thankfully..... as I am also for the 1st time financially crunched............well not to the point of OMG I CANT AFFORMD MY EGG NOG LATE'! ...........but I am not happy with my financial situation.......
I really just need to a week to myself to catch up and get this shit done.........
Which is what I shall do......... AFTER........
I go to Seattle this weekend or a place near Seattle called the Rosario Resort & Spa..........off of the San Juan Islands...here is a few pics
We are leaving Sat. morning EARLY........and returning Monday.................hopefully the drive will be OK as I know the passes are shit..................but Sweet T thinks we should be OK.
I also just purchased a new PC.............................which I am happy about..........so I am going to be receiving that here soon.......
Order Group Quantity Item Description
1 1 221-9861 DIM E510,P4,630 (3.0 GHZ),HT
1 1 311-5491 512MB DDR2 SDRAM,400MHZ- 2X256MB,DIM,M
1 1 310-5234 DELL USB KEYBOARD,DIM,LC
1 1 320-4135 17IN (17.0 IN) E173FPV,FPIB,DIM,M
1 1 320-4270 INTEGRATED VIDEO
1 1 341-0884 160GB SERIAL ATA,7200 RPM,DIM,M
1 1 341-2724 3.5IN,1.44MB,FD,DIM
1 1 412-0688 IMAGE RESTORE, DIM
1 1 412-0721 DELL SUPPORT 3.0,DIM 3000,4600,4700
1 1 420-4927 WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER 10,DIM
1 1 420-5646 WINXP MCE 2005,ENG,DIM,NM,NA,U
1 1 463-2282 THANKS FOR PURCHASING YOUR DELL
1 1 420-5460 ONLINE TRAINING SW ICON,DIM/INSP
1 1 420-5476 DELL DIRECT DOWNLOAD,DHS,DIM/INSP
1 1 420-5598 WILD TANGENT GAMING CLIENT,DIM/INSP
1 1 310-6477 DELL 2-BUTTON USB OPTICAL MOUSE,DIM
1 1 430-0412 INTEGRATED,INTEL PRO 100M PCI NIC CARD
1 1 313-3515 V.92/56K PCI DATAFAX,MODEM,LF,DIM
1 1 412-0705 ADOBE ACROBAT READER 6.0
1 1 313-3724 16X DVD+/-RW CD-RW COMBO DRIVE,DIM05,M
1 1 420-5079 DECODING SOFTWARE,POWER DVD,DIM
1 1 313-2758 INTEGRATED AUDIO
1 1 313-3807 DELL A525 SPEAKERS,LF,DIM
1 1 420-5638 TRENDMICRO 12.5,PC-CILLIN,ENG,90DAY,DIM
1 1 412-0842 MUSIC MATCH 10.1 BASIC,ODP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0845 PHOTO ALBUM 6.0 STARTER,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0687 NETZERO ISP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0625 DELL/MY WAY HOME PAGE
1 1 420-3224 BROADBAND ICON FOR CONSUMER
1 1 412-0787 AOL FOR BROADBAND
1 1 420-5256 NETSCAPE ISP,DIM/INSP
1 1 412-0803 WORDPERFECT OFFICE 12 + TRIAL,DIM/INSP
1 1 950-3337 1YR LIMITED WARRANTY
1 1 950-9797 NO WARRANTY,YRS 2/3(DIM,INSP,NBD)
1 1 960-6380 TECH SPRT,DIM,S90,INIT YR
1 1 960-6200 NBD,DIM,BSC,S90,INIT YR,DHS,HIGH
1 1 983-2207 INFO, SERVICES DELL
1 1 464-2647 THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING DELL
1 1 420-5139 QUICKBOOKS SP SIMPLE START,DIM/INSP,DHS
1 1 464-5503 PC RESTORE RECOVERY SYSTEM
Ok I think that brings us all back to date with me..............
I am off to the gym
more lata'
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