Monday, May 30, 2005

slacker

I am such a slacker for neglecting my lonely 'ol Blog, but hey life happens and that’s the way the ball bounces.

I will update when I am not so flippin exhausted, I worked out like an Olympian, which BTW..... I am not!... and well…… I am paying for it now. Its the swimming, that kills me every time.............every single time. I now remember why my mom loved summers........she could send us off to the pool for 6 hrs of swimming and when we literally crawled in the door she was oh to happy to put us nighty nite, which is what I feel like doing right now.
But there is a West Wing Marathon on, a brother to feed and a cat to ..........well...........clean.......as she is filthy........

Again


See

Life just keeps me to busy to Blog..............

Right.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

hangin

Its official,I am hungthefuckover!

I tried those chaser pills... and ummmmmm no, they do not work.... but you can’t blame one for trying. I truly don’t think they make a pill for idiots such as myself that have shots of well...7 different concoctions...........no I don’t think they do...had I stuck with beer....most likely I would
have felt OK today, but seeing how I didn’t.........

In other news...............I talked with someone last night and don’t remember a damn thing, bits and pieces, so I am hoping it isn’t as bad as I am making it out to be.

I do remember my brother walking out at some crazy hour and asking me what the fuck I was doing, I think that’s what ended the conversation.

So again I have broken 2 of my 5 drinking rules.........Never Call someone you are dating or were dating wasted, and never ever mix your alcohol...........

The other 3 were followed so therefore are not necessary to discuss at this time.

I am off to try and eat and curl up and die

Fun stuff

Monday, May 23, 2005

Melody of mind

This is my state of mind and heart today.


Song



Ask for More
McCain


Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.

I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.

And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.



I could not ask for more than the love you gave me
cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.

lag

I have been lagging with me posts here at the 'ol Blog as of late due to having nothing of importance to Blog about. I will say that I am feeling really great about mlyfe and all that is going on it as of late. My brother and I are getting along famously, as well as the rest of my fandamily. Work is going well and my friends here in Small-town are all groovy, great, and grand. So in that respect I am really happy.

I must admit I am finding myself missing the 'relationship' part of life. It’s been along time since I have been really in love, and I sometimes wonder if that part of mlyfe has played out its part. I hope not as I truly am a great romantic at heart, its just I have not been so lucky in love or with finding the right one. I have the knack of meeting someone and not clicking and then hurting them when the non-click turns into a ticking time bomb...meaning me saying how I feel and the reactions are those of a ...well.........explosion of emotions...that I dare say...do not handle well...AT ALL.

Tis my weakness..........and I wish I were a stronger woman in that sense of handling situations of that sort with more finesse and sensitivity, but as with all things in this short ride ...live and learn.

Moving on...

Star Wars was in a word AWESOME...

It is the best of the 3...I recommend it for all who enjoy Lucas and his StarOpera saga............really was a must see.........

Well I must be off.........I am dead tired. I just wrote and English paper for my brother's GF...she came over for my help and well.... I ended up writing the damn thing...wouldn’t you know it, it was on the topic of friends and once I started writing her a rough draft, well I basically just wrote the whole bloody thing...words just pour out of me at times...especially on topics close to my heart.


Speaking of heart...

Mine is lagging...tis tried...

Time for the must needed
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Saturday, May 21, 2005

sore

I have been hitting the gym everyday and paying for it everyday. I am addicted now I think....addicted to the pain and the endorphin rush i get....but I am working towards a goal......there is this outfit you see............you know the rest of the story.

Today I am off to see Star Wars.........I have heard it kicks ass and is the best out of the last 2.......I sure hope so....I literally fell asleep during the last one......and I aint one for falling asleep @ an 8 dollar event.........

I shall blog my review as soon as I return...........

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

music.

Carey
We Belong

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Monday, May 16, 2005

50

I stole this from someone who stole it from someone who also stole it from another who stole and...well you get the fricken idea.

For those who wanna know 50 weird things about me..


1. Your name spelled backwards. elocin (sounds like a prescription)
2. Where were your parents born? Mom was born in Missoula MT. Fuck my father
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Mariah Careys new song We Belong Together cos I like it
4. What's your favorite restaurant? Standfords cos its where Patti Anne and I used to do lunches and we had great lunches ;)
5. Last time you swam in a pool? O boy..ummmm ..I think when I went skinny dippen with the guys, but I'm not sure
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Yes a lot actually...I was in drama all throughout school.
7. How many kids do you want? elzilcho
8. Type of music you dislike most? RAP….although I like slim shady
9. Are you registered to vote? Yep, since I hit 18!
10. Do you have cable? Of course, why do you think I am the procrastination queen?
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? Yes. I lived on one my entire 11th summer
12. Ever prank call anybody? Hell yea..big time
13. Ever get a parking ticket? Yes, in a rental. they never did find me...heheheh
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Hell YEA!!!
15. Farthest place you ever traveled. Hong Kong China
16. Do you have a garden? No, but I had tomato plants last summer, pain in the ass
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Snoopy
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? I think so
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower. Morning and evening..but I love bubble baths too
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? SAW. I’m sorry I liked it!
21. Favorite pizza topping? Garlic chicken and mushroom, green peppers, red peppers lots of cheese and onions. Best served with cold beer.
22. Chips or popcorn? Depends on the mood and the occasion. Popcorn for movies. Chips for bedtime snacking..not so comfy on the sheets though.
23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? pink
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Uh, no...
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? LMFAO!!!
26. Orange Juice or apple? OJ
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? My brother took me for a great steak @ Roosters.
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Godiva or Twix
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? I have been mailing mine in lately, but I think when I was 18.
30.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Last summer...my own homegrown tomtaers.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? I think so..yea...Basketball…woopdty doo
32. Are you a good cook? I am an excellent cook
33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? Well yea...jeeze
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? No
35. Sprite or 7-up? Both
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Yes. scrubs
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Vicodin.for me rib
38. Ever throw up in public? HAHAHAHA o god yes. sigh
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? I would fall in love with a millionaire..JK..true love..$ isn't everything.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. I have experienced it.
41. Ever call a 1-900 number? No.
42. Can exes be friends? Yes I am with a few.well.one
43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My brother, in April
44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? Yep, I was a CUTE baby. I had a bunch of blonde hair. My mom said I had cwazy hair...still do..dammit.
45. What message is on your voicemail? Something along the lines of "I cant get to my phone so pls leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can..fuckers!" I joke. all of the above minus the 'fuckers '
46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? Gilda Radner..all her characters
47. What was the name of your first pet? Killer. I am serious. he was a lil white dog who was crazy.my mom called him killer.
48. What is in your purse? Wallet, celly, make-up, brush,pen(s), gum,chapstick, lighter, lint.
49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Ummmmm EG>...Eat. And watch TV
50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? My friend Pattie Anne. We talked today after almost 2 months of not talking...and as always my brother...he is a great guy

Pain/Gain

Who was it that said "No pain, no gain"? I wanna have a chitchat with that individual.

I went to the gym today and did a 2 hr workout............and I am feeling it now...I am sure by tomorrow I will be crawling out of bed.........I should have taken it a bit easier, but once I start I cant stop...I am like that with allot of things, most things...OK EVERYTHING!!!


In other events...I really haven’t done much today...I actually chatted with one of my former students from Hong Kong today...Daniel...that was nice...he was my favorite student, perhaps becos he is extremely handsome and charming, but more so cos he enjoyed my lessons and actually learned a great deal from me..............that was to be taken in an academic way...

No let me take that back. I actually did do something today.... shopped again...I went to Costco to buy a MP3 player/cd player so I can have some tunage while I kill myself at the gym and ended up buying more clothes and other items that I could have lived without.........that store needs to have a flashing banner outside its doors warning potential customers of the hazards that WILL be inflicted on their bank accounts if they dare walk inside...........or maybe one just for me.

COLEY YOU DONT NEED A NEW NAUTICA T-SHIRT OR A SPICE RACK OR A 10-GALLON CONATINR OF DIAL SOAP!!!!!

I think that may have deterred me from spending entirely too much $ on things I really didn’t need...

Then again............when someone tells me or warns me not to do something I tend to do it ten fold...so I really cannot win

I am my own worst enemy...


Aint I a daisy?

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Quiz


I thought these were rather insightful......

I know they are mostly full of shit, but hey its raining and I am bored and its fun........

So there you go!!!


'sides, its all about ME!!!


;)









You Are a Life Blogger!



Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.




What kind of blogger are you?







Your Birthdate: January 5

With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.



You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.

You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility











You Are 25 Years Old



25





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.














Your Seduction Style: The Coquette





You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.




















The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.



















Your Deadly Sins



Sloth: 80%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Pride: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.










You Are 55% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)
















Your Political Profile



Overall: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal







While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself























Your #1 Match: INTP




The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.


Your #2 Match: ISTP




The Mechanic

You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations.
A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent.
To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable.
You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people.

You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete.


Your #3 Match: ENTP




The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.


Your #4 Match: ESTP




The Doer

You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.
You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.
Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.
You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.

You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.


Your #5 Match: INFP




The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.









You Are A Realistic Romantic


You are more romantic than 60% of the population.






It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!


rain

The rain today was so hard......it...well it was just really hard rain. I watched it for awhile....I had forgotten how hypnotic the rain can be...........but after about 33.3 seconds of it I went and worked out. I guess I am not one to stay hypnotized by nature for any great length of time.

I really have no plans today........going to make BBQ chicken and do laundry.......I live such an exciting and amazing life.......

Oh Boy.......

Seems I'm not the only one who is in a state of normality.......I have read all me fave Blogs and pretty much everyone is infected...


Blogneumonia

Maybe its just a 24 hour bug.......

Saturday, May 14, 2005

O my Goat

Apparently a man had been arrested for crimes against nature/cruelty to animals...I feel and truly believe they need to call it like it is...the man was arrested for Goat RAPE!!!

This man Antonio Coria, 48 has been accused of assaulting a poor 2-month-old goat and according to the farmer(s) he has been assaulting the other goats since last July. The farmer never had any proof that her goats were being molested other than the fact that she had seen a naked male in the middle of the night in her yard. Plus the fact that she had found semen soaked t-shirts he had left at the scene...
( UMMMMMM HELLOOO!!!???)

Here's the whole disturbing story....Ungoatmanlike Conduct

I really have no thoughts. well I do........one in particular


SICK MUTHAFUCKA!!!!!

needs a lil help........



In other news.....

I just watched Cat Woman and holy catshit wasn’t that a neto flick.......I was just amazed at the plot/character development/special effects/acting performances and overall superior film making...

I now know why I waited to see this wonderful film, so I wouldn’t laugh in utter disbelief in the theater. Best to wait and watch it in the privacy of my own home where I can mock it without interruption. It really is the Puurrfect film for those who enjoy cinematic torture.



Moving on.......

My brother took me out to dinner at a place called Roosters. I must admit I wasn’t to keen on eating at a place called Roosters, especially after reading about the GoatMan, but I have to admit that the food (steaks) were exceptionally good....better than good.......excellent. The service was fabulous as well as the atmosphere. It’s a lil place overlooking the river, and the local dock for sailboats and such. So one can sit outside and watch the sunset and have great food with great staff.....I was very impressed.......

Other than that I really didn’t do too much..........stocked up on groceries and tooled around me house for most the day............a nice relaxing afternoon.

I am now set to watch RAY ........I am pretty sure this film will be somewhat better than Halley Cats film.......

One can only hope...

Bloggen

So I am going to post the lyrics to a song .....as this is my state of mind today........

No need to write or try and articulate what I am feeling when one song is so definitive of my current mood.


Here ya go


Everyone falls in love sometime
Sometimes it's wrong
And sometimes it's right
For every win
Someone must fail
But there comes a point when
When we exhale (yeah, yeah, say)

[Chorus:]
Shoop, Shoop, Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (yeah)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
(All you got to say is shoo be doop)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Shoo be doop)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
Shoo Be Doo

Sometimes you'll laugh
Sometimes you'll cry
Life never tells us
The when's or why's
When you've got friends to wish you well
You'll find a point when
You wille exhale (yeah, yeah, say)

[Chorus:]
Shoop, Shoop, Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (shoo shoo shoo huh)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Sho0 be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Say shoop say shoo be say shoo be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (say shoo-hoo say sho)
Shoo Be Doo (be doo oh)

Hearts are often broken
When there are words unspoken
In your soul there's
Answers to your prayers
If you're searching for
A place you know
A familiar face
Somewhere to go
You should look inside yourself
You're halfway there

[Repeat Verse 2]

[Chorus:]
Shoop, Shoop, Shoop (Shoo Be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Shoo Be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Shoo Be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Shoo-hoo-hoo be)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (Shoo be doop doop doop hoo hoo hoo)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (do do shoo be shoo be feels alright)
Shoo Be Doop Shoop Shoop (You can say oh)
Shoo Be Doo

Friday, May 13, 2005

Funny

A Joke I Swiped From Another Blog...



Clinton, Dubya and Gore are in a tragic plane crash and the next thing they know, they're standing before God, seated upon a blindingly radiant throne. God says to Gore, "Al...what do you believe?"

Al Gore says, "Well, I believe that I really did win that election. But for whatever reason, you decided that I was not destined to serve you in that capacity, and I have since made peace with it."

God says, "Very well, Al. You may sit to my left. Bill...what do you believe?"

Bill Clinton says, "I believe I did a lot of good, made a lot of enemies, and I was undermined by my own weakness that I should have been able to rise above. I wish to find forgiveness in my heart for those who sinned against me, and would hope that they likewise could find it in them to forgive me my trespasses."

God says, "Very well, Bill. You may sit to my right. George...what do you believe?"

And George W. Bush says, "I believe you're sitting in my chair."

boredom

Now that I actually have nothing to neither do nor stress about I am extremely bored.

Figures.

I am trying to fill up my time with workouts......but you can only kill yourself so many hours a day b4 exhaustion kicks in. I really need to find a car so I can boogie whenever I feel the need, which lately seems to be always.

Work is work. Home is home. Yadda Yadda......

I usually take off about this time of year for holiday, but with bills and such just isn’t doable right at the moment....

So I shall end this now.......I am off to get my weekly dose of TAN and do some much needed shopping for food products.......

On a good note

TGIF

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

;)

So I was watching the tube today and noticed that the white House was evacuated today.......seems a tiny lil plane was in the air space above the WH, which thus provoked the evacuation of the hose or house as well as the scrambling of fighter pilots to see who exactly had the nuts to fly in W's space...........this is the so called "2nd" presidential scare in the last 24 hours, as apparently Embarrassed Georgian officials were forced to admit today that a hand grenade was found in the Tbilisi square where President Bush gave a speech to a crowd of 120,0000 cheering people. The grenade was not in working order, so there really wasn’t a real danger nor threat to W.
I guess I am writing about this today as I have been noticing a decline in the so-called news in the media as of late. Seems we are more concerned with American Idol and MJ more so than what’s going on in the world today. It doesn’t help that the only thing being reported are theses stories so we as a public don’t have much of a choice, unless of course you use the Internet to search out and find "real" news. I actually prefer to read SCMP "South China Morning Post" or the London Times.....beats FOX or CNN.

Moving on..........

I went out last night and met the craziest character ....I shall call him "Ponytail Bob". ( no, he doesn’t have a ponytail, he is a prominent business guy here in the valley.....just seemed fitting after the stories he was telling me).

Anywayz...

He was a laugh. I was actually just sitting talking to asshole when he came and sat next to me... He seemed to think I was some grrl he had seen the previous Friday, after the initial mistaken identity was resolved we ended up in a rather funny and strange conversation..........I haven’t laughed like that in ages...........needless to say I didn’t give him my #, although I have his.........knowing me I will never call it.........I never do......I just collect #'s......safer that way...

I must be off to buy my membership and so some workout shopping......


Maybe the shopping will be my workout.

I am sure it will be

For my wallet.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

acheivment

So I did it...passed all me classes...I am now officially finished with my 1st year @ WSU...

YES!!!

Now I can take the time to get back into things that interest me, like sleeping and sleeping. I joke. Tomorrow I am buying a membership @ the local fitness club as I get a great discount due to my being a student, so I am going to start focusing on the 'ol bod again as well as shopping for a car. Time to buy my own...as I will be taking courses on Campus in the fall.


That’s all I have 4 now...

Nothing to exciting..

cept for the feeling of overall satisfaction I have...and you cant beat that.........

No Sir, you sure cant.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Real

I just returned home from a night getaway...I am refreshed and feel anew...I feel as if I have taken a breath of fresh air for the 1st time in months...I am re-energized, like the energizer bunny.

My brother is in a good mood as well.... he just had a new CD player put into the car...perfect timing I would think as I just returned in the car from my getaway and would have liked having the tunes whilst I was driving, but it was nice anyway. So the car sounds great and all is well in Mr. C land.

I am waiting to receive my last grade for my English course...so far I have B+'s in all me courses...I am really pleased. Just think if I had actually tried and put forth all me efforts I would have had all A's baby, but I will settle for an above average grade, as I am... after all, above average..period.

So with this I shall end my entry. I am going to watch Saw...and call it a night. Tomorrow is the beginning of a new week...and I have my renewed outlook and I am ready to take on the week and whatever it may bring.


I sure hope its all good...as I really would like to keep this new real feeling alive and kicking.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Rejuvenate

Today is the 1st day in many days that I have felt neither the desire nor the need to Blog about anything. That last week of cramming and slamming a terms worth of material was a bit trying on me..........but I am recovering....slowly.

I am actually going to work out...a 1st in about a …..month……and trust me its showing..

Speaking of exercise........N2 and I are going to hit the gym together this summer.......seems Tantrum made some snide and crude remark to her ......which has set her off on the "I am SO HUGE" trip....which of course is not true........but when an ass of a man tells a grrl she looks obese...well it tends to have this effect...........so all in all...it will be good for both of us......I LOVE the gym.........but hate going alone.......and she HATES the gym....but likes hanging out with me.....so its a win win.

In other news.......well.........in my personal life.....things are fine. I have decided to leave out my personal life from now on........as I like to keep certain things between me and me. If ya know what I mean......

Ok then.........that’s all I got........hafta get a groove on.........

Coleyz song 4 the day

American Baby

Dave Matthews Band

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Blahhhsss

I am finished with school........

So far I have a B+ in Biology and a B+ in my Psychology course........

Which is all good..........


What is bad is.........I am sick...feeling a bit under the weather......
I got the Blaahhsssss

So


I shall return when I am feeling more like meself....

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Sorry

Journey
Send Her My Love


It’s been so long
Since I’ve seen her face
You say she’s doin’ fine
I still recall
A sad cafe

How it hurt so bad to see her cry
I didn’t want to say good-bye

Send her my love, memories remain
Send her my love, roses never fade
Send her my love

The same hotel, the same old room
I’m on the road again
She needed so much more
Than I could give

We knew our love could not pretend
Broken hearts can always mend.

(chorus)

Callin’ out her name I’m dreamin’
Reflections of a face I’m seein’
It’s her voice
That keeps on haunting me

Send her, send her my love
Roses never fade
Memories remain
Send her, send her, my love