Sunday, May 28, 2006

Tony




A week ago yesterday I lost my life-friend to a drug overdose. So this last week I have been with family and friends..............paying respects and attending the funeral/viewing/wake.I finally came home yesterday, I am emotionally spent.Anyone who knows me...knows what Tony meant to me.We were lovers, friends, companions, partiers, freaks, and we even came out at the same time...We always said we would either end up married or..............well we both did the OR...

Tony will always be loved and remembered. Anyone who knew him loved him.

I have so much more to say about him, I really just cant right now.

I want my friend back......


I want I want

I wish

I love

Tony........I miss you

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Chase



this is my baby!!!!

More later

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Chasers..........

Well

I shall now give an update on mylfe (my Life) for those of you who have forgotten.

Mr.C was pulled over AGAIN for drunk driving...but they reduced it to a negligent driving. He then hit 3...yes count them 1,2,3...THREE cars.

His license has thus been suspended.........

His GF has a DUI as well............so she should be losing her license here soon 2.

I am STILL trying to get all my shit together here...............unpack and find room Etc....not much fun.........I hate moving.... seems like yesterday I was driving my 1/4 filled U-Haul from Portland...........and now here I am again, living out of boxes and not being able to find my stuff and going CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

Other than that...nothing really new...I still need to call about my Job, to see if I indeed still have a JOB!!!..........So that shall be Mondays adventure...

I do have to announce the arrival of my new blue-eyed baby boy


Chase

He weighs about 1lb
Is approx. 4 weeks old
and is the most adorable tiny baby boy I have ever had.

He was living inside my weight set at my brothers place..........we seen each other.......I ran...he ran........I then went back and got him........we have been inseparable ever since.........

He is a BALINESE with tipped ears .......I found some photos online that closely resemble him, but we took a few yesterday with his lil collar so when we get them I shall show ya!!!















BTW

The Professor freaks out when I blog which is why I dont update, so y'all can blame her!!!

;)

Friday, May 05, 2006

Holy Shit!!!!

Ok...its been I guess...like.........2 months since I last posted...and I shall try and explain the reason why it has taken me so bloody long to post....

I guess the last time I posted I was explaining that I was burnt out with school, my job, and life in particular..........and that pretty much sums up what I have been doing the past 8 weeks....

Ok

That is the cheap, easy way out of an update...but I really don’t know where to begin...

So lets begin here

In March I Blogged
my brother is back AGAIN with his crazy ex now not so ex GF.


So I shall start here.........

Seems this Angie Grrl.......whom now and forever shall be called......WhoreofManyColors..........is moving completely in with Mr.C

See its like this...........I have been living in Cougar Country since March, and well........The Professor and found our own pad and I am basically moved in up here, but I WAS going to keep a room at my brothers so if and when he needed me to help him, well all would be ready. Well this was the plan until last week. I went back to see Mr.C and he ( for the 4th time) explained to me that she

1. Cheated on him AGAIN with Mr. Porcelain.
2. Lied to him ( Goes with the cheating)
3. Stole from him. (Againnnnnnnnn)
4. Freaked out on him ( Againnnnnnnnnnnn)

Ok well I basically told him what I thought of her........and that was that.

So I leave that day to go and do some errands, I return back to pick up a few things when I am told by kuntjoy that my brother has left to go and pick this bitch up.....

uh hum

I then begin packing up my belongings and head out........when in walks Mr.C who then asks me what I am doing...........which ..obviously.....I am leaving....

I then explain to him that I don’t understand him anymore and how he can forgive her AGAIN is beyond me and that I don’t want any part of his relationship. I tell him that I cannot stand by and watch him get hurt and destroy himself over this woman.

See in the past 2 months my brother, as a result of his relationship with this woman, has

A) received a DUI
B) Been put into debt
C) lost respect from family and friends
and just yesterday
D) Been hospitalized

oh yes

I have explained several times on here that my brother is not the picture of health. He has renal failure, and as such is prone to getting infections. Well he has not been taking care of himself ( drinking and running himself ragged) and as a result got a sever UTI and went Septic. Now I know its difficult for anyone outside of the situation to understand how I can blame this on the WhoreofManyColors, but she is not helping Mr.C in terms of his health and other aspects of his life.


Ok

Well I do believe I have always spoken very highly of my brother and have been very proud of our relationship. Well we are now estranged, he really wants nothing to do with me as I won’t kiss her ass.........and well..........being the stubborn german/irsih sort........well we are barely talking .........and when we do ...its civil at best.

So I know this is a bit jumbled, but it’s really the best I can come up with........I mean I could try and elaborate with more detail, but what’s the point?

2 Sum it up.

Mr.C is living with a lying/cheating/white-trash whore that I do not approve of.

No one in my family does.

Aunt Glo is trying her best to "keep the peace" with everyone, but not everyone is willing to pitch in with her effort.

Now........to top it off.......I did mention that this whore is a thief did I not?

ok then......

I go back down last night as I get the message my brother is in the hospital.......and well............I figure since I am there I will pick up a few things.......I go into what was my room...........and grab my jewelry box.........and what do you know?

My 18k ring is missing as well as my 18k bracelet...

One guess as to where it went?

I am sure she will deny it as well my brother will believe her ( he is obviously whipped to the nth degree) so my only conclusion is that they must of trotted off on their 18k legs to the gold seminar or some such place.....

Uh huh


FUCK!!!!!!

Ok moving on............


School is almost finished...............I have to finish my Political Science stuff and then I am done for the semester...........A's and B's thus far.

I took a month leave from work............I still have to call my boss 2day to find out when I am supposed to be returning, but I haven’t gotten up the nerve. I truly don’t want to return there..........I would like to just start OVER...........but we need the $$$

The Professor and I are doing well..........she just left to go and do the grocery shopping...........we love our new place, and are still planning on an August wedding.

What else.........


I have to return to Small Ville tomorrow to retrieve the rest of my stuff.......which ought to be fun with that bitch there.................and it might work out for the better seeing how Mr.C is in the hospital.........I mean that in the way that he and I wont have an altercation, which I am trying to avoid if at all possible.


I love my brother, more than anything........and this tears me up.........how he can be so blind and at the same time punish me for not kissing her ass and accepting her with open arms. But hey..........I am looking out for him, but he sees it as me not standing by him as he says " if it were you........I would support whatever decision you made".

Well this may be true.........but then again if I was with someone who had lied, cheated/ stole from me on more than ONE occasion I feel I would want him to tell me to wake up!!!! I would want him to be supportive, but also discourage me as I feel he would hate to see me hurt, and if I were to continue in some ridiculous dream-relationship.........he would know that it was going to end badly....

But then again.......he isn’t me and vise-versa.

Oh how fun is this trip we call life?

I want him to be happy........with someone who really loves him. When you love someone you don’t do the things she does.......and wow..........has she some crazy twisted shit.......and she somehow talks her way out of any culpability every single time


Ok I know ....I know

ENUFF ALREADY!!!

I just had to vent...........


I had best eat something and then finish these damn assignments

I shall be a good Blogger and update on a daily basis...........I shall I shall


Oh I thought I would post something from my past that is hilariourous...........


It should take the foul taste out or your mouth after reading what I just wrote...


The Captain wrote this April 2001 about the night him and I met.........the brunette is my buddie Stace.........

Oh these were good times.

Good times.

More lata'


Last night got out of hand...
It started out innocently enough. I went home from work and had something to eat and was feeling a bit tired so I decided to take a nap for a bit. A couple hours later I woke up and decided to head down to Old C's to see if anyone was around to play pool. I took the long way there so I could drive like a maniac a bit more in the ol' Celica GT. Very fun.
I arrived and ran into Electron MicroJeff and we were soon joined by Paul from Dublin, Bill and his amazingly beautiful and very nice wife from Venezuala. (Bill gives me hope because though Bill is a really nice guy, he's not the pinacle of manly good looks and his wife is all around good.) Anyway, they were going out for dinner and I declined dinner with them. A few minutes later Sportwriter showed up and we began to play a little pool. We won a few and lost a few but decided to quit playing when Alabama Girl showed up. Sportwriter and Alabama Girl have a bit of a fling going.) Anyway, a couple hours of drinking goes by and MicroJeff and the boys show up again, Johnny Vegas comes in and Forest comes in for a couple drinks and things are starting to get riled up a bit.
By the end of the night, MicroJeff and Paul are arguing about rules in pool with the two guys they were playing, one of which is a bar tender at Old C's. They also start arguing about who is the bigger asshole. (That was pretty funny.) Johnny Vegas is schmoozing a couple gals as he always is, one of them he is doing really well with. The girl's friend keeps telling me I look like Marky Mark but she has a peculiar way about that I just can't put my finger on. I also disregard any chance of getting anywhere with her because she is 5' 11" blonde hair, blue eyes and a spectacular body, and let's face it, I'm not. Sportswriter has left and Alabama Girl is a little tipsy now and keeps hugging me and calling me her favorite Canadian Guy and trying to ward me away from the tall blonde girl saying her, 'Female Radar' is going off and that girl is bad news.
So Forest gives Alabama Girl a lift home which is good because she is pretty sauced. MicroJeff's other buddies take off for the night and Steve says he wants to go out with the girls for another drink somewhere. It's already 2:30am but what the hell, I've never had anyone over to my place before down here so I invite MicroJeff and Johnny Vegas and the two ladies over for a couple drinks.
(Side Note: Saw Italy and her boyfriend at the bar. They went downtown and he parked somewhere he shouldn't have and got his car towed away.)
Back to the tale at hand. We ge to my place and I crack a bottle of wine and pass out a couple Smirnov Ice. MicroJeff is getting into a heated discussion with the blonde girl about being a lesbian. Yes, that is exactly what I said. A 5'11", beautiful, blonde hair, blue eyed, 36-D sportin', size-6-ass lesbian is in my apartment. Her friend, who Johny Vegas is on like stink on shit starts to not feel well and has to give homage to the porcelin altar. MicroJeff heads home because he has to work in 3 hours, leaving me with Miss Sexy Lesbian. (I think that is a fitting description.) So the night moves on a little further and finally I boot everyone out because it is now 4:30am and I have to work at 8am. Vegas's little girl flashes us her breasts a couple times because she is fuckin WASTED. Miss Sexy Lesbian shakes my hadn and says it was nice to meet me when they are getting ready to go and then she doesn't let go of my hand. She pulls me in and gives me hug, which I'm all for, because hey, she's a sexy 5'11" lesbian with huge breasts. Most men never see a girl like this unless they are renting a movie from Joe's Corner Movie Mart in the little back closet section. She lets go, looks at me, hugs me again, lets go, sits down. Then she gets up, hugs me again. Now I'm getting a little confused as to what she is trying to do here. She's a bit drunk and so am I so I ask her if she would like some water before they go. She nods, I bring her a glass of water and she stands up, sets the water down, hugs me again and then she starts kissing me.
I was kissed by a tall beautiful lesbian.
No, I was not dreaming, I am not making this shit up. Johnny Vegas was there and he can vouch for the truth of the matter. So Miss Sexy Lesbian sits down on my lap in my big coushy chair and kisses me a few more times. Her friend is now saying, "What the hell are you doing kissing a guy!" (I personally thought she was jealous, which is weird for a straight girl to be jealous of her lesbian friend kissing a guy.) Anyway, she kissed me a few more times, left me her number and asked me to call her sometime soon. Johnny Vegas is pretty close to sober so he drives the drunk brunette (who flashed us her breasts again) and Miss Sexy Lesbian home for the night. I make some quick dinner, throw backa couple glasses of water and head to bed.
Morning comes and I am in no shape to even get out of bed. I call into work, blame my alergies, drink some more water, and head back to bed. I awaken at 12:30, go down to CDI and grab my paycheque, hit the bank and then come into work. What a weird night I had.
All I did was go home from work to take a nap.
One thing I have to add. Johnny Vegas went for couple more drinks with the ladies and I guess the brunette was trying to get Miss Sexy Lesbian in on some three-way action. Much to Johnny Vegas' dismay, she declined and he was stuck with only one girl. Poor, poor Johnny