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ok

I'm a bad blogger

i fully admit it

i don't check in as often as i once did............

trust me i will b....

lots 2 say....


but if ur gonna leave a comment then have the balls to leave ur name or shut the fuck up.....


period.

life..............

CRYSTAL BALL


PINK

PERFECT



Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.

Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all... hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and
I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.

Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all... hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

Irony, irony, this hate and love, hate and love
What it does to me, what it's done to me.
What is done... done

Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Broken mirrors and a black cats cold stare,
Walk under ladders on my way to hell, I'll meet you there.

But I'm not scared at all, hmm... I'm not scared at all.

Bout the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.

didnt happen

K!

so I go looking for boxxes.......tinnnyyy lil boxxess ( tis an inside joke)..............and wouldn't u know.............."If I come back 2morrow they will have all I need as they have already compacted them" so....................me wardrobe.........or the bulk of it is still crawling up a wall.................


Speaking of crawling up a wall............

My cat Charo.............Charlie has been in a cage 4 about 3 weeks..I am going to get him on the 25th..........I have a feeling I might get bit..............HARD.....as poor lil-big guy has never been left alone ..let alone in a bloody cage.................... EVER!!!

MEOW!!!


I am very anxious about picking him up...........will be nice to have some familiarity again as me charo loves to snuggle...I miss him....

:(


Man....

I have so much to write.......so much so say.............

DIVULGE!

I don't know where to begin..............

I know deep inside I need to be alone............

for awhile.....

and just.....

FOCUS!


I will post a few pics though...

of Charlie....

and recent ones of me.....

I bought a notebook....................

due to my Desktop flying out the 2nd story window!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!


anyhoo


ciao 4 now

moving on

I want this to b done............I am not this monster I have been created out to be..............cant we b adults.........and move on...........................gosh....really?