Supreme court yesterday told homeowners that the government could take homes away from owners and have them torn down in order to build commercial businesses. Seems the communism we destroyed at the Berlin wall has roots in New London Connecticut. This according to
Harvey Paul, who I am agreeing with on this issue…
You decide
Story
Friday, June 24, 2005
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
P.E
Ok I am all for taking course via the internet, hell I am a full-time distance degree student my own self, but I have to draw the line when it comes to taking PE online............ I mean PE …………online?
COME ON!!
Seems in Minneapolis this is the case as the staff at a certain school has decided to offer Phys Ed online for those extra busy students who want to get by state mandatory academic courses. The students are required to meet with their instructor at the beginning and end of the class and submit weekly emails to the instructor on their progress, as they are responsible for monitoring their heart rate and physical endurance tests.
Uh huh
I just cant seem to get rid of this stupid silly smirk on me face, the hypocrisies of this subject is just killing me!!! As here we are, being told by every medical and fitness professional that we, as Americans, have the highest % of obesity in the world due to over-eating (of course) and the lack of .... or better yet ….NON physical activity. And the solution to this problem?...........offer Phys Ed to students on the computer.........that ought to whip those youngsters into shape right quick. With just a click, click, clickity click of the ‘ol mouse they will be in great shape in no time at all.... best they don’t forget to keep their heart rate in check, would be a sad state of affairs if we hade over exerted students collapsing at their monitors…
LAZY
Moving on………
I am a busy lil bee today………I have to go pick out the new carpet today, wash my car, submit my papers for my portfolio, contact my loaner about the interest rates going up next month, pick up some grass seed as my Aunt has killed patches of my yard GRRRRRRRRR……um lemme see what else?
Oh yes
I am right now heading out to the gym to workout……….or you know…… now that I think of it…typing this out could actually be substituted for my workout………
Nah
I might be a lot of things………but counterintuitive isn’t one of them………
Well........not usually.
COME ON!!
Seems in Minneapolis this is the case as the staff at a certain school has decided to offer Phys Ed online for those extra busy students who want to get by state mandatory academic courses. The students are required to meet with their instructor at the beginning and end of the class and submit weekly emails to the instructor on their progress, as they are responsible for monitoring their heart rate and physical endurance tests.
Uh huh
I just cant seem to get rid of this stupid silly smirk on me face, the hypocrisies of this subject is just killing me!!! As here we are, being told by every medical and fitness professional that we, as Americans, have the highest % of obesity in the world due to over-eating (of course) and the lack of .... or better yet ….NON physical activity. And the solution to this problem?...........offer Phys Ed to students on the computer.........that ought to whip those youngsters into shape right quick. With just a click, click, clickity click of the ‘ol mouse they will be in great shape in no time at all.... best they don’t forget to keep their heart rate in check, would be a sad state of affairs if we hade over exerted students collapsing at their monitors…
LAZY
Moving on………
I am a busy lil bee today………I have to go pick out the new carpet today, wash my car, submit my papers for my portfolio, contact my loaner about the interest rates going up next month, pick up some grass seed as my Aunt has killed patches of my yard GRRRRRRRRR……um lemme see what else?
Oh yes
I am right now heading out to the gym to workout……….or you know…… now that I think of it…typing this out could actually be substituted for my workout………
Nah
I might be a lot of things………but counterintuitive isn’t one of them………
Well........not usually.
Monday, June 20, 2005
wall-to-wall
Yesterday my Landlord George dropped by to see what’s what in regards to my brothers room...see he (George) had a guy come over about 10 days ago to fix my brothers light as it stopped working due to the ceiling fan. The fan had a short in it thus resulting in the overhead light malfunctioning. Well the idiot...(and thats a compliment)..that George sent over fixed the light and the fan but in the process somehow disengaged the outlets in Mr. C's room from working...so George stopped by to see if he the idiot had come back to fix his error...and of course he hadn’t, well Georgy said he would send an electrician out (which he did today and the power is again on in Mr.C's room) and also while he was here wanted to look at our carpet as I have been asking if he would be so kind as to put in new carpet. He looked around and laughed and said "well Coley there isn’t anything wrong with this carpet." I replied with " I know, but George this is the carpet they put in when his place was built, 20 yrs ago!"...Well...to make a long story short I won the argument and I now get to go and pick out new carpet this Wednesday.............I am rather psyched..........BUT...George mentioned that he was going to send the idiot out again to lay the carpet .........and I responded with a I DONT THINK SO!..........so he is sending someone new to do the carpet laying...
Just goes to show........I always get what I want..........
;)
Moving on...
I just returned from work and it went rather well...N2, L Lady, and myself managed the shift and all went really well.............so now I am going to find something to munch on and relax b4 I call it a day.........
Thats all 4 now
Just goes to show........I always get what I want..........
;)
Moving on...
I just returned from work and it went rather well...N2, L Lady, and myself managed the shift and all went really well.............so now I am going to find something to munch on and relax b4 I call it a day.........
Thats all 4 now
Sunday, June 19, 2005
bf i 4gt
Its Fathers day!!!
So to all them Papa's out there I do wish you a very nice and Happy Daddy Day!!
My brother and I ventured out to Tri-State Outfitters so he could buy a pair of new sneakers ( not that he needs them as he has more shoes than I do......seriously) so we were driving up and I noticed all these older folks cruising around when it hit me that it was Daddy Day............this day has never meant much to my brother and I as.....well...........our father was not a factor in our lives..........so Mr. C proceeds to tell me that his buddy called and wished him a happy fathers day......that is if he is a father and well he isn’t.........so I decided right then and there from now on this day ..for me ....will be declared
BROTHERS DAY
Yea...... my brother is the most important man in mylfe........in the family sense......so I feel since we don’t celebrate the actual holiday, that from now on I will pay respects to Mr. C.
So after we bought his Nikes and my new Teva scandals...........( They ARE SO BITCHIN!..can never go wrong with Teva baby!) we decided to jet on over to Wal-Mart to buy a BBQ as I wished to make him a nice Brothers Day dinner while he watches his SkeetBalll playoffs..........( he is ....as I write this ....putting together the BBQ,and in the process he's a mumbling and a grumbling, just basically bitching at the contraption... typical guy) so anyways..........after the BBQ is assembled we shall have burgers, dogs, and chicken.......
I think its a fitting dinner for the 1st Brothers Day @ our homestead.
Cheers
So to all them Papa's out there I do wish you a very nice and Happy Daddy Day!!
My brother and I ventured out to Tri-State Outfitters so he could buy a pair of new sneakers ( not that he needs them as he has more shoes than I do......seriously) so we were driving up and I noticed all these older folks cruising around when it hit me that it was Daddy Day............this day has never meant much to my brother and I as.....well...........our father was not a factor in our lives..........so Mr. C proceeds to tell me that his buddy called and wished him a happy fathers day......that is if he is a father and well he isn’t.........so I decided right then and there from now on this day ..for me ....will be declared
BROTHERS DAY
Yea...... my brother is the most important man in mylfe........in the family sense......so I feel since we don’t celebrate the actual holiday, that from now on I will pay respects to Mr. C.
So after we bought his Nikes and my new Teva scandals...........( They ARE SO BITCHIN!..can never go wrong with Teva baby!) we decided to jet on over to Wal-Mart to buy a BBQ as I wished to make him a nice Brothers Day dinner while he watches his SkeetBalll playoffs..........( he is ....as I write this ....putting together the BBQ,and in the process he's a mumbling and a grumbling, just basically bitching at the contraption... typical guy) so anyways..........after the BBQ is assembled we shall have burgers, dogs, and chicken.......
I think its a fitting dinner for the 1st Brothers Day @ our homestead.
Cheers
G.B.U
So I was reading a certain celebrities Blog a few months back and while there I noticed she was offering to send out free merchandise Tee’s, Mouse Pads, Etc... to the readers. So I, like many others, am not against receiving free shit so I signed on up............and wouldn’t you know it...I received a free mouse pad yesterday...How cool is that?................the thing is canary yellow and has the remark " go Blog urself" written on it............the only real problem was the name on the envelope wasn’t mine (I know one shouldn’t open mail not addressed to them, but to be truthful the envelope arrived already opened, so there you go, sides it was meant for ME anyway!)...........But at least she got the address right.Anyhoo.......... I thought I would share that with everyone.................
Moving on.........
Really nothing to new to report, I have been hitting the gym like a maniac and chewing gum like a camel in order to quit smoking and alas it is working. Other than that I have been keepi9ng myself busy with school and I have recently become addicted to the HBO show Deadwood. Tis a really cool cowboy series..................the writing is excellent as well as the acting and I just love all the swearing " YOU COCKSUCKERSSS!!!"
hehehe
I know.... I'm sick..............
But hey..... if you don’t like it..... you can just
GO BLOG URSELF!!!!
Moving on.........
Really nothing to new to report, I have been hitting the gym like a maniac and chewing gum like a camel in order to quit smoking and alas it is working. Other than that I have been keepi9ng myself busy with school and I have recently become addicted to the HBO show Deadwood. Tis a really cool cowboy series..................the writing is excellent as well as the acting and I just love all the swearing " YOU COCKSUCKERSSS!!!"
hehehe
I know.... I'm sick..............
But hey..... if you don’t like it..... you can just
GO BLOG URSELF!!!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
reflecting
So I haven’t posted here in ages.......primarily due to the fact that I really haven’t been in the mood to tell you true. I have actually been doing allot of reflecting as of late, about my life and where I am going and where I should be and so forth. I truly wish I had a different job as I am so burned out with my present job I could just about die. I honestly have to psyche myself up to go into work........I have been having to do this for about the past 2 yrs as when I was in Portland I was doing the exact same thing as I am doing now. I cant complain about the $ nor the people I work with.( 'cept for Mamma B as she is a pain in the ass and a lazy ass to boot, but that’s an entirely different story).
I just get extremely frustrated as I am a college graduate and I should be working in the field I earned my degree in, but as it sits I am in a tiny town with limited employment, thus I am having to earn a living doing something I really dislike with a passion. I know I am prolly in the top % of Americans who truly dislike their careers , but that doesn’t mean I cannot be bummed out about it. My brother sees this dilemma with me as he lately has been giving me pep talks while driving me to work, which helps but doesn’t resolve anything. He basically tells me he is really proud of me and to just keep my chin up as when I graduate from WSU it will pay off. I tell him that’s what I was telling myself while going for my degree in Portland, he just nods and tells me it is the town we are in, not me.........which of course it so true. So that basically takes care of that .......as far as bitching about my job and the reflecting part of it.
The other side of the coin has to do with family and relationships and the lack there of. I never really have been the marring/ kids type of gal, but as of late it is something I think I might one day like to have...........being single has its bennies, truly it does, but there are just as many downsides to it as there are upsides.
I guess I am just looking at my life up to this stage and wondering " Is this all there is?" I know I am solely responsible for making mylfe what it is........and that right there is where I stand........I feel it is time to make some major changes in mylfe......starting with this lil list I have started..
1. QUIT SMOKING!!! I am not to enthused about looking 80 @ 40 nor having cancer or emphysema.
2. Finish college ..........to do this I must take more credits, which I am doing now as I am taking course this summer. If I truly want to have the career I dream of I must graduate sooner than later......or b4 I am 80.......
3. Surround myself with positive people. I have been around depressing un-ambitious folk as of late and this only tends to make me more bummed.
4. Save $, I spend $ on things I don’t need....and when I need something I do need I find that I cannot afford it as I have bought another DKNY bag, which of course I don’t NEED.......so I need to be more fiscally responsible. This shouldn’t be too much of a problem as I have always been rather smart with my cashola.
5. Be more optimistic. I have always had the problem of seeing the glass being 1/2 full. If I do intend to be successful and happy I need to look at life with a more optimist view......this not only helps one accomplish their goals, it also attract individuals that have the same outlook, which perhaps might help in meeting the right guy......
Well that pretty much sums that up for now............These are not just words........I am not blowing smoke.....I really am at a stage in mylfe where I am ready to make these types of changes. I do not want to be that person who looks back at their life and wonders " what if?"
I want to look back and think "Wow"
:)
I just get extremely frustrated as I am a college graduate and I should be working in the field I earned my degree in, but as it sits I am in a tiny town with limited employment, thus I am having to earn a living doing something I really dislike with a passion. I know I am prolly in the top % of Americans who truly dislike their careers , but that doesn’t mean I cannot be bummed out about it. My brother sees this dilemma with me as he lately has been giving me pep talks while driving me to work, which helps but doesn’t resolve anything. He basically tells me he is really proud of me and to just keep my chin up as when I graduate from WSU it will pay off. I tell him that’s what I was telling myself while going for my degree in Portland, he just nods and tells me it is the town we are in, not me.........which of course it so true. So that basically takes care of that .......as far as bitching about my job and the reflecting part of it.
The other side of the coin has to do with family and relationships and the lack there of. I never really have been the marring/ kids type of gal, but as of late it is something I think I might one day like to have...........being single has its bennies, truly it does, but there are just as many downsides to it as there are upsides.
I guess I am just looking at my life up to this stage and wondering " Is this all there is?" I know I am solely responsible for making mylfe what it is........and that right there is where I stand........I feel it is time to make some major changes in mylfe......starting with this lil list I have started..
1. QUIT SMOKING!!! I am not to enthused about looking 80 @ 40 nor having cancer or emphysema.
2. Finish college ..........to do this I must take more credits, which I am doing now as I am taking course this summer. If I truly want to have the career I dream of I must graduate sooner than later......or b4 I am 80.......
3. Surround myself with positive people. I have been around depressing un-ambitious folk as of late and this only tends to make me more bummed.
4. Save $, I spend $ on things I don’t need....and when I need something I do need I find that I cannot afford it as I have bought another DKNY bag, which of course I don’t NEED.......so I need to be more fiscally responsible. This shouldn’t be too much of a problem as I have always been rather smart with my cashola.
5. Be more optimistic. I have always had the problem of seeing the glass being 1/2 full. If I do intend to be successful and happy I need to look at life with a more optimist view......this not only helps one accomplish their goals, it also attract individuals that have the same outlook, which perhaps might help in meeting the right guy......
Well that pretty much sums that up for now............These are not just words........I am not blowing smoke.....I really am at a stage in mylfe where I am ready to make these types of changes. I do not want to be that person who looks back at their life and wonders " what if?"
I want to look back and think "Wow"
:)
Friday, June 10, 2005
format
Well i just finished re-formatting this damn PC AGAIN!!
Since I have gone Cable I seem to be doing this fun lil chore about every 4 months....
and its oh so much fun....
I am off to the jobola........
Update
My back injury is healing nicely........its gradutated from a sprain to a pinched nerve.
isnt that lovely?
Since I have gone Cable I seem to be doing this fun lil chore about every 4 months....
and its oh so much fun....
I am off to the jobola........
Update
My back injury is healing nicely........its gradutated from a sprain to a pinched nerve.
isnt that lovely?
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Solo-Mini-Bio
I thought since I haven’t updated in awhile I might as well divulge a bit about me….. for those who might be interested....
So ....
Here we go……..
About Me
Who: Nicole
Born: January 5th,1972
Hometown: Spokane, WA
Occupation: Nursing, Full-time University Student
Three words that describe me best: Witty, charming, serious
Secret vices: coffee, working out (for the rush), making people laugh
Favorite Foods: Pizza, Italian, STEAK
Favorite color: Blue
Dream vacation: A trip around the whole of Europe
Things I can do without: Liars, thieves, too much mayo, raw fish of any kind, hangovers
Favorite movies: Gia,American Beauty, Braveheart, Fargo, Ray, The Big Chill
Star Crush: J Phoenix, Angelina Jolie, Darren Hayes
Favorite cartoons: Bugs Bunny….he be da man!
Favorite Superhero: Superman
Musical preferences: Everything….I am very eclectic with my choice of music…….but I don’t like Rap. Period.
A great reading experience: As a child “Where The Red Fern Grows” as an adult Stephen King or Ann Rule. I also like “All Quiet On The Western Front” by Erich Maria Remarque, I love all his work, I truly cannot put down his books.
Toothpaste: Mentadent whitening.
Soap: Oil Of Olay
Scent: Burberry, by Burberry
Shoes: Reebok, Burks, sandals
My Current Ride: Honda Accord
Three items always found in my refrigerator: Evian, Kool-aide, eggs
Permanent Body Artwork: Only my ear piercings, I am not one for tattoos…I like them on men, but I hate them on women……….ewwwwww
Favorite Places to visit: Frisco, Hong Kong, LAS VEGAS!!!!
Something people may be surprised to know: Every time by brother smiles at me…it literally makes my day………
I shall return tomorrow.
So ....
Here we go……..
About Me
Who: Nicole
Born: January 5th,1972
Hometown: Spokane, WA
Occupation: Nursing, Full-time University Student
Three words that describe me best: Witty, charming, serious
Secret vices: coffee, working out (for the rush), making people laugh
Favorite Foods: Pizza, Italian, STEAK
Favorite color: Blue
Dream vacation: A trip around the whole of Europe
Things I can do without: Liars, thieves, too much mayo, raw fish of any kind, hangovers
Favorite movies: Gia,American Beauty, Braveheart, Fargo, Ray, The Big Chill
Star Crush: J Phoenix, Angelina Jolie, Darren Hayes
Favorite cartoons: Bugs Bunny….he be da man!
Favorite Superhero: Superman
Musical preferences: Everything….I am very eclectic with my choice of music…….but I don’t like Rap. Period.
A great reading experience: As a child “Where The Red Fern Grows” as an adult Stephen King or Ann Rule. I also like “All Quiet On The Western Front” by Erich Maria Remarque, I love all his work, I truly cannot put down his books.
Toothpaste: Mentadent whitening.
Soap: Oil Of Olay
Scent: Burberry, by Burberry
Shoes: Reebok, Burks, sandals
My Current Ride: Honda Accord
Three items always found in my refrigerator: Evian, Kool-aide, eggs
Permanent Body Artwork: Only my ear piercings, I am not one for tattoos…I like them on men, but I hate them on women……….ewwwwww
Favorite Places to visit: Frisco, Hong Kong, LAS VEGAS!!!!
Something people may be surprised to know: Every time by brother smiles at me…it literally makes my day………
I shall return tomorrow.
Friday, June 03, 2005
Owwy!!
Last night...I was doing my job. All was well. L Lady asked me for some assistance with a patient who is rather big . So I go and help her with this patient and in the process.........pulled something in my lower back. I actually CRIED out when it happened. LL looked at me with some concern and asked me if I was OK...........'Ummmmm yea...I think so' I say. I tried to walk it off...to no avail. N2 immediately told me to go 2 the Doc's..........I told her they don’t do shit cos they really don’t..........she replied " better than being in pain, which is what you will be here in about an hour." Turns out she was RIGHT!
So I call me lil bro.........he picks me up, (he was really concerned and I thought that was so cute) and then drops me at the ER. The Doc was sweet.........told me I pulled something (YA THINK!?) then proceeded to send me on me way with some painkillers and muscle relaxes. No Lifting, no pulling, no Yadda Yadda........been there....... done that.
I have hurt my back in the past.............several times...........but nothing like this.....I am actually walking like an old lady.
I am not HAPPY!!!
The biggest thing that pisses me off is the fact that I cannot work out.........that’s what really pisses me off............
and I wince every time I move my butt in the chair....
So I am heading off to work............to stand around and well..........hobble and yelp.
I should fit right in.
So I call me lil bro.........he picks me up, (he was really concerned and I thought that was so cute) and then drops me at the ER. The Doc was sweet.........told me I pulled something (YA THINK!?) then proceeded to send me on me way with some painkillers and muscle relaxes. No Lifting, no pulling, no Yadda Yadda........been there....... done that.
I have hurt my back in the past.............several times...........but nothing like this.....I am actually walking like an old lady.
I am not HAPPY!!!
The biggest thing that pisses me off is the fact that I cannot work out.........that’s what really pisses me off............
and I wince every time I move my butt in the chair....
So I am heading off to work............to stand around and well..........hobble and yelp.
I should fit right in.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Ray
I just watched Ray (I know, I am behind the times here) and it was an amazing movie. Jamie Foxx's performance was mesmerizing. I have always been a RC fan, but after seeing this film it has only made me more so. So for all of those who haven’t seen it yet.....I really do recommend it. I also have 2 other flicks to blog about,Ladder 49 & Team America. TA sucked ASS!!! Those dudes need to stick with animation, but the fire fighter flick was really cool....maybe cos I am secretly in love with Joaquin Phoenix and have been since Gladiator & Quills.....yumm!
Moving on..
Really nothing to new to report. I am getting ready to hit the gym and then its back here to dig up 3 papers from my PCC days to submit to WSU for me writing portfolio, which I might say is a complete and utter waste of fucking time. I am a graduate and therefore, I must obviously have the ability to write a damn paper...........I even taught English for crying out loud....so for me to dig out this stuff, will be time consuming and well, irritating.
In other news.
Glad to hear that the deep throat mystery has now been solved, now maybe the government can get back to business.
Then again maybe not.
Don’t wanna fix somethin that aint broken...
Right?
Moving on..
Really nothing to new to report. I am getting ready to hit the gym and then its back here to dig up 3 papers from my PCC days to submit to WSU for me writing portfolio, which I might say is a complete and utter waste of fucking time. I am a graduate and therefore, I must obviously have the ability to write a damn paper...........I even taught English for crying out loud....so for me to dig out this stuff, will be time consuming and well, irritating.
In other news.
Glad to hear that the deep throat mystery has now been solved, now maybe the government can get back to business.
Then again maybe not.
Don’t wanna fix somethin that aint broken...
Right?
Monday, May 30, 2005
slacker
I am such a slacker for neglecting my lonely 'ol Blog, but hey life happens and that’s the way the ball bounces.
I will update when I am not so flippin exhausted, I worked out like an Olympian, which BTW..... I am not!... and well…… I am paying for it now. Its the swimming, that kills me every time.............every single time. I now remember why my mom loved summers........she could send us off to the pool for 6 hrs of swimming and when we literally crawled in the door she was oh to happy to put us nighty nite, which is what I feel like doing right now.
But there is a West Wing Marathon on, a brother to feed and a cat to ..........well...........clean.......as she is filthy........
Again
See
Life just keeps me to busy to Blog..............
Right.
I will update when I am not so flippin exhausted, I worked out like an Olympian, which BTW..... I am not!... and well…… I am paying for it now. Its the swimming, that kills me every time.............every single time. I now remember why my mom loved summers........she could send us off to the pool for 6 hrs of swimming and when we literally crawled in the door she was oh to happy to put us nighty nite, which is what I feel like doing right now.
But there is a West Wing Marathon on, a brother to feed and a cat to ..........well...........clean.......as she is filthy........
Again
See
Life just keeps me to busy to Blog..............
Right.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
hangin
Its official,I am hungthefuckover!
I tried those chaser pills... and ummmmmm no, they do not work.... but you can’t blame one for trying. I truly don’t think they make a pill for idiots such as myself that have shots of well...7 different concoctions...........no I don’t think they do...had I stuck with beer....most likely I would
have felt OK today, but seeing how I didn’t.........
In other news...............I talked with someone last night and don’t remember a damn thing, bits and pieces, so I am hoping it isn’t as bad as I am making it out to be.
I do remember my brother walking out at some crazy hour and asking me what the fuck I was doing, I think that’s what ended the conversation.
So again I have broken 2 of my 5 drinking rules.........Never Call someone you are dating or were dating wasted, and never ever mix your alcohol...........
The other 3 were followed so therefore are not necessary to discuss at this time.
I am off to try and eat and curl up and die
Fun stuff
I tried those chaser pills... and ummmmmm no, they do not work.... but you can’t blame one for trying. I truly don’t think they make a pill for idiots such as myself that have shots of well...7 different concoctions...........no I don’t think they do...had I stuck with beer....most likely I would
have felt OK today, but seeing how I didn’t.........
In other news...............I talked with someone last night and don’t remember a damn thing, bits and pieces, so I am hoping it isn’t as bad as I am making it out to be.
I do remember my brother walking out at some crazy hour and asking me what the fuck I was doing, I think that’s what ended the conversation.
So again I have broken 2 of my 5 drinking rules.........Never Call someone you are dating or were dating wasted, and never ever mix your alcohol...........
The other 3 were followed so therefore are not necessary to discuss at this time.
I am off to try and eat and curl up and die
Fun stuff
Monday, May 23, 2005
Melody of mind
This is my state of mind and heart today.
Song
Ask for More
McCain
Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.
And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than the love you gave me
cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.
Song
Ask for More
McCain
Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than this time together.
I couldn't ask for more that this time with you.
Every breath has been answered. Every dream that has come through.
Yeah, right here in this moment, it's that we're all meant to be.
(Oh) here with you, here with me.
And these are the moments I thank God that I'm alive.
And these are the moments I'll remember all my life.
I've got all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than the love you gave me
cos it's all I've waited for.
And I could not ask for more.
lag
I have been lagging with me posts here at the 'ol Blog as of late due to having nothing of importance to Blog about. I will say that I am feeling really great about mlyfe and all that is going on it as of late. My brother and I are getting along famously, as well as the rest of my fandamily. Work is going well and my friends here in Small-town are all groovy, great, and grand. So in that respect I am really happy.
I must admit I am finding myself missing the 'relationship' part of life. It’s been along time since I have been really in love, and I sometimes wonder if that part of mlyfe has played out its part. I hope not as I truly am a great romantic at heart, its just I have not been so lucky in love or with finding the right one. I have the knack of meeting someone and not clicking and then hurting them when the non-click turns into a ticking time bomb...meaning me saying how I feel and the reactions are those of a ...well.........explosion of emotions...that I dare say...do not handle well...AT ALL.
Tis my weakness..........and I wish I were a stronger woman in that sense of handling situations of that sort with more finesse and sensitivity, but as with all things in this short ride ...live and learn.
Moving on...
Star Wars was in a word AWESOME...
It is the best of the 3...I recommend it for all who enjoy Lucas and his StarOpera saga............really was a must see.........
Well I must be off.........I am dead tired. I just wrote and English paper for my brother's GF...she came over for my help and well.... I ended up writing the damn thing...wouldn’t you know it, it was on the topic of friends and once I started writing her a rough draft, well I basically just wrote the whole bloody thing...words just pour out of me at times...especially on topics close to my heart.
Speaking of heart...
Mine is lagging...tis tried...
Time for the must needed
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I must admit I am finding myself missing the 'relationship' part of life. It’s been along time since I have been really in love, and I sometimes wonder if that part of mlyfe has played out its part. I hope not as I truly am a great romantic at heart, its just I have not been so lucky in love or with finding the right one. I have the knack of meeting someone and not clicking and then hurting them when the non-click turns into a ticking time bomb...meaning me saying how I feel and the reactions are those of a ...well.........explosion of emotions...that I dare say...do not handle well...AT ALL.
Tis my weakness..........and I wish I were a stronger woman in that sense of handling situations of that sort with more finesse and sensitivity, but as with all things in this short ride ...live and learn.
Moving on...
Star Wars was in a word AWESOME...
It is the best of the 3...I recommend it for all who enjoy Lucas and his StarOpera saga............really was a must see.........
Well I must be off.........I am dead tired. I just wrote and English paper for my brother's GF...she came over for my help and well.... I ended up writing the damn thing...wouldn’t you know it, it was on the topic of friends and once I started writing her a rough draft, well I basically just wrote the whole bloody thing...words just pour out of me at times...especially on topics close to my heart.
Speaking of heart...
Mine is lagging...tis tried...
Time for the must needed
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, May 21, 2005
sore
I have been hitting the gym everyday and paying for it everyday. I am addicted now I think....addicted to the pain and the endorphin rush i get....but I am working towards a goal......there is this outfit you see............you know the rest of the story.
Today I am off to see Star Wars.........I have heard it kicks ass and is the best out of the last 2.......I sure hope so....I literally fell asleep during the last one......and I aint one for falling asleep @ an 8 dollar event.........
I shall blog my review as soon as I return...........
Today I am off to see Star Wars.........I have heard it kicks ass and is the best out of the last 2.......I sure hope so....I literally fell asleep during the last one......and I aint one for falling asleep @ an 8 dollar event.........
I shall blog my review as soon as I return...........
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
music.
Carey
We Belong
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
We Belong
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
Monday, May 16, 2005
50
I stole this from someone who stole it from someone who also stole it from another who stole and...well you get the fricken idea.
For those who wanna know 50 weird things about me..
1. Your name spelled backwards. elocin (sounds like a prescription)
2. Where were your parents born? Mom was born in Missoula MT. Fuck my father
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Mariah Careys new song We Belong Together cos I like it
4. What's your favorite restaurant? Standfords cos its where Patti Anne and I used to do lunches and we had great lunches ;)
5. Last time you swam in a pool? O boy..ummmm ..I think when I went skinny dippen with the guys, but I'm not sure
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Yes a lot actually...I was in drama all throughout school.
7. How many kids do you want? elzilcho
8. Type of music you dislike most? RAP….although I like slim shady
9. Are you registered to vote? Yep, since I hit 18!
10. Do you have cable? Of course, why do you think I am the procrastination queen?
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? Yes. I lived on one my entire 11th summer
12. Ever prank call anybody? Hell yea..big time
13. Ever get a parking ticket? Yes, in a rental. they never did find me...heheheh
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Hell YEA!!!
15. Farthest place you ever traveled. Hong Kong China
16. Do you have a garden? No, but I had tomato plants last summer, pain in the ass
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Snoopy
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? I think so
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower. Morning and evening..but I love bubble baths too
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? SAW. I’m sorry I liked it!
21. Favorite pizza topping? Garlic chicken and mushroom, green peppers, red peppers lots of cheese and onions. Best served with cold beer.
22. Chips or popcorn? Depends on the mood and the occasion. Popcorn for movies. Chips for bedtime snacking..not so comfy on the sheets though.
23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? pink
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Uh, no...
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? LMFAO!!!
26. Orange Juice or apple? OJ
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? My brother took me for a great steak @ Roosters.
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Godiva or Twix
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? I have been mailing mine in lately, but I think when I was 18.
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Last summer...my own homegrown tomtaers.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? I think so..yea...Basketball…woopdty doo
32. Are you a good cook? I am an excellent cook
33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? Well yea...jeeze
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? No
35. Sprite or 7-up? Both
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Yes. scrubs
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Vicodin.for me rib
38. Ever throw up in public? HAHAHAHA o god yes. sigh
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? I would fall in love with a millionaire..JK..true love..$ isn't everything.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. I have experienced it.
41. Ever call a 1-900 number? No.
42. Can exes be friends? Yes I am with a few.well.one
43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My brother, in April
44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? Yep, I was a CUTE baby. I had a bunch of blonde hair. My mom said I had cwazy hair...still do..dammit.
45. What message is on your voicemail? Something along the lines of "I cant get to my phone so pls leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can..fuckers!" I joke. all of the above minus the 'fuckers '
46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? Gilda Radner..all her characters
47. What was the name of your first pet? Killer. I am serious. he was a lil white dog who was crazy.my mom called him killer.
48. What is in your purse? Wallet, celly, make-up, brush,pen(s), gum,chapstick, lighter, lint.
49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Ummmmm EG>...Eat. And watch TV
50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? My friend Pattie Anne. We talked today after almost 2 months of not talking...and as always my brother...he is a great guy
For those who wanna know 50 weird things about me..
1. Your name spelled backwards. elocin (sounds like a prescription)
2. Where were your parents born? Mom was born in Missoula MT. Fuck my father
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Mariah Careys new song We Belong Together cos I like it
4. What's your favorite restaurant? Standfords cos its where Patti Anne and I used to do lunches and we had great lunches ;)
5. Last time you swam in a pool? O boy..ummmm ..I think when I went skinny dippen with the guys, but I'm not sure
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Yes a lot actually...I was in drama all throughout school.
7. How many kids do you want? elzilcho
8. Type of music you dislike most? RAP….although I like slim shady
9. Are you registered to vote? Yep, since I hit 18!
10. Do you have cable? Of course, why do you think I am the procrastination queen?
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? Yes. I lived on one my entire 11th summer
12. Ever prank call anybody? Hell yea..big time
13. Ever get a parking ticket? Yes, in a rental. they never did find me...heheheh
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Hell YEA!!!
15. Farthest place you ever traveled. Hong Kong China
16. Do you have a garden? No, but I had tomato plants last summer, pain in the ass
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Snoopy
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? I think so
19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? Shower. Morning and evening..but I love bubble baths too
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? SAW. I’m sorry I liked it!
21. Favorite pizza topping? Garlic chicken and mushroom, green peppers, red peppers lots of cheese and onions. Best served with cold beer.
22. Chips or popcorn? Depends on the mood and the occasion. Popcorn for movies. Chips for bedtime snacking..not so comfy on the sheets though.
23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? pink
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Uh, no...
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? LMFAO!!!
26. Orange Juice or apple? OJ
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? My brother took me for a great steak @ Roosters.
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Godiva or Twix
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? I have been mailing mine in lately, but I think when I was 18.
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Last summer...my own homegrown tomtaers.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? I think so..yea...Basketball…woopdty doo
32. Are you a good cook? I am an excellent cook
33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? Well yea...jeeze
34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? No
35. Sprite or 7-up? Both
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Yes. scrubs
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Vicodin.for me rib
38. Ever throw up in public? HAHAHAHA o god yes. sigh
39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? I would fall in love with a millionaire..JK..true love..$ isn't everything.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. I have experienced it.
41. Ever call a 1-900 number? No.
42. Can exes be friends? Yes I am with a few.well.one
43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My brother, in April
44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? Yep, I was a CUTE baby. I had a bunch of blonde hair. My mom said I had cwazy hair...still do..dammit.
45. What message is on your voicemail? Something along the lines of "I cant get to my phone so pls leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can..fuckers!" I joke. all of the above minus the 'fuckers '
46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character? Gilda Radner..all her characters
47. What was the name of your first pet? Killer. I am serious. he was a lil white dog who was crazy.my mom called him killer.
48. What is in your purse? Wallet, celly, make-up, brush,pen(s), gum,chapstick, lighter, lint.
49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Ummmmm EG>...Eat. And watch TV
50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? My friend Pattie Anne. We talked today after almost 2 months of not talking...and as always my brother...he is a great guy
Pain/Gain
Who was it that said "No pain, no gain"? I wanna have a chitchat with that individual.
I went to the gym today and did a 2 hr workout............and I am feeling it now...I am sure by tomorrow I will be crawling out of bed.........I should have taken it a bit easier, but once I start I cant stop...I am like that with allot of things, most things...OK EVERYTHING!!!
In other events...I really haven’t done much today...I actually chatted with one of my former students from Hong Kong today...Daniel...that was nice...he was my favorite student, perhaps becos he is extremely handsome and charming, but more so cos he enjoyed my lessons and actually learned a great deal from me..............that was to be taken in an academic way...
No let me take that back. I actually did do something today.... shopped again...I went to Costco to buy a MP3 player/cd player so I can have some tunage while I kill myself at the gym and ended up buying more clothes and other items that I could have lived without.........that store needs to have a flashing banner outside its doors warning potential customers of the hazards that WILL be inflicted on their bank accounts if they dare walk inside...........or maybe one just for me.
COLEY YOU DONT NEED A NEW NAUTICA T-SHIRT OR A SPICE RACK OR A 10-GALLON CONATINR OF DIAL SOAP!!!!!
I think that may have deterred me from spending entirely too much $ on things I really didn’t need...
Then again............when someone tells me or warns me not to do something I tend to do it ten fold...so I really cannot win
I am my own worst enemy...
Aint I a daisy?
I went to the gym today and did a 2 hr workout............and I am feeling it now...I am sure by tomorrow I will be crawling out of bed.........I should have taken it a bit easier, but once I start I cant stop...I am like that with allot of things, most things...OK EVERYTHING!!!
In other events...I really haven’t done much today...I actually chatted with one of my former students from Hong Kong today...Daniel...that was nice...he was my favorite student, perhaps becos he is extremely handsome and charming, but more so cos he enjoyed my lessons and actually learned a great deal from me..............that was to be taken in an academic way...
No let me take that back. I actually did do something today.... shopped again...I went to Costco to buy a MP3 player/cd player so I can have some tunage while I kill myself at the gym and ended up buying more clothes and other items that I could have lived without.........that store needs to have a flashing banner outside its doors warning potential customers of the hazards that WILL be inflicted on their bank accounts if they dare walk inside...........or maybe one just for me.
COLEY YOU DONT NEED A NEW NAUTICA T-SHIRT OR A SPICE RACK OR A 10-GALLON CONATINR OF DIAL SOAP!!!!!
I think that may have deterred me from spending entirely too much $ on things I really didn’t need...
Then again............when someone tells me or warns me not to do something I tend to do it ten fold...so I really cannot win
I am my own worst enemy...
Aint I a daisy?
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Quiz
I thought these were rather insightful......
I know they are mostly full of shit, but hey its raining and I am bored and its fun........
So there you go!!!
'sides, its all about ME!!!
;)
You Are a Life Blogger! |
 Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible. |
What kind of blogger are you?
Your Birthdate: January 5 |
With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility |
You Are 25 Years Old |
25 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette |
 You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. |
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Your Deadly Sins |
Sloth: 80% |
Envy: 40% |
Gluttony: 40% |
Wrath: 40% |
Greed: 20% |
Lust: 20% |
Pride: 20% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 37% |
You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. |
You Are 55% Normal (Somewhat Normal) | |||||||
While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
Your #1 Match: INTP |
The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor. |
Your #2 Match: ISTP |
The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete. |
Your #3 Match: ENTP |
The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor. |
Your #4 Match: ESTP |
The Doer You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second. You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown. Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor. You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you. You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur. |
Your #5 Match: INFP |
The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
You Are A Realistic Romantic |
You are more romantic than 60% of the population.  It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! |
rain
The rain today was so hard......it...well it was just really hard rain. I watched it for awhile....I had forgotten how hypnotic the rain can be...........but after about 33.3 seconds of it I went and worked out. I guess I am not one to stay hypnotized by nature for any great length of time.
I really have no plans today........going to make BBQ chicken and do laundry.......I live such an exciting and amazing life.......
Oh Boy.......
Seems I'm not the only one who is in a state of normality.......I have read all me fave Blogs and pretty much everyone is infected...
Blogneumonia
Maybe its just a 24 hour bug.......
I really have no plans today........going to make BBQ chicken and do laundry.......I live such an exciting and amazing life.......
Oh Boy.......
Seems I'm not the only one who is in a state of normality.......I have read all me fave Blogs and pretty much everyone is infected...
Blogneumonia
Maybe its just a 24 hour bug.......
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