I stayed in tonight.............my family and I had drinks and told tall tales and laughed all night.........
Was a good night................
so I am relaxed..................
tom. I am finishing up my bathroom (painting, cleaning) and hooking up odds and ends..............
Sunday I am doing WSU stuff..........get caught up..............
Life goes on..........
as always....
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Friday, August 26, 2005
SUPERvisor
Went in 2 wrk today............I punched in and Lavender ( my boss) was standing there. She looked @ me and asked "what’s wrong?" I say " I have had 6 hrs of sleep in the last 2 days" So she being the fabulous wonderful woman she is........sent me home.
:)
So I am going to REST!
Although................Lou Gramm of Foreigner is playing tonight @ Hot August Nights and Lucy wants me to go............I told him I would think about it....as well Mr. C and Angel Grrl might B going. ( Yes they R back 2gether once again........seems she is in counseling 2 figure out Y she likes dating abusive men, NOT CLINTON, her EX........JUST want to make that CLEAR!! and apparently asked Mr.C if she could talk 2 me about her issues, not that I have experience with this as I don’t, my mother on the other hand, well that's a totally diff. story) Ok where was I? O yess..................rambling on about my day...........So I am not sure if I am going to go or not.........seems like I wanna chill at home.........but then I love concerts cos its a great way to vent out frustrations and I can flirt with 10,000 people..........and trust me I do.......tis always fun.........
So I don’t know if the I AM GOING 2 REST statement is exactly true.......BUT I really should......but I really don’t want to be alone tonight either..........so I shall have to decide.........
Moving on.....
I found some great pics of my lil brother and OUR kitty Domino on me phone 2day and thought I would share.........so I am gonna cos I have mentioned on here how MUCH I really love my kitty....she be me babyz............
and......
Cos I am so sweet.............
I am.
Reallly.....
Dont buy into everything you hear people.....
;)
Mr. C....in all his Splendor.......
life
First of all on days like this, I am o so happy I have this Blog as it truly is my personal ventilation tool...regardless of the fact that total strangers read it, I am happy to have it as today...I am going to use it for all its worth.
So lets begin.........
The last week has been HELL!
Totally.
Utter.
HELL
Landman- My Landman told me he was needlessly and hopelessly in love with me..........wrote me a letter telling me this...........sent me some weird pics of himself (The family and I have come to the conclusion he is a cross-dresser) so you get the idea. He has RUINED my tiling in my bathroom as he a drunkard that was only over here so he could stare at me...........which lately I haven’t any idea as to why anyone would want to cos I know I have aged 10000 yrs....but that’s a diff story for another time...so anyyywaayyy George Landman finally left for Alaska (hopefully he meets a nice Eskimo and igloos up for eternity) and he is now out of my hair.
Carpet- Carpet is done and looks BEAUTIFUL!!! I am very happy with the results. Mr. C and I busted our asses off yesterday getting this house in order...I mean we basically moved everything out of the house and back in yesterday. Lucy came over at 7AM to help us as Georges daughter was supposed to be here as she and her BF were paid to move all of our things out....I HAD to call the twit to wake her up, and then last night left 2 messages on her Cell telling her it was now time to return to move the stuff back in. She calls me @ 9ish and GOES OFF on me........and ummmm..........well I am not someone to talk to like this.................and I must say I handled it rather well...............but I was extremely busy, so I will admit the next time I run into her.......well she wont like it................
Brother- this whole nonsense and experience with Landman has brought my brother and I closer together than I ever thought possible. He really is very, very, verrrrryyyyyy protective over me................and I couldn’t be more proud to call him my best friend and brother...........
Thank You Clinton
Mother- 7 yrs ago on the 23rd of August I lost my mother. My Rock. I miss her..........terribly..........and since I have been so damn busy with this house and Etc.I didn’t get a chance to pay my respects. I went today, just returned actually, cos to be honest ( this will sound really corny) I missed my mommy...............so I went and CRIED for a long time.................and cleaned her 'spot' and talked to her..............and I felt so much better afterwards......
School- Couldn’t tell ya............Haven’t even opened a fucking book..........aint that great? Although I did read my Algebra book...............everyone keeps telling me I am smart and will be OK.
Uh huh
Work- Don’t know................been off for the last few days.............I work 2night, and have the weekend off.............but to be honest I am looking forward to going to get away from home and my thoughts and feelings.
Stace- What can I say?..........she knows me so well.........and always say's the right things.........wish we could a worked it out..............but I am glad we are friends cos she is the only one who can make me laugh while I am crying.
Lucy- We have been spending allot of time together...........he is going through a horrendous divorce...........and well..........we have become really close friends, BUT.....now here is the infamous BUT........he told me last night
"I woke up today......just happy......." I say " That’s great, cos you need to have good days!" He replies " Ya know why don’t cha?"...me " Uhhhhhhhhh No" He says " Well I woke up with someone on my mind and it made me so happy"... I say " your boys?" ( He has 3) He says "No......YOU......your smile, I thought about you all day and I was so happy!".....
Me "SILENT'
It takes allot to make me speechless. and I mean allot...........but he did.......cos I did not see this coming AT ALL..............
So now..........I dunno . He is my friend................and I don’t want any more than that from him.
Anyhoo......
...................The Professor is in the middle of ALOT and so I just did the noble and right thing and said that she needed to focus on that............... and left it.
Trust me I didn’t want to......
It was not easy to be good and wise and all that, but sometimes one must do what one must do.
So there you go.............
I feel .................
That’s the problem
I feel.
Why me?
Ok then..............that’s about all for now
O!!!
I got me chain back 2day!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!
I am happy bout that, cept it made me think the way it was broken ........I mean I sometimes think like this.........as the chain symbolizes a time in mylfe...........that it was broken by another that maybe the breaking of the chain was a sign or something.............
Hmmmmmmmmmmm?
I know
I am crzzyyy
But hell I’m allot of fun.
Just ask Lucy, Stace, Patti, Binks,.......
;)
So lets begin.........
The last week has been HELL!
Totally.
Utter.
HELL
Landman- My Landman told me he was needlessly and hopelessly in love with me..........wrote me a letter telling me this...........sent me some weird pics of himself (The family and I have come to the conclusion he is a cross-dresser) so you get the idea. He has RUINED my tiling in my bathroom as he a drunkard that was only over here so he could stare at me...........which lately I haven’t any idea as to why anyone would want to cos I know I have aged 10000 yrs....but that’s a diff story for another time...so anyyywaayyy George Landman finally left for Alaska (hopefully he meets a nice Eskimo and igloos up for eternity) and he is now out of my hair.
Carpet- Carpet is done and looks BEAUTIFUL!!! I am very happy with the results. Mr. C and I busted our asses off yesterday getting this house in order...I mean we basically moved everything out of the house and back in yesterday. Lucy came over at 7AM to help us as Georges daughter was supposed to be here as she and her BF were paid to move all of our things out....I HAD to call the twit to wake her up, and then last night left 2 messages on her Cell telling her it was now time to return to move the stuff back in. She calls me @ 9ish and GOES OFF on me........and ummmm..........well I am not someone to talk to like this.................and I must say I handled it rather well...............but I was extremely busy, so I will admit the next time I run into her.......well she wont like it................
Brother- this whole nonsense and experience with Landman has brought my brother and I closer together than I ever thought possible. He really is very, very, verrrrryyyyyy protective over me................and I couldn’t be more proud to call him my best friend and brother...........
Thank You Clinton
Mother- 7 yrs ago on the 23rd of August I lost my mother. My Rock. I miss her..........terribly..........and since I have been so damn busy with this house and Etc.I didn’t get a chance to pay my respects. I went today, just returned actually, cos to be honest ( this will sound really corny) I missed my mommy...............so I went and CRIED for a long time.................and cleaned her 'spot' and talked to her..............and I felt so much better afterwards......
School- Couldn’t tell ya............Haven’t even opened a fucking book..........aint that great? Although I did read my Algebra book...............everyone keeps telling me I am smart and will be OK.
Uh huh
Work- Don’t know................been off for the last few days.............I work 2night, and have the weekend off.............but to be honest I am looking forward to going to get away from home and my thoughts and feelings.
Stace- What can I say?..........she knows me so well.........and always say's the right things.........wish we could a worked it out..............but I am glad we are friends cos she is the only one who can make me laugh while I am crying.
Lucy- We have been spending allot of time together...........he is going through a horrendous divorce...........and well..........we have become really close friends, BUT.....now here is the infamous BUT........he told me last night
"I woke up today......just happy......." I say " That’s great, cos you need to have good days!" He replies " Ya know why don’t cha?"...me " Uhhhhhhhhh No" He says " Well I woke up with someone on my mind and it made me so happy"... I say " your boys?" ( He has 3) He says "No......YOU......your smile, I thought about you all day and I was so happy!".....
Me "SILENT'
It takes allot to make me speechless. and I mean allot...........but he did.......cos I did not see this coming AT ALL..............
So now..........I dunno . He is my friend................and I don’t want any more than that from him.
Anyhoo......
...................The Professor is in the middle of ALOT and so I just did the noble and right thing and said that she needed to focus on that............... and left it.
Trust me I didn’t want to......
It was not easy to be good and wise and all that, but sometimes one must do what one must do.
So there you go.............
I feel .................
That’s the problem
I feel.
Why me?
Ok then..............that’s about all for now
O!!!
I got me chain back 2day!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!
I am happy bout that, cept it made me think the way it was broken ........I mean I sometimes think like this.........as the chain symbolizes a time in mylfe...........that it was broken by another that maybe the breaking of the chain was a sign or something.............
Hmmmmmmmmmmm?
I know
I am crzzyyy
But hell I’m allot of fun.
Just ask Lucy, Stace, Patti, Binks,.......
;)
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
baaaaaad
Ever wanted someone......so bad........but......knew it was not meant 2 b
?
that's when u got it bad.....
and if this feeling transpires after only a few meetings........
Well then you really have it baaaaaadddddddd
Its my chain man.......
I need it back
NOW
?
that's when u got it bad.....
and if this feeling transpires after only a few meetings........
Well then you really have it baaaaaadddddddd
Its my chain man.......
I need it back
NOW
Monday, August 22, 2005
$
Ok so I am paying OFF all of my DEBTS...........I only have credit card left and then I am debt free save for the car payment. I paid for 6 month of car insurance so I am good there as well..........My RIBS which cost me 255$ are now paid off as well...I owe a few bucks to OREFUCKINGON so I am paying those MF's off as well...
Lemme see.........that will leave me Macy's card and ummmmmmm one credit card...
Tis all
I am in the clear...and still have $ to play with...which anyone who knows me knows I wont...
Ok then
I am off to la la land cos lemme tell ya Bloggers, the drama in mylfe has been UNBELIVEABLE...and I am not even gonna go there tonight.
Time for the much needed
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzs
Lemme see.........that will leave me Macy's card and ummmmmmm one credit card...
Tis all
I am in the clear...and still have $ to play with...which anyone who knows me knows I wont...
Ok then
I am off to la la land cos lemme tell ya Bloggers, the drama in mylfe has been UNBELIVEABLE...and I am not even gonna go there tonight.
Time for the much needed
ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzs
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Ponder
If Jimmy crapped corn and nobody cared......................
Then why in the fuck did they write a song about it?
In mylfe
I am doing a meet-n-greet tom. So I am hoping it goes well.........speaking of meet-n-greets, 'ol Stace has enough material about her recent adventures to write a small book ...I mean we are talking laugh out loud material............I can hardly breath when she gets through telling me about her latest date.com
Needless 2 say after today’s lil hoorah she has CLOSED her profile...........so for all those poor sappy souls out there in search of love and laughs I hate to tell ya, Stace is off the datedot.com scene..........
I have never been one to do the dot.com dating thing, but I had to sign up to read Stacey's profile and so after much prodding and pushing I am going to meet someone tom. @ The WSU campus.... I need to buy me books and I feel what the hell, I can kill 2 birds with one stone, nothing to lose and much to gain, I meself may just get enuff material to write a paragraph...
Maybe 2
;)
I Joke
I have respect for this person and would NEVER say or do anything at another’s expense for a laugh...............
NEVER
Then why in the fuck did they write a song about it?
In mylfe
I am doing a meet-n-greet tom. So I am hoping it goes well.........speaking of meet-n-greets, 'ol Stace has enough material about her recent adventures to write a small book ...I mean we are talking laugh out loud material............I can hardly breath when she gets through telling me about her latest date.com
Needless 2 say after today’s lil hoorah she has CLOSED her profile...........so for all those poor sappy souls out there in search of love and laughs I hate to tell ya, Stace is off the datedot.com scene..........
I have never been one to do the dot.com dating thing, but I had to sign up to read Stacey's profile and so after much prodding and pushing I am going to meet someone tom. @ The WSU campus.... I need to buy me books and I feel what the hell, I can kill 2 birds with one stone, nothing to lose and much to gain, I meself may just get enuff material to write a paragraph...
Maybe 2
;)
I Joke
I have respect for this person and would NEVER say or do anything at another’s expense for a laugh...............
NEVER
Professor
I met the Professor .............
I am smitten
And its not good cos....well I usually get fucked over when I am smitten...........
We had a great night..........and morning……. and I guess when I go to school in the morrow we are meeting for lunch to discuss 'stuff'
I can hardly wait…
O
And the Professor broke my Chinese Gold chain.............my lucky chain....
Bad luck man
It’s getting fixed in the MORNING!!!
I have to admit the way it was broken was quite fun...
*eg*
I am smitten
And its not good cos....well I usually get fucked over when I am smitten...........
We had a great night..........and morning……. and I guess when I go to school in the morrow we are meeting for lunch to discuss 'stuff'
I can hardly wait…
O
And the Professor broke my Chinese Gold chain.............my lucky chain....
Bad luck man
It’s getting fixed in the MORNING!!!
I have to admit the way it was broken was quite fun...
*eg*
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
no-call
Ok I have a beef...........don’t cha just loooooooove it when someone says their gonna call and then don’t? Why even say your gonna call if your not? I mean really? Stace and I just had this same conversation and we feel that if you aren’t going to or don’t have the flippin intention to make the call, then...
DONT SAY YOU WILL!!!!
I mean.............honestly...........
Ok moving on..........
Somehow Mr. C has lost or had his damn house keys stolen from his key ring. I mean the person(s) took both keys completely off of his key ring and so now I have to have the locks changed ASAP as in mi nada !!
DAMN!!!
If it isn’t one thing its another.............
Lemme see what else...........work went well...I am updating my resume' and looking for a new J in the field I am actually going to school for...life is to short to hate waking up in the AM dreading the day cos of the work one is doing. Sure the $ is tight, but my frustration aint tight......aint tight.......at all!
In other news....
I am buying a new sectional couch to go with the new decor of my house (If the fuckers who stole my brothers keys don’t rob us and kill us 1st) after the new carpet gets laid..........
Oh the irony
More later
DONT SAY YOU WILL!!!!
I mean.............honestly...........
Ok moving on..........
Somehow Mr. C has lost or had his damn house keys stolen from his key ring. I mean the person(s) took both keys completely off of his key ring and so now I have to have the locks changed ASAP as in mi nada !!
DAMN!!!
If it isn’t one thing its another.............
Lemme see what else...........work went well...I am updating my resume' and looking for a new J in the field I am actually going to school for...life is to short to hate waking up in the AM dreading the day cos of the work one is doing. Sure the $ is tight, but my frustration aint tight......aint tight.......at all!
In other news....
I am buying a new sectional couch to go with the new decor of my house (If the fuckers who stole my brothers keys don’t rob us and kill us 1st) after the new carpet gets laid..........
Oh the irony
More later
Monday, August 08, 2005
after
Well We all survived Mr.C's 30th Hoorah..............and let me say...personally...I am so happy this only happens ONCE in a lifetime as we did her up good..............Tequila shots for everyone ALL night..........everyone had a great time...I didn’t lose my famous temper, I actually think Mr. C and I became a bit closer (that and he kept tackling me with his over-bearing hugs). The only thing that did happen is Mr.C's gf Angel Grrl WENT OFF on lil Bethy...whom is just a great friend of Mr. C's (he has a TON of women friends...and I mean a TON...if you did get them all together on huge weigh thingy, well then you would see)
anyhoo..........Angel Grrl seen them both huggin after Bethy bought Mr.C a shot for his Big THREE -O...and well she flipped the fuck Out!!!
Bouncer had to intervene, I had to intervene...and pretty much after that they ( Angel and Mr.C) were fighting and well.............she was escorted out and he was unhappy the remainder of the night........this happedned at 1ish I think... so not all was lost.
I had fun...I didn’t however enjoy the after effects ...ummmm...I felt like a BIGGER train hit me and well.........just kept hitting me repeatedly for 12 hours.........
So needless 2 say I am good on the consuming end of mylfe............its ALL good. and Its ALL over!
Moving on.....
Today I must clean me room.... as............well I tend to let it just clutter up with books and water bottles..............so that’s me plan, as well as find my Algebra book to try and remember the x+y/y-x= BS!!
I must give a BIG thank you to Stacey who CRACKS me up whenever I fell like death.... I am o so happy she is back.............but on another sad note Patti Anne is still MIA..........phone is dead...I am really worried as she wasn’t doing all that well when we last talked..........my not coming didn’t help...although she would never admit that...
Well then............I shall end this............work out.........I am now on the 2nd day of no SMOKING...........patch is going on.........and there you go...........
More later
anyhoo..........Angel Grrl seen them both huggin after Bethy bought Mr.C a shot for his Big THREE -O...and well she flipped the fuck Out!!!
Bouncer had to intervene, I had to intervene...and pretty much after that they ( Angel and Mr.C) were fighting and well.............she was escorted out and he was unhappy the remainder of the night........this happedned at 1ish I think... so not all was lost.
I had fun...I didn’t however enjoy the after effects ...ummmm...I felt like a BIGGER train hit me and well.........just kept hitting me repeatedly for 12 hours.........
So needless 2 say I am good on the consuming end of mylfe............its ALL good. and Its ALL over!
Moving on.....
Today I must clean me room.... as............well I tend to let it just clutter up with books and water bottles..............so that’s me plan, as well as find my Algebra book to try and remember the x+y/y-x= BS!!
I must give a BIG thank you to Stacey who CRACKS me up whenever I fell like death.... I am o so happy she is back.............but on another sad note Patti Anne is still MIA..........phone is dead...I am really worried as she wasn’t doing all that well when we last talked..........my not coming didn’t help...although she would never admit that...
Well then............I shall end this............work out.........I am now on the 2nd day of no SMOKING...........patch is going on.........and there you go...........
More later
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Almost
I am a bit sluggish 2day...........
Check this....
I go out after working 11 and some odd hours and have 4 beers........FOUR!!! Wake up @ 9:30 for my workout and feel like I was hit by a train...Y is it on some nights I can drink Yager and wake up fine.........and when I am casual I wake up like death?
Time for some much needed research on the hangover..............and b4 anyone suggests the next day pill.........don’t...........doesn’t do dick...
How ironic?
Moving on...
After I get done at the gym...(I am hoping sweating out the alcohol toxins will give me the much needed energy bust I so desire) I must get Mr. C's cake ordered ...Lisa...the baker...whom I used to partaayy with back in the day (told you this flippin town was small) well she will be responsible for making his 30th sugar high...then I am off to buy him his gift...I am thinking a DVD player or a new Receiver/amplifier for his surround sound stereo and the 99 speakers we have.............either or he will be happy.........then I must make arrangements with his GF ( whom isn’t returning my flippin calls .......wa fu?) 2 C if my idea of dinner on the river @ Roosters is coo......
SideNote
We are celebrating Mr.C's 30th today..........he will actually be 30 tomorrow.....the 7th, but seeing how that is a Sunday and a religious day we thought it better to do our sinning the day prior......
Again.....
Moving on.........
Sometime in there I must call Patti Anne...her phone is on the fritz, and ever since I broke the news of not making my trip to the wet city, well she has been MIA....
Ok then...
I am off
HAPPY B- DAY LITTLE OLD BROTHER!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!!
Check this....
I go out after working 11 and some odd hours and have 4 beers........FOUR!!! Wake up @ 9:30 for my workout and feel like I was hit by a train...Y is it on some nights I can drink Yager and wake up fine.........and when I am casual I wake up like death?
Time for some much needed research on the hangover..............and b4 anyone suggests the next day pill.........don’t...........doesn’t do dick...
How ironic?
Moving on...
After I get done at the gym...(I am hoping sweating out the alcohol toxins will give me the much needed energy bust I so desire) I must get Mr. C's cake ordered ...Lisa...the baker...whom I used to partaayy with back in the day (told you this flippin town was small) well she will be responsible for making his 30th sugar high...then I am off to buy him his gift...I am thinking a DVD player or a new Receiver/amplifier for his surround sound stereo and the 99 speakers we have.............either or he will be happy.........then I must make arrangements with his GF ( whom isn’t returning my flippin calls .......wa fu?) 2 C if my idea of dinner on the river @ Roosters is coo......
SideNote
We are celebrating Mr.C's 30th today..........he will actually be 30 tomorrow.....the 7th, but seeing how that is a Sunday and a religious day we thought it better to do our sinning the day prior......
Again.....
Moving on.........
Sometime in there I must call Patti Anne...her phone is on the fritz, and ever since I broke the news of not making my trip to the wet city, well she has been MIA....
Ok then...
I am off
HAPPY B- DAY LITTLE OLD BROTHER!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOU!!!!!
Thursday, August 04, 2005
update
I havent had time to blog about anything.
Mr. C had surgery AGAIN!!!
I am fulfilling my requirements for my JN yr at WSU.
I still have a job.
I dont know if I am going to Portland.
Mr. C will be 30 Sunday. :)
Its going to be 105 or hotter here for the next 6 days. FUCK!!
My mom will have been gone for 7 yrs on the 23rd. ( i miss her)
My back hurts. ( cunches)
More later..........
Mr. C had surgery AGAIN!!!
I am fulfilling my requirements for my JN yr at WSU.
I still have a job.
I dont know if I am going to Portland.
Mr. C will be 30 Sunday. :)
Its going to be 105 or hotter here for the next 6 days. FUCK!!
My mom will have been gone for 7 yrs on the 23rd. ( i miss her)
My back hurts. ( cunches)
More later..........
Sunday, July 31, 2005
diasterous
This day is by far one of the worst days of the yr.
Car broke down (nothing major it turns out, ignition got wet after I washed it @ the carwash.)
Toilet over flooded on carpet in bathroom.......NICEEE!!!
NOT!
Walked in 110 degree heat...after I couldn’t get the fucking car 2 start.....until luckily Cousin Deb picked me up........
ummmmmmmm
lemme see..........that’s about if............shitty day ( literally with toilet over-flowing on said carpet)
I am going to bed.........and staying there the rest of the night........
fuck me........
Although
Stace called and made me laugh my ass off........thank you Stace!
OH
And Binks sent me an email...telling me about his dumb ass doing dumb ass shit.........I told him what I thought and in the process prolly pissed him off, but hey, If I were to divulge what he was doing...I know that you Bloggers out there would agree with me..........
DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!
Dumb, Dumb..... dummtity Dumb!!
I am out.
Car broke down (nothing major it turns out, ignition got wet after I washed it @ the carwash.)
Toilet over flooded on carpet in bathroom.......NICEEE!!!
NOT!
Walked in 110 degree heat...after I couldn’t get the fucking car 2 start.....until luckily Cousin Deb picked me up........
ummmmmmmm
lemme see..........that’s about if............shitty day ( literally with toilet over-flowing on said carpet)
I am going to bed.........and staying there the rest of the night........
fuck me........
Although
Stace called and made me laugh my ass off........thank you Stace!
OH
And Binks sent me an email...telling me about his dumb ass doing dumb ass shit.........I told him what I thought and in the process prolly pissed him off, but hey, If I were to divulge what he was doing...I know that you Bloggers out there would agree with me..........
DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!
Dumb, Dumb..... dummtity Dumb!!
I am out.
Friday, July 29, 2005
blog blues ( I thought this was rather funny so give me a click)
I am done!!
School is offically finito!!
B+ in both classes
Life is good!!!
School is offically finito!!
B+ in both classes
Life is good!!!
Thursday, July 28, 2005
88.8%
Almost done!
..........OMG I SWEAR on my mother I will never wait until the last week to finish up my courses!!! I really didn’t this time......I had 55% done in each course......I just waited to complete the remaining 45% this week...so yea......I am frazzled.........
I have 3 assignments 2morrow and one more Friday and I am finito!!!
FINALLY!!!
The 3 2morrow are easy......write 2 pages with 5 paragraphs each on two subjects and then write a 5 page paper on a book I read half way........so it will be a 3 page paper with a bunch of exaggerated BS from the books dog-eared sections I saved.....
Just as long as I hand something in it’s all-good....
I do have to give Lavender my my boss @ work KUDOS for allowing me 2 have the whole week off to get this shit done.........I so do love her......she is by far the coolest boss I have ever had.......I owe her everything as last semester she did the same thing for me.........
Well I best call it a night.......I just received anther DVD from Netflix...The Shield ....so I am gonna crawl in bed and fall asleep to crooked cops......
sweet dreams..........
..........OMG I SWEAR on my mother I will never wait until the last week to finish up my courses!!! I really didn’t this time......I had 55% done in each course......I just waited to complete the remaining 45% this week...so yea......I am frazzled.........
I have 3 assignments 2morrow and one more Friday and I am finito!!!
FINALLY!!!
The 3 2morrow are easy......write 2 pages with 5 paragraphs each on two subjects and then write a 5 page paper on a book I read half way........so it will be a 3 page paper with a bunch of exaggerated BS from the books dog-eared sections I saved.....
Just as long as I hand something in it’s all-good....
I do have to give Lavender my my boss @ work KUDOS for allowing me 2 have the whole week off to get this shit done.........I so do love her......she is by far the coolest boss I have ever had.......I owe her everything as last semester she did the same thing for me.........
Well I best call it a night.......I just received anther DVD from Netflix...The Shield ....so I am gonna crawl in bed and fall asleep to crooked cops......
sweet dreams..........
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Ok so I am sooooooooooooo brain dead right now I could just about.......well........I dunno........but when I find out I will do it.
I have been doing B. LAW all DAY.......I got 3 assignments finished.........3!!!
That’s it!!!
Writing law briefs is a pain in the ass!!!
Especially when I would rather be doing other “things” with briefs……….
Who wouldn’t?
Anywayyyy
Plus I am the type who looks up every single word that I don’t know the definition to......so there goes another hour...........George (Land Man) called me.........20 minutes of listening to him go on and on................Tony is stopping by "Not to visit" he claims.............
oh and of course..........I still have another 3 assignments to do in B. LAW as well as write 3 papers for my West Civ. course........
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I really really need a break...........
O goody
Sex and The City is on!!!
This will be a nice getaway.....
O
In other news........
Mr.C returned home from Spokaloo........and he is fine..........he went right 2 bed.......so I am hoping he isn’t depressed over angel grrl...........
I shall know more 2morrow
I have been doing B. LAW all DAY.......I got 3 assignments finished.........3!!!
That’s it!!!
Writing law briefs is a pain in the ass!!!
Especially when I would rather be doing other “things” with briefs……….
Who wouldn’t?
Anywayyyy
Plus I am the type who looks up every single word that I don’t know the definition to......so there goes another hour...........George (Land Man) called me.........20 minutes of listening to him go on and on................Tony is stopping by "Not to visit" he claims.............
oh and of course..........I still have another 3 assignments to do in B. LAW as well as write 3 papers for my West Civ. course........
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I really really need a break...........
O goody
Sex and The City is on!!!
This will be a nice getaway.....
O
In other news........
Mr.C returned home from Spokaloo........and he is fine..........he went right 2 bed.......so I am hoping he isn’t depressed over angel grrl...........
I shall know more 2morrow
Sunday, July 24, 2005
brother
I just had the strangest and COOLEST conversation with my brother...which has just made me love him all the more...........
Now Mr. C tells me EVERYTHING..........and well I felt it time to tell him EVERYTHING.........and so I just did..........and I feel that if I can tell him.... and he doesn’t care..........as he said " I love you no matter what you do...or who u do it with"...well I can just tell whomever...........
I was commenting on one of my Gf’s tonight and Mr. C asked me if we were an "item"...and I calmly said..."yea...we were at one time...u do know I'm Bi right?"
He said..."I have always known and I dont care..."
Now how fucking cool is that?
I have always kept my sexuality to myself...........as it really is no ones Beeswax...
But when my lil bro could care less.........and lemme tell ya folks he was the one person I was always worried about..........I really don’t give a shit what anyone thinks...
So yea
Moving on...
I am definitely going to Portland on the 12th or so for a few days............I am now 60% of the way done with school and will finish up by Wednesday...........so that leaves everything open for me trip............
I also finally ended or...........well...gave up on the relationship with 22...........
If you can call it a relationship........more of a clusterfuck of emotions.....
I will never make the mistake of dating anyone that young again..........
I will say I have no hard feelings and wish nothing but the best for Miss M.
I must end this...
Time to watch Million Dollar Baby
Bring it on!
Now Mr. C tells me EVERYTHING..........and well I felt it time to tell him EVERYTHING.........and so I just did..........and I feel that if I can tell him.... and he doesn’t care..........as he said " I love you no matter what you do...or who u do it with"...well I can just tell whomever...........
I was commenting on one of my Gf’s tonight and Mr. C asked me if we were an "item"...and I calmly said..."yea...we were at one time...u do know I'm Bi right?"
He said..."I have always known and I dont care..."
Now how fucking cool is that?
I have always kept my sexuality to myself...........as it really is no ones Beeswax...
But when my lil bro could care less.........and lemme tell ya folks he was the one person I was always worried about..........I really don’t give a shit what anyone thinks...
So yea
Moving on...
I am definitely going to Portland on the 12th or so for a few days............I am now 60% of the way done with school and will finish up by Wednesday...........so that leaves everything open for me trip............
I also finally ended or...........well...gave up on the relationship with 22...........
If you can call it a relationship........more of a clusterfuck of emotions.....
I will never make the mistake of dating anyone that young again..........
I will say I have no hard feelings and wish nothing but the best for Miss M.
I must end this...
Time to watch Million Dollar Baby
Bring it on!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Images
Here I be......In all me splendor. I took these as of today for MySpace...........I have a lil spot over there as well.............I don't take it as serious as I do this here blog.........'right'.............but I thought since I am showing me ug mug there...........might as well show it here..........
I don't wanna be selfish..........
I think everyone deserves a bit of a shock.......
Aint I a daisy?
Moving on..
I am now hitting the books to try and finish up all me assignments by next Friday for the summer course. I have 4 in History and 6 in B. Law..
Wish me luck
Trust me
I'm gonna need it..
Thursday, July 21, 2005
rubbish
Last night I was talking with 'ol Binks and we shared a few or actually ALLOT of laughs...as usual...
I got caught up on all the local gossip in Portland & the goings on at my previous Job the dump plus we discussed what the 2 of us have been up to.............which unfortunately we haven’t been up to much..............all was well in our lil conversation.......however.....I feel I must clarify something here............Binks commented on me b4 abs photo.........now he knows me quite well.......has even seen me starkers...........( a drunken night of strip quarters.....don’t ask)...........so when he mentioned or actually stated ( your sucking in your tummy!)............I kina took that a bit personal..............umm........cos I’m really not...............I took that shot at the weirdest angle b4 eating and plus I had just woken up.........if I were to be sucking in..........it would have most likely looked like it as my ribs would a been a poking and jabbing out of me skin... which would have looked rather unsightly............ to tell ya true..........
So I have decided to take a photo of me sucking in me lil tummy............just to make me case...........
Not right now………but soon……….
I know.....I know........I making more out of this than is necessary, but when your life is as dull as mine........these lil experiments are almost exciting.........
Moving on.......
Seems Merry 'ol London has been attacked again!
Wha Fu?
So far only one confirmed casualty............
only one more............
Another death.
For what?
I got caught up on all the local gossip in Portland & the goings on at my previous Job the dump plus we discussed what the 2 of us have been up to.............which unfortunately we haven’t been up to much..............all was well in our lil conversation.......however.....I feel I must clarify something here............Binks commented on me b4 abs photo.........now he knows me quite well.......has even seen me starkers...........( a drunken night of strip quarters.....don’t ask)...........so when he mentioned or actually stated ( your sucking in your tummy!)............I kina took that a bit personal..............umm........cos I’m really not...............I took that shot at the weirdest angle b4 eating and plus I had just woken up.........if I were to be sucking in..........it would have most likely looked like it as my ribs would a been a poking and jabbing out of me skin... which would have looked rather unsightly............ to tell ya true..........
So I have decided to take a photo of me sucking in me lil tummy............just to make me case...........
Not right now………but soon……….
I know.....I know........I making more out of this than is necessary, but when your life is as dull as mine........these lil experiments are almost exciting.........
Moving on.......
Seems Merry 'ol London has been attacked again!
Wha Fu?
So far only one confirmed casualty............
only one more............
Another death.
For what?
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