Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Unbelievable

Today was a rather uneventful day to say the least........

I did laundry, vacuumed, dishes, shopped......

The usual....

I was enjoying my day to be truthful.......Just chillin..........no real too doo....

so...
I was watching A Knights Tale..... and folding me laundry......

When....
In BURSTS Marcus Kuntjoy......(Kunt 4 short).......he is my cousin who lives next door......he slams open my door and walks in YELLING and BITCHING about how I never answer my phone and that he has been BANGING on the walls trying 2 get my attention..(??) OKKKK anywayyy....so I stand up and go "what the fuck is you problem?!"....he responds "My Mother is running a temp and needs a fucking advil!"...ok .......So .........I say "well what the fuck.....? I take it you HAD to get out of your bed and walk the 30 feet over here to get one?! ....at 8:30 in the evening after your looooong and stressful day!"....he then goes on and on about how I never answer my phone and bla bla bla......I then retort by saying "its my flippin phone and if I don't want to answer...... I wont! ....Furthermore for his info it is on vibrate," ...........
I then stop myself in mid sentence as I stop and think to myself..."Y am I explaining myself 2 this Asshole?"

I then explain to him....I have no idea of knowing whats going on next door.....and etc......which just pisses him off more as the phone thingy gets brought up again!

Enter Mr.C ....who now comes out about this time and tells him(Kuntjoy) to stop being a dick and go home......I give him the advil and he slams out the door......but not b4 I told him he was a fucking asshole.......so of course now( or I was) furious as I did nothing wrong here... which ..Regardless....I am still the badguy or grrl and I am sick of being the bad guy for not doing anything..but minding my own business in my own home.........

Well.....
I then check my phone 2 see when he did call ...and wouldn't you know it?.......there wasn't 1 missed call!....the fucker didn't even CALL ME! So ......in all actuality it was my brothers phone he was calling......and Mr. C never does answer his phone.......so this was all about Mr. C.........no scratch that......it wasn't about either one of us......It was about Kunjoy.....and the fact that he is so full of himself and cant be bothered to walk across the lawn to get his 67 yr old mother a fliipin advil (even when she is sick mind you).....and becos he had to actually do something he got pissed off........poor poor Kuntjoy..........

Well.......as it sits...he is no longer allowed in my home....... Mr. C concurred......I am not dealing with his drama anymore........as....well.....I don't HAVE 2!!

I mean really.........all he does is SIT....and that's all folks!

Kuntjoy is a..........

48 yr old mammas boy......no job.....no $.....pill junkie ....loser.....mooching....backstabbing.....asshole........and lets see..this has been going on now 4..... about............ 3 YEARS!!!!

Unfuckingbelievable!

As far as I am concerned he can stay on his side of the fence........ as I am done listening to him on a weekly basis go on and on about his poor miserable life and how he cant get a break and he cant stop taking pills and ....well u get the picture.........he is family.....but after tonight's little episode......I think I am at my wits end........and the best part about this whole mess is how he will weave this into being my fault somehow..........and people will buy it!!

Well........goody.........



I'm DONE!

sigh'

I feel much better now

Thank God for me lil bloggy

nice place 2 vent

very nice.

ok....

now that I am glad I vented......I am now going to lie down and get some shut eye.......I have 2 work tomorrow and finish up my web page for English 355......

g'nite

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

sweat

I am working out like a fool and sweating even worse.....but for me that's the best part of working out.....the sweating.......LOVE IT!!!

i know

sick.

o well.......

I am heading offf 2 work now.......I am off @ 8pm and then I think....I think....I am going to see a flick tonight.....not to sure yet...........sick of coming home .....so boring here........

alrighty then........well I best scat like a cat

i know

dork.

o well......

I'm outy


lata'

Monday, March 14, 2005

2 much....2 little.....means......nothing

This weekend was well.....in a word...INSANE...but in a good way........Antoniose spent the weekend here......which was nice and cool........pretty much watched flicks and laughed a lot......Sat. night we all went out.....meaning me, Stacey Mechelle, Jeffery , Mr. C and the rest of the crew.....fun was had by all.......but seeing how I was with me friends all weekend I really didn't get much accomplished. I did get the house cleaned and updated the auto insurance, but other than that nadda........which is unfortunate as I need to get my 2nd psychology exam taken and finish up my English 355 project........so I will be playing catch up all this week.......

fun.

lets see ...other than that........well............I am at a loss......I really have nothing more to contribute to the 'ol Blog........

It seems sometimes I have too much material and then at other times I have none......I really need to get caught up in the local news and so forth.....although I have been watching the Jacko trial updates.......ummmmm...........He's a bit out there..........wait a minute......a bit? I would have to say he IS ALL THE way out there.......not even in the flippin ball park anymore............

Lets hope they get him convicted and put him somewhere where he cant hurt anymore children again.............

ok

I am off to do the work thing...........

ciao

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Trips,tips,and ?

I am now completely and utterly ready for me trip......Plane has been reserved, car, and all that's left is packing......and ummmmm.....this time I am going to try not to overpack........which will be a small miracle if I can.........not overpack that is ..... cos....... I always feel I need to bring my entire wardrobe.....but......now that I think of it.....with my wardrobe growing like it is.........that might be a possibility I needn't worry about.......Ok

Moving on.........

I found a great place to buy my perfumes.....perfumebay.com....love it! I just re-stocked up on me Burberry and Lanvin.......and also Chanel Chance...I haven't bought this one yet.....but its on the list.......yup.......going to add it to me lil smellnice family......

I am finding all kinds of nifty sites to buy stuff from lately..........and so far "fingers crossed" I haven't been ripped off or had my identity stolen.......so "knock on wood"....I wont have to go through an experience such as that.......anytime soon...of ever for that matter....

Nothing really new other than that.......I am doin me homework today and possibly going out tonight with some friends.......other than that I got nothin baby.......the well is dry......

Oh I did watch the Manchurian Candidate last night..

LAME.

bypass this flick if you see it.........

ok folks......

Have a great weekend.....

ciao

Friday, March 11, 2005

El Coley's trip

So I finally committed to a date and time to go 2 Portland.....and I cant wait..... ( I decided to just forget about the drama factor.....Drama is like a badhair day.....its inevitable and we all have our fair share....)
I am leaving on the 31st the DAY AFTER the concert my brother and I are going to in Spokaloo......I figured since I was there I might I as well fly out instead of having to come all the way back home to just turn around and go back.....yadda yadda......so anyways......I shall be flying outa here in about 2.5 weeks......I am looking forward to it.....I need a holiday.......from mlyfe........sooooooo other than that I really have nothing more to report......I am in the midst of my 3 day weekend.....and I had planned on getting out of here for a few , but I haven't managed 2 do much yet 2day.......Although after I finish this here short story......I will jump in the car and do my errands and enjoy what's left of this beautiful day....as lemme tell you folks....here in the Pacific Northwest......the weather is breathtaking.......70ish and gorgeous......


Tends 2 make people put on one of these......


:)



Moving on...

I spoke with a friend last night.....and I got the feeling that I perhaps divulged 2 much.......so I will have 2 in the future try and refrain from talking about certain details in mlyfe......I am finding that I am having 2 do this a lot......as certain individuals are lurking about in mlyfe as of late and to be honest its really BUG!......but what can ya do?

nadda.


I am listening to this song by Charlie Robinson................El Cerrito Place
I like this 'ol cuntry tune very much....Its sad but nice.......I can relate......been there several times.......

Speaking of El Emexico.........I am going to Mehico in October.......my friend Suzilla has 2 time shares......1 on the beach and 1 by a golf course......so we are gonna spend our time in between the 2 places.....both places are 5 star quality as well.......so yea.....I am looking forward to that as well...........all I have to pay is me airfare and its BUH BYE!!!!.......

fun.


ok well I have nothing else

I'm spent.

I shall return..........

stay tuned...

tootles...


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Currently in the life of.....

So I haven't been keepin my the 'ol blog as updated as I would like too......but I guess the reason is …. I have nothing all that exciting to report as of late....

But I am going to give it a try today……so here we go…

lets see.......
Work- Well its been ok...for the most part…cept’...my boss yesterday tried to go off on me....and when I say tried that's exactly what I mean....she trots on up to me and starts bitching about the shift prior to mine and that I need to bla bla bla......so I say ''WhoA there Nelly!........I am not responsible for that shift and I just walked in the door not 15 minutes ago so why don’t you go vent your action elsewhere?" She looked @ me.......smiled......and went "I guess I am being a bit pissy huh?" I say "Ummmmm....yea you kinna are".......she laughed and went to bitch at someone else........which was AOK with me.so other than that…. work is well…..work........same 'ol same 'ol

School- Well that is going exceptionally well...........as noted in previous posts.

Friends- All good........well except for one......but she will be OK soon I hope.....she had an unfortunate happening with her pregnancy.......so I hope she will be OK... :(
Other than that all me friends are good........

Family- Mr. C has finally stopped acting like an ass.........which is always good........lets see......I did 4get my Aunts B-day........I thought it was the 12th......was the 7th.....so today I am going out and buying "Make-up" B-day gifts and cake..........as I feel like a piece of used toilet paper.

Lemme see.......All other aspects of my life are going OK........I dont know how many other aspects there are with regards to mlyfe......but whatever they are.......its all gravy.


I am single again.......which is OK.....I am not good with relationships and maybe I never will be. I love it when I explain this to people and I always get the "Well aren’t you worried that you will end up all alone?" Ummmmmmm...no I am not.......never have been......and as far as I have seen.......we all end up alone in the end anyway......its who you share your life with that matters......and for me….. my family and friends and the occasional fling have always been enough......I am not ruling out the possibility of the "ONE"...but as of right now.....with school.....Mr.C.....work.....and all of it.......I just don’t have the energy.........so there you go..........


Sometimes though…… I do get pissed when I get cornered about the “your still single and no kids!.. OH MY GOD! ”rhetoric...….well……its not the end of the world…..perhaps your world is coming to an end as my life seems to be of utmost importance to you…..but for me……its okey dokey….
My family has learned to stop hounding me about being single…….. as every time I start getting the business......I just ask the person who is giving me the businesses at the said moment how the 3 marriages they were in worked out? Seems to always get my point across right quick..


Lets see.....



The Portland trip is on/off again........its not the $ factor.......its the drama factor........I miss my buddies, but I don’t miss the drama.......I have my plate full of it here.........over full.........but.........I am hoping maybe the end of the month I will scoot on over for a weekend.......and then make plans for my VIVA LAS VEGAS!!!.....



ok.....


well........ I have not been reading the news.....oh wait........I did see something yesterday..... MT. ST. Helens blew her stack yesterday......I did see that......now that I remember that……( Such a small occurrence don’t you know…almost a daily dealy).. I need to call me buds in Portland and see what’s what......other than that… I am clueless about the happenings in the world.....and that's pretty sad as I started this 'ol blog to talk about politics and such and the last few moths have been anything but political spew....


Oh Well...........


Well tis time for me to work out........been slacking there as well.......but its all good.. Then I am off to buy a surround sound for my room....a new one........and buy Aunt Glo her (belated I am so sorry B-Day) gifts....


I shall return...

Till then

Keep it on ice...


lata'

Monday, March 07, 2005

YES!!

Ok folks.......Time for me to brag......

I just received my grade back for my biology Mid-term......I received 85%.....so a B+
For my essays I received 100%.....so an A+

YES!!!!

I am so psyched.....as that is by far my hardest class.....

I received 94%.....so an A on my psychology exam....saweet!

This Wednesday my brother and I both are going to the library so I can do all of my Political Science stuff........I cant believe he wants to go with me.....but when I do well in school he gets all excited and happy........Its funny actually.....as my brother could care less about academics, but when it comes to me he really does.....pretty proud of me ....yes he is...


Yesterday was a good day as well...I spent the day with Antoniose......my best friend......we literally grew up together.....and I haven't spent any time with him since I came back here....so it was good to hang out with him and his brother for the day....... fun was had by all......especially when we were all trotting down memory lane.....o boy.....did we ever have fun re-visiting the past......I would have 2 say say that we were all a bit crazy.......but cool...fun.....good..cwazy....

Good times....

Indeed........



ok then.......

I am going to eat some home-made soup my aunt made and watch A Sharks Tale and call it a day......

oh and b4 I go.......

I am so....so... very sorry to a certain someone.....I didn't mean to hurt anyone......I truly didn't...... so I hope you will forgive me and well.......I do hope some day...that you will be happy.............and meet the person you are looking 4.



ciao

Friday, March 04, 2005

Right!




I received a nice chunk of change today......veryyyyy nice.............

I am going VIVA BABY!!

oh yes.....

Spring Break in Vegas.......

that's me.......with a friend......

groovy,great,and grand.........it shall be........

Well I am outy.........I have to finish up my Biology essay tomorrow........then its on to Political Science......
My GPA is as I sit........3.4

kewl!

oh .....and b4 I 4get.........

This new guy......we shall call him.......lemme see........hmmmmmm.......The Blonde Fox.....yes....I think that's what I shall call him here @ the 'ol bloggeroo......very fitting......

Oh ....I was saying........

well he is nice to work with.......

Professionally speaking ......................

of course.

uh hum



;)

ok then......



Hope y'all have a good weekend.......

I shall

ciao

Still kickin.....

Hi......

Coley is currently away from the 'ol Blog and will return when she has something interesting to comment on.....as at present there really isnt anything thats all that great to share....


Truly.........DULL


However.....as soon as something comes up.......I will return.....

Keep shakin....


Lata'

Friday, February 18, 2005

Train...Train....Take me on out of this town.....

I downloaded a song today by an old R-N-R band......Blackfoot...called Train,Train. I absolutely LOVE this song......as well as another one of their tunes......Highway Song..... o man does this shit take me back......I used to listen to this all the time when I was 16.....although with the Train song I used to change the lyrics a bit.......Train Train take me on out of Spokane.......well all my friends and myself used to add our own tidbits......I had actually forgotten about this band until today.......was listening to the radio and it popped on.... I went WOWSA.....so.... I thought I would share it with my readers out there....so if you are into good 'ol rock-n-roll I totally recommend it.........Totally dude!

;)


Ok ......so work was good.....but sad in a way.....as Fairy Grrl is moving to New York next month......her last day is the 28th.......and I will miss her......she is an excellent worker....she is great fun and doesn't get caught up in all the drama at work....which...seems to rampant these days......and....of course there was another episode of the drama tonight when Tissue got all huffy over something Fairy Grrl and I said to her.......we were joking.....well half-joking......but of course she got all pissy and yadda yadda.........fucking drama.......it is for the birds lemme tell ya......

I am still trying to set a date for me lil trip to Portland.....all I know is it will be next month some time......IT HAS 2 B next month!!......I am in need of a city and some fun..this small sleepy town is driving me out of my tree..........Portland.....fun in the rain......lol........but its all good........I miss it.....and my friends.......

Well that's all I have for the 'ol blog tonight........I am debating about going out for a few or staying in.........I may just toss a coin......what I really wish is that Binks and Jonny were just down the road like old times and we could just go out and dance and have a bitchin time......I miss that......I truly do........Next month........

I guess now that I think about it ....the Train Train tune hit me like it did.... as perhaps....... it applies to where I am at now.......another small town..another desire to GET OUT of the small town.... I am not a small town girl..I never was and I never will be......



ok then.....hope you all have a Fabulous weekend.......

ciao

Diamonds, Pearls and Keys......

Well I never made it back here to finish my update yesterday about the The cleaning Part 2 ......It went really well......the shots weren't as bad......the cleaning was a lot faster( allot of blood....) and all in all it was okey dokey......save for the fact of the "I just had a stroke numbing concoction" they gave me in order to perform the plaque attack...... the left side of my face was PAINLESS for about 4 hours......and this time the ribbing I received was from my always witty brother Mr.C.....he was making me laugh and smile and when your face is numbed off.....well it doesn't work right.....so when I would smile only half of my mouth would form a smile and so Mr.C would then imitate me....oh laughs.....I guess I looked like CartMan from SouthPark when he was trying to act mentally challenged for the special Olympics.......

fabulous.

Mr. C is so nice to me.......

* The dentist did inform me that I have a cavity....make that 2 cavities..... that shoudl be filled soon.....I then rsponded by telling the nice dentist man that he had to be wrong as I have NEVER had a cavity in my whole life.....so he had me mixed up with someone else.....he smiled and told me that he doesnt make mistakes and that I need to have it taken care of before it ...bla bla bla......


So my dental journey is not over....not by a long shot.....and then of course there go my bragging rights.....of never having a cavity......


dammit.


Lets see....... for the remainder of the day I finished an exam and started on my taxes....oh joy.......I hate taxes...I mean who doesn't......I have a friend here who works for H&R during the T season...and I guess I could have her do em......if I could ever get ahold of her.......Regardless.........I am trying to figure out what I can and cannot claim this year.....without having the black suits banging down my door.......fun stuff....

Moving On.......

I think I have mentioned on here that my musical interests are rather broad ......I think that would be a fitting description.........as of late I have been listening to Prince, Alicia Keys ,and .. Martina McBride....all extremely talented.... I pretty much like all of their material.....but the 3 songs I am recommending today are as follows.....so pay attention.....

1. Diamonds and Pearls "P"
2. I cant stop falling in love "AK"
3. How Far "MM"

Ummmmm...
If you listen to them in that order..... it sounds like a relationship is falling apart now that I think about it...so...feel free to mix it up a bit......unless of course .....you are in the "Break-up" process.......


Ok

I need to say buh bye and do my daily workout and get ready for the 'ol jobola......

catch ya on the farside

'lata

Thursday, February 17, 2005

My monster

Here's my daily update.......and there will be more later as today is the 2nd half of the Cleaning!

Last night I watched Some Kind Of Monster.....The movie about Metallica .......and it was really good.......I was expecting some rock-n-roll insanity.....ya know....sex,drugs,and r-n-n......but instead.....it was a very well made film .... and the guys in the band were extrmemly professional and bushiness like.......I really enjoyed it.....I used to be a fan of their music and occasionally if I am in the mood..... for that negative aggressive rock...I will throw on one of their older CD's...but their newer stuff doesn't appeal to me...I have moved on to the Likes of Godsmack and Korn for my I HATE EVERYTHING ROCK!..... So I do reccomend the movie for all you music lovers out there.....tis a good flick....

I must be off for now.......I have to work out......shower.....take an exam.....and head to the BIG D....oh joy........

I shall return....

Have a good one....

lata'

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Training Day

And the saga continues.....


I go into work today to find out that I am scheduled to leave @ 8PM....Which is a good thing......and then I find out that I am only scheduled to work for 2 days this week..Extremely good thing....as I hate working!!! Well I am then told that I will have 2 trainees..and wouldn't you know it.....they were both guys.....very cute guys..... :) so..... needless to say ..... the work Gods were veddy nice to me today..sending me some nice eye candy in scrubs.......

Ok then...

All was going well......and I was happy as heck as I was getting to leave early and I was just making small talk with the "guys" when I asked one of them what he was doing here and why he wanted to get into nursing and he says "Well, it sure as shit beats killing people" Ummmmmmm WHAT!?
Turns out he was in the Special Forces and has for the past 6 yrs been stationed in Bosnia and Afghanistan......He then proceeded to tell me that the Bosnia situation was/is a lot worse than is being reported in this country and that all in all it sucked shit.......Well I says "I want to thank you for what you did for our country, although I have to admit that I am against the war in Iraq" He replies "So am I....A lot of us guys are".......He then says " That fucking Bush is turning this into another Vietnam as I know of 5000 soldiers that have lost arms, legs, and are generally disabled" I go " WOW.....why don't we hear about this?" He replies " No one wants to interview guys like me....they just want to hear how wonderful things are and that the objective is being met".....I then say......." I would be happy to interview you"......of course he just laughed.......I wasn't laughing.......and deep down neither was he.......after that we made small talk about the price of oil here and he made the remark that gas should be 50 cents a gallon and so on........
I again thanked him for his service and told him how sorry I was for him losing his friends and so forth.......He said "Thank You" in the end I made a good friend and learned a few things........well.......I had a few things reinforced as I have always felt that the war is a farce and that we weren't being told the truth with regards to the casualties and wounded......

I know that not ALL of the soldiers that have served our country feel this way......but I also know that many of them do.......and it doesn't make them any less patriotic and it certainly doesn't make them un-American.......It makes them HUMAN. So I would like to take this time and once again say THANK YOU to all of the men and women who have served in the Armed Forces......Thank You for your sacrifices....Thank You- Thank You......and whatever your feelings are in regards to the war or current administration does
not undermine my gratitude to you....at all.......It just makes me respect you more.....

While I'm at it........I would like to again thank my new found friend.....Mr. Soldier.....for having the balls to say what he felt.....Regardless of who was standing in ear shot.....as trust me.....he had a few glares from a few eavesdroppers.....so ..........Thanx!

Ok then......I am off to watch Law And Order........I LOVE that show.......

I shall be back...


Peace

Monday, February 14, 2005

V day

Happy V Day!!!

So here it is....Hallmarks favorite time of year..... I have a bit of history for all those Die-Hard romantics out there........

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

This one is my favorite...


According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.


http://www.historychannel.com/exhibits/valentine/?page=history


I do love legends.........and I, myself.....am......... to some extent a sappy romantic......as of late I haven't been.....but usually I am.......anywayz.......I thought I would send a Happy Valentines Day wish to all of those Bloggers out there.....

Moving On......


Speaking of V day...."sounds like a venereal disease doesn't it?....Hey Sara!! Did you get that V Day taken care of yet????!"

k.

I have been for some bloody reason listening to the most sappiest music ever made....I know its due to me watching that damn VH1 show......100 worst love songs or somethin.......so I have been listening to Color Me Bad.....(I seen them actually) ummmmm Michael Bolton and get this.....AIR SUPPLY.....HAHAHAH.(I'm all out of love....I'm so lost without you)....I laugh my ass off .......but ...hey....I know all the words....Don't we all? I mean......hey kids.......... somewhere along the line these fools sold millions of records.....so we can make fun all we want.....I have a feeling their the ones who are having the last laugh.....


Tis my lil Valentines Rant....

I must be off......Its work out time......and then I am off to buy a new vacuum....I Finally convinced my brother that WE NEEDED a New Hoover........I cannot stand not having a properly working Hoover.......lemme see........then I am off to tan......and buy some nicotine patches.....this smoking HAS got to stop......I feel so fucking guilty every time I do smoke and its really gotten out of control since I moved here.......I mean I have smoked on and off for about 12 yrs......but the last 8 months have been the worst....I am up to about 6-8 smokes a day.....sometime more......and I can just imagine what I am doing to myself.......not nice.....so I am going to bite the bullet (or patch).....and quit............the time has come....


Ok then.....

Have a great day......


Ciao

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Let it show

Tonight was an interesting night to say the least........I spoke with just about every friend I have back home . Lets see I spoke with Clogs,Jonny,Patti Anne, and of course Binks.......had a lot of laughs and the occasional serious chit chat.......I must admit it was good to talk with Clogs as I haven't spoken with her since I left in August.....seems she is in the midst of a separation with her hubby......but it seems that this is a good thing......so I wish her well. I didn't get to speak with Suzilla.......although I would have liked to........so I am hoping she will call me ASAP.....as there was an incident this evening that I am curious to see if it was in the end OK...I also spoke with Jonny and I was happy to talk with him.....as yet again I hadn't spoken with him since Aug. He sounds well and life is treating him well.........so all in all I did get to talk with most of my good friends.....even Patti Anne who informed me that she is sending me a package for V Day.....of course she wouldn't tell me what it is......I hate that........but I am grinning.....from ear 2 ear..... as I write this....... as getting gifts from your pals is alwayz a great feeling.......

Moving on....

work went well tonight....poor fairy grrl was a bit hung over but she managed to make it through the shift in one piece.......better her than me......o man do I remember the days of working with the rembrants of the night b4 lingering on.....the haze....the cold sweats......the cotton mouth......the unhappy disposition......o boy do I remember........and memories thankfully are enough to remind me not to consume the night prior to a shift......but when your 19 like fairly grrl.....well u really don't think about the repercussions........Its the fun your having that matters.......not the day after...... but isn't that way it is ..........

yip

SideNote
If this contact doesn't stop drying out and buggin me I WILL scream.

lil bugger

ok
Just had to get that out......


Well V day is fastly approaching ...........so for all the die hard romantics....... I hope Mr. Cupid finds ya........... and pokes ya .............in all the right places.....

;)


I must be off to bed........

But B4 I go........

I just want to send my love to all my buds tonight..... and let them know that I miss them ALL terribly.....it is so true that old saying "You don't know what you have until its gone" .......well that couldn't be more true for me tonight.....as since I have moved I have realized how.....so very much ....I miss my friends in Portland..........and talking to them makes me feel sad and happy all @ once......but thankfully...... I will be able to see them all next month when I return for a visit....... and that my friends is a great feeling....Knowing that no matter where I go...or where they go......we can always find the time to talk and on occasion......spend a few days together.....




Ok then......

that's all folks

nite

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Working My life away

So here I am working on a Sat. I know I shouldn't bitch, lots of folks have to work on a Sat. but I feel as if I have paid my dues with working weekends.....I truly do..

So I just finished my workout and I need a shower........feels good to work out.....I find if I don't do it on a semi-daily basis I don't feel right...........

Well I best be off...........

Oh and for all of those folks who think I write in code...well tis not a code...I write in this manner to mostly protect my friends identity and I don't necessarily want to divulge my whole life for the world to read......this site is purely for amusement ONLY....

My amusement for the most part...

;)

Keep it real

ciao

Friday, February 11, 2005

Insulation Wake Up

I am sleeping.....Soundly.......having nice dreams....well I think I was........and all the sudden.......BANG BANG RATTLE RATTLE CRASH !!!!!
I wake up in a start. ..... "WA FU?" so....Sleepy eyed and Pissed off I open the curtain to witness a whole strew of men on my front lawn......seems they are here to re-do the insulation and clean the heating vents or some such shit. Well that's great......will help on the heat bill......but as for the timing. 7am?
Oh Hell no!
Needless to say I sleepy walked and mumbled myself to the couch and promptly fell back asleep until the 'ol alarm clock went off ........nice way to start me Friday.

So I seen that O'l Prince Charley is going to re-marry. Doesn't that mean he will give up the throne? Or being King? hehehe.......... lil royal humor there......Anyways........I love the Brits...I am what you would call an anglophile........One who admires England, its people, and its culture. So I shall be following this story quite closely......yes indeed.

I received a nice voice mail from a certain someone........ummmmm...seems I made a deal of some sort.......so I have to make things right and do my part sometime soon ......so.......I will have to work on that...

I must be off.......work out and post my web page...I really need to start watching the news again.......I have not a clue to what's going in the world...........I used to be on CNN headlines news email thingy.....where I would get all the current updates.......I need to get meslef back on that neat lil dealy..

ok then




Happy Friday to Y'all!!!

Ciao

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Lack of communication

Things are about the same with me.......I am in the process of making a multi-media argument for my English course.....I have a thesis so all I have 2 do is sit down and fix my images and argument into a web page that I have been building for the past few weeks........pretty gravy.

I had a not so good conversation last night with someone.....Y is it that when you try to be as honest as possible and explain what you can and cannot offer it isn't good enough? I like this person a lot and would like to keep a relationship going, but I just cannot commit my entire life away @ the moment or be something I'm not at the present time. I am extremely stretched to the limits with school....work ......and taking care of the house and the brother..........so u know......@ the end of the day......... if I am not wanting to scream and kickfight the cat... I really just want to melt into my covers and sleep my life away..........I don't know why this is so hard to understand........Perhaps the age difference is a factor and the fact that this individual doesnt have any real responsibilities @ present......Maybe?

I don't know.......

wish I did.....I also wish this didn't have to be so flipping hard......cos I don't remember relationships being so difficult.....well one was........kinda......o...... fuckity fuck fuck......

ok ....thats me Bloggy 4 2day........thank you for letting me express me thoughts......I'll be here all week...


I must be off to the Job........I am working today, tom, and Sat.

can you feel the love?


ciao




Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Pet Peeves

Ok so I am driving around today and I was rather irritated so I decided when I returned home I would make a list of things that really BUG me....so here goes.......


(This list isn't in order of irritability......the irritability is all equal)



1. Writing emails to friends and getting no reply. I mean the whole point of writing an email is to basically ask "hey....how the hell are ya?" right? So if one sends someone an email...the polite thing 2 do would be to answer it.......well that's Coley's law of ethical email behavior.

* If I receive an email from someone and I don't reply.......then that basically means I don't want to have any type of communication with that individual...so for those who keep sending me email....and I don't write back...well......now you know why....

hmmmmmm now that I think about it.......perhaps Coleys law applies to those to whom I am not getting responses from......well....

F**K U2!!
;)


2. People who cannot drive......nor adhere to the laws concerning pedestrians.....or for that matter...... pedestrians who don't adhere to the law. Example- Today I was driving downtown and this older guy walks directly out in front of me and another vehicle with out even looking.....the crosswalk was about 30 feet behind him....he could have easily used it.....as that's what its there for......but oh no.......he just trots on out in the middle of the street........irritability level on that lil happening would be in the RED ZONE

3. Backstabbers- Individuals who don't have the balls to say what they want to say to your face and so resort to saying things behind your back........hey.... we are all guilty of this .....but I, myself...am one of the people that will tell you to your face what I feel.........I am finding this behavior is especially high in the nursing profession...as for the most part....... the % of female employees is especially high.......so of course the gossip level goes up with the % of female employees....

Just the facts Ma'am


4. POP UPS!- I have to say the RED ZONE isn't red enough for these annoying fuckers! I have tried just about every little software package known to Geek Dom......with no real relief..........they are extremely annoying........

5. SPAM- see above

6. Liars/Thieves- I don't think I need to elaborate on these types. They speak volumes with their despicable actions......

7. People who smack their food while eating- Ummmmmmmm.......tis gross and rude.....CLOSE YOUR MOUTH......I know someone in specific who I am directing this at.....he will sit and SLOP AND SMACK his food.....all the while........talking to you.......and your just sitting there with this look of disgust and disbelief on ur face......and he is oblivious to why.......
nice.....well...........no its not....

8. Slowness in people- I am naturally a very impatient person.......comes with being a Capricorn I suppose.....but if I am in line and the checker is standing around picking their ass or just slow.........I am about ready to climb the walls...........Pick up the pace people!

9. Clingy people- Ok I am not a very tactile person unless I am involved with you.....I don't hang on people and don't like being hung on......u know that one person in your life who just HAS to hang on you while talking to you or touch you or be in your face while talking to you. Like the Seinfield CloseTalker guy? I always want to say "hey...this is my space......and this is your space......don't invade my space and I wont be inclined to destroy your space". Thank you

10. Last but not least....Reality TV.....I mean come on!! They have a show for...... literally everything in life. I think it is a bit much........people need to spend a little more time working on their own "reality" and not so much time obsessed with people they don't even know ...nor ever will ......

So that's my lil list.......I know I am not perfect nor do I want to be......I enjoy having faults...well.....I mean I am glad to know I have them as it makes me human and therefore......I can work to become a better person......so in knowing this I will try and work on what Peeves me.......if people wont be so damn BUG!


I must work out and get some Homework done.....


catch ya later


Toodles...


Tuesday, February 08, 2005

So cool

I love my new Blog.....tis so fucking cool........it is it is...........

So I haven't updated anything on here in a few days so where o where do I begin?

Nothing much new has been a goin on in me life as of late to tell u true........last night after work I went out with N2 as her mother owns a pub in the Heights....so we shot a couple games of stick and called it a night.......I talked with lil shockeroo for a sec and we are on the same page as of today.....which is always nice....lemme see.........my freak cousin Toad had my Aunt call me over 8$ I owe him.......yes that's right......8 W H O L E dollars.......so I just dropped off a 10 spot and she glared @ me as if I was the anti-Christ.......Don't u just love it when the family takes shit to the extreme? I mean really.......lets call the Uunt so she can get me to pay a debt that I had spaced out...... so now everyone can think I am the biggest cheapscate and yadda.... yadda... yadda .......whatever.......lovely..........GROW UP TOAD!!!!!

Moving on.........

Work is work.......Fairy grrl came into work to help ME ( me......cos ......well its me....) out tonight which I thought was extremely sweet...as it was her day off.......and wouldnt u know it....she came anyway cos like I said.....it was ME..( Yes.....folks its all about ME)......

I got to see the car I want to buy....tis a sweet ride...but alas....I Don't think it is meant 2 be.......so I am still a shopping for some wheels........I am taking my time........I will continue to drive the Honda ......is my brothers but in my name so I guess its OURS..........for now.....

School is going really well.......I have a ton of work 2 do tomorrow..........but its a cinch.........just reading and a writin..........oh joy....

I finally got me hair done the RIGHT way.....went to the same gal as b4 and told her what I wanted and she complied and did a fabulous job.....so I am wayyyyyyyyy Blonde again......well for a few days until it calms down.......but I am happy.........

Lemme see ........what else???????

ummmmmmmm

well..........

hmmmmmmmm

I guess that's it........4 now

Oh

I love 5 layer dip from IGA.........well the local IGA here.........I LOVE IT!! I am eating it now..........ohhhhhhhhh yummy

ok then........

I best scat

I shall Blog again .........Real soon

Stay Tuned..

;)

Ciao