Ever wonder how some people can be so stupid and others can be so smart? I was thinking that today when I posted a question on the Politcal forum site I am a member of......I basically asked what everyone thought of the Bill that is being passed in Virginia regarding the miscarriage deal I blogged about here last night.....and basically everyone took it completely out of context and turned it into a debate about abortion and abandonment.......which in turn resulted in my lil question being posted in the Abortion part of the forum.....so needless to say I never did get the results I wanted on my Poll.....well.....a few people did reply in the manner I was seeking........anywayz........just made me wonder how and why certain people cant just answer a simple question without turning it into something it isn't.......I mean really........I have that problem with Shocker all the time.......ask a question or say something and it turns into something else.......... regrdless......I was hoping to have a fair and honest debate regarding the privacy/rights isuues of women when it comes to Bills such as these......but in the end all I got was how horrible abortion/abandonment is......not very nice topics to use as a distraction(s) in order to NOT answer a question.......you think?
Moving on......
Today was a good day..(notice I saved that lil "good day" remark for the end of the damn day?).....I received my new leather jacket...I am very happy with it....tis a very classy and tasteful coat........lets see......bought 2 new pairs of sneakers......Nike and Reebok.....for work and just for working out........let me see........did the laundry and cleaned the pad......I am now just surfing and reading about current events while I wind down......Tomorrow I need to read a few chapters in my text books and get some homework done.......watch the NFL playoffs......which I did today as well......I was rooting for the Jets, but the Steelers won in OT.....dammit.......so tomorrow I am rooting for .....well not 2 sure....I usually root for the underdogs.....as my team didn't even come close to the playoffs......the 49ers......I love em......although they suck ass these days...... I do know I will be rooting against the Patriots....I am sick to death of the Patriots.....blah
Well I am gonna call it a night......its a short/boring blog tonight...I know.....but better than nothin
ciao 4 now
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Friday, January 14, 2005
Life and all its wonderful BS
I am completely and utterly baffled....I really am........check this out
From the Democratic Underground's top Ten Conservative Idiots:
# 3 John Cosgrove
If Virginia Delegate John Cosgrove has his way, failing to report a miscarriage to the police within 12 hours could land you a fine of $2,500 or up to twelve months in jail. Don't believe me? Think it couldn't happen here? Think again. Cosgrove's bill says, "When a fetal death occurs without medical attendance, it shall be the woman's responsibility to report the death to the law-enforcement agency in the jurisdiction of which the delivery occurs within 12 hours after the delivery. A violation of this section shall be punishable as a Class 1 misdemeanors." That's right, folks - after four years of George W. Bush, it's okay for the US attorney general to approve of torture, the government can secretly pay journalists to spread propaganda with your tax dollars, and it's a crime to not report a miscarriage to the local police department. But, uh, at least we're safe from terrorists or something.
http://www.democraticunderground.com/top10/index.html
link to the actual Bill. ( Yes folks, this isn't made up....its the real deal.....here is your tax money at work)
http://leg1.state.va.us/cgi-bin/legp504.exe?051+sum+HB1677)
so basically as a woman....what happens to my body is now the bizzness of everyone! If I or any other woman has to go through what is by far a very tragic and emotional situation such as a miscarriage......it can possibly be a crime if a woman doesn't report it.....as if the act in itself isn't horrible enough ....now a woman can be questioned as to if it was her fault......as trust me this is the reasoning behind such a Bill......or law....to question the woman's responsibility to herself while pregnant.....and if she deliberately caused the unfortunate miscarriage.......I mean for fucks sake people.....really.......I am just livid after reading this......now mind you I am not one to read nor visit this particular web site as I know that most of the population deem it as "liberal" which as I have written b4....is now like some evil plague if one is assocaited with being a liberal or if one has liberal views...ok sorry....I got sidetracked there for a sec......back to the origianl Bitch...I was where? ..oh yes...this story was actually sent to me.......and I checked to make sure it was indeed genuine....which it was...... I just cant believe that this is even being considered....What's next?....I cannot even begin to consider what's next ......and....oh yes.....annnnndd I have to add that if the man were the one having the children this shit WOULD NOT be happening.......its blatantly and obviously a way to take and strip away the rights of women in this country......which let me just say...... has taken the women in this country .......past and present .......years of constant fighting and struggling to be heard and seen.....with even an iota, a spec, a glimpse... of the respect that is automatically bestowed upon the men in this country......who by the way..... are the ones behind such ridiculously construed BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok....moving on.......although I am still ....................F*&*&*!!! Pissed off......
Tonight ......at work...... well .....it...... was truly a great night....had alot of laughs...although at times a few of my clients were a bit nuts...and thats putting it mildly..... very mildly....but.... all in all.... I had a good time......the grrls invited me for a night of bowling next weekend.......so that should be interesting(extremley so) as I have never bowled ( not once) in my whole entire life........although....Mamma B very happily told me that after a few.......its all good......she said "just throw the ball and see what happens"......well hell......I can do that........
well I think I can.....
On we go....
Suzilla called me to confirm that I am coming to visit this month......and yea I am.....soon as I finish this lil bloggy.... I am checking for da cheapo flights.....so I am thinking 2 weeks from today would be good.......should be fun.......she is pretty excited about me coming home.......home......well......my ex-home........so I am pretty jacked about the lil trip to Portland......a good time should be had by all.......
I am right at the moment listening to U2.....I absolutely adore this band.......I do I do........I truly think they are exceptionally talented and ridiculously cool......they to me are this generations Beatles.......I mean when I listen to them sometimes......I think I know what it must have been like to listen to Lennon and the Beatles in the 60's...I mean they just take me there......
I am on a quest to get every album they have ever put out.......legitimately....... I now have 3 .......and...... as I type.... have 3 on the way.......its a start.......
ok then.......I will leave it for now......and add more when I damn well feel like it..
;)
ciao babes
From the Democratic Underground's top Ten Conservative Idiots:
# 3 John Cosgrove
If Virginia Delegate John Cosgrove has his way, failing to report a miscarriage to the police within 12 hours could land you a fine of $2,500 or up to twelve months in jail. Don't believe me? Think it couldn't happen here? Think again. Cosgrove's bill says, "When a fetal death occurs without medical attendance, it shall be the woman's responsibility to report the death to the law-enforcement agency in the jurisdiction of which the delivery occurs within 12 hours after the delivery. A violation of this section shall be punishable as a Class 1 misdemeanors." That's right, folks - after four years of George W. Bush, it's okay for the US attorney general to approve of torture, the government can secretly pay journalists to spread propaganda with your tax dollars, and it's a crime to not report a miscarriage to the local police department. But, uh, at least we're safe from terrorists or something.
http://www.democraticunderground.com/top10/index.html
link to the actual Bill. ( Yes folks, this isn't made up....its the real deal.....here is your tax money at work)
http://leg1.state.va.us/cgi-bin/legp504.exe?051+sum+HB1677)
so basically as a woman....what happens to my body is now the bizzness of everyone! If I or any other woman has to go through what is by far a very tragic and emotional situation such as a miscarriage......it can possibly be a crime if a woman doesn't report it.....as if the act in itself isn't horrible enough ....now a woman can be questioned as to if it was her fault......as trust me this is the reasoning behind such a Bill......or law....to question the woman's responsibility to herself while pregnant.....and if she deliberately caused the unfortunate miscarriage.......I mean for fucks sake people.....really.......I am just livid after reading this......now mind you I am not one to read nor visit this particular web site as I know that most of the population deem it as "liberal" which as I have written b4....is now like some evil plague if one is assocaited with being a liberal or if one has liberal views...ok sorry....I got sidetracked there for a sec......back to the origianl Bitch...I was where? ..oh yes...this story was actually sent to me.......and I checked to make sure it was indeed genuine....which it was...... I just cant believe that this is even being considered....What's next?....I cannot even begin to consider what's next ......and....oh yes.....annnnndd I have to add that if the man were the one having the children this shit WOULD NOT be happening.......its blatantly and obviously a way to take and strip away the rights of women in this country......which let me just say...... has taken the women in this country .......past and present .......years of constant fighting and struggling to be heard and seen.....with even an iota, a spec, a glimpse... of the respect that is automatically bestowed upon the men in this country......who by the way..... are the ones behind such ridiculously construed BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok....moving on.......although I am still ....................F*&*&*!!! Pissed off......
Tonight ......at work...... well .....it...... was truly a great night....had alot of laughs...although at times a few of my clients were a bit nuts...and thats putting it mildly..... very mildly....but.... all in all.... I had a good time......the grrls invited me for a night of bowling next weekend.......so that should be interesting(extremley so) as I have never bowled ( not once) in my whole entire life........although....Mamma B very happily told me that after a few.......its all good......she said "just throw the ball and see what happens"......well hell......I can do that........
well I think I can.....
On we go....
Suzilla called me to confirm that I am coming to visit this month......and yea I am.....soon as I finish this lil bloggy.... I am checking for da cheapo flights.....so I am thinking 2 weeks from today would be good.......should be fun.......she is pretty excited about me coming home.......home......well......my ex-home........so I am pretty jacked about the lil trip to Portland......a good time should be had by all.......
I am right at the moment listening to U2.....I absolutely adore this band.......I do I do........I truly think they are exceptionally talented and ridiculously cool......they to me are this generations Beatles.......I mean when I listen to them sometimes......I think I know what it must have been like to listen to Lennon and the Beatles in the 60's...I mean they just take me there......
I am on a quest to get every album they have ever put out.......legitimately....... I now have 3 .......and...... as I type.... have 3 on the way.......its a start.......
ok then.......I will leave it for now......and add more when I damn well feel like it..
;)
ciao babes
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Over and Over
Yesterday I wrote ....I wrote "its been a good day up to this point" big Fucking mistake...oh yea.......jinxed myself I did....cos trust me after I wrote that everything went to shit.....in a big way.......
I went to work and proceeded to lock my keys in the locker and had 2 have Big Boy cut the lock....he actually went home for me to grab his bolt cutters......which was way sweet of him 2 do.....a big boy "thank you" to you sir.
Anywayz....... after that......... shit just went downhill.....I received a call from Mr. C and he..... well.....lets just say he is in some shit.....and I don't know if I can fix this...... ....he called me at work and then picked me up.....we had a drink after work and talked and I just sat there and looked at this defeated look in his eyes and I "of course".... told him it would be ok.......I would fix it.....but I honestly don't know if I can this time......and maybe I shouldn't...but we all Know that when it comes to Mr. Clinton I do everything and anything it takes to keep him safe and happy........anyway....so in the end that's what I will do....
Moving on.....
I have looked at my classes and figured out where I am as far as assignments.......and its all doable....well it always is....... I dont have all that much to do really.....5 exams....build a website......which I have done somewhere for a class @ PCC....just have to find the code......lets see...... and ALOT OF FLIPPIN writing......man....good thing I like to write.....good thing I am good @ it......cos let me tell you folks..... University is all about da Writing.......
I am listening to Nelly and Tim McGraws new tune Over and Over and I must say its really quite good......when I first heard that a rapper and cuntry singer were collaborating ( co-habitating?) ( J/K!!!!!) I was not to enthused but I must admit its a really good song...and fitting.......as shit just goes on Over and Over and Over and.........................................................
Sidenote
I did learn one small lesson...Never EVER write nor say its a "good day" @ the beginning of the day....best to leave that for the end of the damn day........for obvious reasons......
I will leave it at that.........
catch ya's lata
ciao
I went to work and proceeded to lock my keys in the locker and had 2 have Big Boy cut the lock....he actually went home for me to grab his bolt cutters......which was way sweet of him 2 do.....a big boy "thank you" to you sir.
Anywayz....... after that......... shit just went downhill.....I received a call from Mr. C and he..... well.....lets just say he is in some shit.....and I don't know if I can fix this...... ....he called me at work and then picked me up.....we had a drink after work and talked and I just sat there and looked at this defeated look in his eyes and I "of course".... told him it would be ok.......I would fix it.....but I honestly don't know if I can this time......and maybe I shouldn't...but we all Know that when it comes to Mr. Clinton I do everything and anything it takes to keep him safe and happy........anyway....so in the end that's what I will do....
Moving on.....
I have looked at my classes and figured out where I am as far as assignments.......and its all doable....well it always is....... I dont have all that much to do really.....5 exams....build a website......which I have done somewhere for a class @ PCC....just have to find the code......lets see...... and ALOT OF FLIPPIN writing......man....good thing I like to write.....good thing I am good @ it......cos let me tell you folks..... University is all about da Writing.......
I am listening to Nelly and Tim McGraws new tune Over and Over and I must say its really quite good......when I first heard that a rapper and cuntry singer were collaborating ( co-habitating?) ( J/K!!!!!) I was not to enthused but I must admit its a really good song...and fitting.......as shit just goes on Over and Over and Over and.........................................................
Sidenote
I did learn one small lesson...Never EVER write nor say its a "good day" @ the beginning of the day....best to leave that for the end of the damn day........for obvious reasons......
I will leave it at that.........
catch ya's lata
ciao
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
All me ducks in a row....
I am now pretty much set for school...just waiting for my books to arrive via the US Postal service....and then I can spend the day tomorrow getting all of my first assignments done.....today has been a pretty good day up to this point.....Received my check(s) so I have paid off of one of my credit cards and I am now purchasing some dental insurance so I'z can get my pearly's cleaned.....I also need to get my eyeballs examined....which I will do sometime this week....my brother is buying me this kick ass leather jacket I want for my b-day prez.......so I am quite pleased with that.........
My Landlord George sent me a letter offering me his home....well not literally....I must say I am extremely pleased and flattered .......he has a VERY nice house and he wants ME to rent it and watch it for him......see he is going over to assist in Tsunami disaster relief.......so 2 BIG BIG thumbs up to George.....I guess he was in the army at one time and he volunteered to go over......so I wish him much luck and a speedy and safe trip home once he has accomplished his goal...... as for the house.....I have to regrettably decline as its not in WA. state...and my brother needs to stay in WA...well for the time being......dammit...
ah well........
I must take a quick shower and head 2 work...........
catch ya all later
ciao
My Landlord George sent me a letter offering me his home....well not literally....I must say I am extremely pleased and flattered .......he has a VERY nice house and he wants ME to rent it and watch it for him......see he is going over to assist in Tsunami disaster relief.......so 2 BIG BIG thumbs up to George.....I guess he was in the army at one time and he volunteered to go over......so I wish him much luck and a speedy and safe trip home once he has accomplished his goal...... as for the house.....I have to regrettably decline as its not in WA. state...and my brother needs to stay in WA...well for the time being......dammit...
ah well........
I must take a quick shower and head 2 work...........
catch ya all later
ciao
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Taken it slow and easy......
Today I pretty much just hung around the house and did laundry and put away my clothes and such. Watched the Packers get their asses kicked @ home in the playoffs, and went to buy some steaks and salad for dinner......my brother is cooking them now as I type. I went out last night and did some much needed shopping as my wardrobe was in dire need of an update.......so I now have about 6 new sweaters/tops and shoes.......and other essentials......all courtesy of the Bon and Penny's......I feel better about leaving the homestead now......more in fashion....
I received a very interesting email from Binks today regarding my said trip to Portland...seems he is a bit concerned about Suzilla knowing I am coming back....well ummmmm....she should know as she is the one who invited me/convinced me to come back. I have not made definite plans......its just a thought as of right now.......it is still up in the air......I left a message for my concerned friend so hopefully he will call me and let me know what exactly the big worry is?
College resumes tomorrow and I have already taken a gander @ the syllabus.........all looks well.....
Update
Mr. Porcelain stopped by today to talk with my brother and I guess he wasn't feeling all that well when he woke up the other day......for reasons other than the mass consumption from the prior night. Seems his GF went out on him and confessed to him after he noticed a bunch of love marks on her neck....seems she had a night of "UH HUH!!!" with a girl she knows...I was a bit shocked as I have met her on several occassions and never had not so much of a bleep on my 'ol gaydar..........although she has told me I smell good on occasion.....so needless to say Mr. P isn't a happy guy..when women cheat with other women it seems to be a major blow for the male ego..unless .....of course ......they...themselves .......are involved in the menage a trois..
Regardless...
I think he will live.......Mr.C knows he will be OK...the incident didnt seem to take the wind out of Mr.P's sails for very long..as... I guess... he (Mr. P) has a thing for me according to my brother.........which is sweet......but......ummmmmmm no......sleeping with my la'toilet will be as close to me as he gets...
;)
Speaking of Mr. C he is a HAPPY HAPPY camper tonight as I just purchased 2 tickets for Motley Crue..(His ALL TIME Fave band from his mis-spent youth/adulthood)....they will be here in March and we now have front row seats.......yup....my lil bro is just a grinning from ear2ear now.....Dimples a glowin :)
Ok then.....I must sign off for now and eat me steak dinner.......
Stay Tuned
ciao
I received a very interesting email from Binks today regarding my said trip to Portland...seems he is a bit concerned about Suzilla knowing I am coming back....well ummmmm....she should know as she is the one who invited me/convinced me to come back. I have not made definite plans......its just a thought as of right now.......it is still up in the air......I left a message for my concerned friend so hopefully he will call me and let me know what exactly the big worry is?
College resumes tomorrow and I have already taken a gander @ the syllabus.........all looks well.....
Update
Mr. Porcelain stopped by today to talk with my brother and I guess he wasn't feeling all that well when he woke up the other day......for reasons other than the mass consumption from the prior night. Seems his GF went out on him and confessed to him after he noticed a bunch of love marks on her neck....seems she had a night of "UH HUH!!!" with a girl she knows...I was a bit shocked as I have met her on several occassions and never had not so much of a bleep on my 'ol gaydar..........although she has told me I smell good on occasion.....so needless to say Mr. P isn't a happy guy..when women cheat with other women it seems to be a major blow for the male ego..unless .....of course ......they...themselves .......are involved in the menage a trois..
Regardless...
I think he will live.......Mr.C knows he will be OK...the incident didnt seem to take the wind out of Mr.P's sails for very long..as... I guess... he (Mr. P) has a thing for me according to my brother.........which is sweet......but......ummmmmmm no......sleeping with my la'toilet will be as close to me as he gets...
;)
Speaking of Mr. C he is a HAPPY HAPPY camper tonight as I just purchased 2 tickets for Motley Crue..(His ALL TIME Fave band from his mis-spent youth/adulthood)....they will be here in March and we now have front row seats.......yup....my lil bro is just a grinning from ear2ear now.....Dimples a glowin :)
Ok then.....I must sign off for now and eat me steak dinner.......
Stay Tuned
ciao
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Good times, Good Job, Great Friends...ABFAB Brother!
Ok......Here we go.........
Today started out like something like this......
I was asleep....well in the process of waking up....and in walks my Aunt ..she was a shakin and crying...seems Miss Jack had called and upset her by saying she was coming over (to my house) to see my brother whether anyone liked it or not.....well Glo (Aunt) was Not a Happy Auntie...as Miss Jack is part of the reason for the madness @ X-mas and all the drama thereafter w/my bro and Kuntjoy......so I crawled out of bed and told her I would handle it......which I did. Called Miss Jack and told her to back off and chill out and leave my bro alone along with my family.......and she complied.....she is a smart lady.........
I then went to work.....where I had an excellent time with Mamma B and Fairy Grrl...or should I say Shroom Grrl now? heheh...anywayz........work went really well.....had alot of laughs.......and then when it was time 2 get off.....I was waiting for Mr. C to pick me up and after waiting about 2 minutes he comes a cruisen up with Mr.Porcelain.....(I will tell you why I call him that here in a few).....anyway they come driving up and I KNOW Mr. C is snockered......as well as Mr. P...I then proceed to tell my brother to let me drive and he of course says FUCK NO! I am nthot drunkth! Uh Huh I say........and proceed to start walking home......of course he comes to his senses and lets me drive us all home.........seems him and Mr. P spent the prior 4 hrs having a few woo hoo's @ the corner Pub....due to all the drama that has been goin with Miss Jack and Kuntjoy ( I cannot divulge what the said "drama" is at the present time....or any other time, just know its not "good" drama)......well ..now where was I? Oh yes......well.....we come home and I proceed to feed Mr. C so he will sober up.... Meanwhile... Mr. P kindly asks to use our bathroom...."Sure" I say..."of course".....well that was 3hrs ago.........seems he liked it so much he decided to camp out there for the night.....yea........okkkkk..soooo.....I have a very cute....very nice.. extremely drunk...guy..... passed out in front of my la'toilet......Mr. C and I have tried numerous times to get him 2 move to a more reasonable sleeping place to no avail......so there he lies...Mr.Porcelain.....lying face down on my bathroom floor hugging the cold white porcelain crapper.........
..............................ohhhhhhhh my my my......I am so glad I am sober....as...well I Want to remember this.......I do.. I do.....
hee hee
Moving on......
Suzilla called me tonight and we had a lot of laughs........I sure miss her.......and after ALOT of coaxing she has talked me into going back to Portland @ the end of Jan. for a weekend getaway........so I am looking forward to that.......I will be flying in......so it should be pretty gravy.
good times.
My throat feels mucho better today.....magic pills sure do help.....I am not sure what magic pills I am speaking of....the anti-biotic or the codeine......Either- Or.......tis all good....
I am going shopping in the AM........Mr. C handed me....well...... a C note......(kinda poetic aint it?) for me B-day and I am gonna hit the mall!..........
coo ;)
Well I shall end this........I actually have something else......something a bit more on the whiney side to blog about....but I am in a good mood and would prefer to leave the whine in the bottle tonight.......in all aspects...
so.....there you go.......
Aloha!!
Today started out like something like this......
I was asleep....well in the process of waking up....and in walks my Aunt ..she was a shakin and crying...seems Miss Jack had called and upset her by saying she was coming over (to my house) to see my brother whether anyone liked it or not.....well Glo (Aunt) was Not a Happy Auntie...as Miss Jack is part of the reason for the madness @ X-mas and all the drama thereafter w/my bro and Kuntjoy......so I crawled out of bed and told her I would handle it......which I did. Called Miss Jack and told her to back off and chill out and leave my bro alone along with my family.......and she complied.....she is a smart lady.........
I then went to work.....where I had an excellent time with Mamma B and Fairy Grrl...or should I say Shroom Grrl now? heheh...anywayz........work went really well.....had alot of laughs.......and then when it was time 2 get off.....I was waiting for Mr. C to pick me up and after waiting about 2 minutes he comes a cruisen up with Mr.Porcelain.....(I will tell you why I call him that here in a few).....anyway they come driving up and I KNOW Mr. C is snockered......as well as Mr. P...I then proceed to tell my brother to let me drive and he of course says FUCK NO! I am nthot drunkth! Uh Huh I say........and proceed to start walking home......of course he comes to his senses and lets me drive us all home.........seems him and Mr. P spent the prior 4 hrs having a few woo hoo's @ the corner Pub....due to all the drama that has been goin with Miss Jack and Kuntjoy ( I cannot divulge what the said "drama" is at the present time....or any other time, just know its not "good" drama)......well ..now where was I? Oh yes......well.....we come home and I proceed to feed Mr. C so he will sober up.... Meanwhile... Mr. P kindly asks to use our bathroom...."Sure" I say..."of course".....well that was 3hrs ago.........seems he liked it so much he decided to camp out there for the night.....yea........okkkkk..soooo.....I have a very cute....very nice.. extremely drunk...guy..... passed out in front of my la'toilet......Mr. C and I have tried numerous times to get him 2 move to a more reasonable sleeping place to no avail......so there he lies...Mr.Porcelain.....lying face down on my bathroom floor hugging the cold white porcelain crapper.........
..............................ohhhhhhhh my my my......I am so glad I am sober....as...well I Want to remember this.......I do.. I do.....
hee hee
Moving on......
Suzilla called me tonight and we had a lot of laughs........I sure miss her.......and after ALOT of coaxing she has talked me into going back to Portland @ the end of Jan. for a weekend getaway........so I am looking forward to that.......I will be flying in......so it should be pretty gravy.
good times.
My throat feels mucho better today.....magic pills sure do help.....I am not sure what magic pills I am speaking of....the anti-biotic or the codeine......Either- Or.......tis all good....
I am going shopping in the AM........Mr. C handed me....well...... a C note......(kinda poetic aint it?) for me B-day and I am gonna hit the mall!..........
coo ;)
Well I shall end this........I actually have something else......something a bit more on the whiney side to blog about....but I am in a good mood and would prefer to leave the whine in the bottle tonight.......in all aspects...
so.....there you go.......
Aloha!!
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Take bad with the good or is it...??
Well Today had its major highlights and a few downers as well.
1. My brother received some certain paperwork today that will ensure him tb financially OK for....well forever I think.
2. My advisor released me to register for Spring semester @ WSU....which was AOK.....so I did just that......I am taking some type of a Biology class, a Political Science course...which shall be awesome as I love politics and law, lets see....a class designed to enhance ones ability to communicate better via the Internet.....? Ummmmmm ok, but its a required class so I am taking it......and finally a Psychology class that focuses on human sexuality......so.....there you go...just now ordered me books so I am now all set to begin my next set of courses on Monday....I shall spend this weekend finishing up my History course from last semester....and I have a few assignments from my B.Law class as well........to be honest... I am actually getting rather phsyched up about school again......I really am.
3. I have strep throat.....
Yip.
I woke up this mornin to go with Mr. C to his appointment and I KNEW I had it.......looked at me poor lil throat and sure as shit......it was fire engine red and PISSED off!!! Strep has a taste too.....if you have ever had it.....then you know what I mean.......I had it really bad a few years ago.. and I will never forget that taste nor the razor blade feel you get when you swallow.....needless to say I went to the minor care place at the ER....where....beleive it or not.... they were really sweet to me.....cos to tell you true...I wanted to leave as they had me sit in an actuall ER room with all the ER gadgets......while I was sitting there I was thinking "I shouldn't be sitting in here taking up this space, someone else is more likely worse off than me and perhaps ...needs to be back here". So I went to tell the lady that......" hey.......you know I am ok......I don't wanna bother anyone"......she just smiled and laughed and told me to have a seat and the DR would be right in.....and sure enough he was.....nice DR too.....talked to me, not at me......looked @ me throat, confirmed my initial diagnosis......with his own....and sent me on me way with a script for some magic pills and a note 4 work....
sigh.
So there you have it......a few good things..and one not so good thing.......
OH......one more thing that isn't so great.....Kuntjoy.....tis a family member....well he needs to stop being such a bitch and grow some balls and be a man...........this whole mess with my brother and Miss Jack is getting old. How many times can one person apologize to another b4 all is forgiven? Obviously that would be ......NEVER....
ok then....
I am gonna lie down...have a painkiller :)
and watch a lil DVD.
toodles
1. My brother received some certain paperwork today that will ensure him tb financially OK for....well forever I think.
2. My advisor released me to register for Spring semester @ WSU....which was AOK.....so I did just that......I am taking some type of a Biology class, a Political Science course...which shall be awesome as I love politics and law, lets see....a class designed to enhance ones ability to communicate better via the Internet.....? Ummmmmm ok, but its a required class so I am taking it......and finally a Psychology class that focuses on human sexuality......so.....there you go...just now ordered me books so I am now all set to begin my next set of courses on Monday....I shall spend this weekend finishing up my History course from last semester....and I have a few assignments from my B.Law class as well........to be honest... I am actually getting rather phsyched up about school again......I really am.
3. I have strep throat.....
Yip.
I woke up this mornin to go with Mr. C to his appointment and I KNEW I had it.......looked at me poor lil throat and sure as shit......it was fire engine red and PISSED off!!! Strep has a taste too.....if you have ever had it.....then you know what I mean.......I had it really bad a few years ago.. and I will never forget that taste nor the razor blade feel you get when you swallow.....needless to say I went to the minor care place at the ER....where....beleive it or not.... they were really sweet to me.....cos to tell you true...I wanted to leave as they had me sit in an actuall ER room with all the ER gadgets......while I was sitting there I was thinking "I shouldn't be sitting in here taking up this space, someone else is more likely worse off than me and perhaps ...needs to be back here". So I went to tell the lady that......" hey.......you know I am ok......I don't wanna bother anyone"......she just smiled and laughed and told me to have a seat and the DR would be right in.....and sure enough he was.....nice DR too.....talked to me, not at me......looked @ me throat, confirmed my initial diagnosis......with his own....and sent me on me way with a script for some magic pills and a note 4 work....
sigh.
So there you have it......a few good things..and one not so good thing.......
OH......one more thing that isn't so great.....Kuntjoy.....tis a family member....well he needs to stop being such a bitch and grow some balls and be a man...........this whole mess with my brother and Miss Jack is getting old. How many times can one person apologize to another b4 all is forgiven? Obviously that would be ......NEVER....
ok then....
I am gonna lie down...have a painkiller :)
and watch a lil DVD.
toodles
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
The 5th
Well here it is....My B-day.....and once again I am wondering where the hell the last year went......????
And like every year.... I do a reflection type of dealy.........but this will be the first time I shall share it with the Blogger world....so........
Here goes.........
Jan. 2004 - Ummmmm I remember my B-day ....we.....Binks and I...... well.....we got off of work and he was giving me a lift home......I had stated all that day and night that I had no desire of celebrating....school had just started........but on the way home we went by the 'ol pub and he just gave me that shit eating grin.....and before you knew it......well...... we were saying good night or should I say.... good morning @ around 6am.......so much for no celebrating eh?
That's how last year started........for the most part nothing to exciting happened after that.......I was just biding my time for the BIG move back home to be with my brother.....see he had really gotten sick Dec. 2003....and I had received a phone call that he might not make it.....he had actually went into cardiac arrest ......and for a 28yr old......even if he is in renal failure.....is pretty damn scary.....I immediatley came home and spent a month with him.......and decided right then and there that I needed and Wanted to be with him......not 4oo miles away always worried.....so .....that was the plan for last year......
So...........I went to school.........hung out with my friends....every day....and focused on graduating .... I also applied for University.......WSU....I was accepted that April......I remember that day....I had come home for Easter and the letter had been sitting here @ my Aunts....my brother was so proud of me......as was my whole family....see I am the first one in my family to ever go to college or graduate with any type of a degree......and I did do just that........ in June.2004......graduated I did........first one in my family.....pretty big deal actually....
Anyway.....so I moved back home in June 2004....moved my brother and I into our own pad.....found a Job....and started on my next quest for a B.A @ WSU in August.....
I kept to myself for the most part after coming back......
'cept when I met Shocker.......which was "great".....
Still is......
The best part of last year?
Well.........
That would have to be....
Getting to see my baby bro everyday... which ..... for me .......is the greatest thing.......he makes me smile and keeps me in line like no other........I know how he is....... and I am here.....when he needs me....and he for me. Our relationship has always been the most important part of my life......even when I was away for 6 yrs......but I am back now.....I might not like this shitty tiny town but I look past it......look at the bigger picture......
So that my friends is last year.......
this year........
Well... only time will tell.......
Coleyz song for the day.....
Watching the Wheels
Lennon
love Lennon
alwayz will.........
here's to another year.......
And like every year.... I do a reflection type of dealy.........but this will be the first time I shall share it with the Blogger world....so........
Here goes.........
Jan. 2004 - Ummmmm I remember my B-day ....we.....Binks and I...... well.....we got off of work and he was giving me a lift home......I had stated all that day and night that I had no desire of celebrating....school had just started........but on the way home we went by the 'ol pub and he just gave me that shit eating grin.....and before you knew it......well...... we were saying good night or should I say.... good morning @ around 6am.......so much for no celebrating eh?
That's how last year started........for the most part nothing to exciting happened after that.......I was just biding my time for the BIG move back home to be with my brother.....see he had really gotten sick Dec. 2003....and I had received a phone call that he might not make it.....he had actually went into cardiac arrest ......and for a 28yr old......even if he is in renal failure.....is pretty damn scary.....I immediatley came home and spent a month with him.......and decided right then and there that I needed and Wanted to be with him......not 4oo miles away always worried.....so .....that was the plan for last year......
So...........I went to school.........hung out with my friends....every day....and focused on graduating .... I also applied for University.......WSU....I was accepted that April......I remember that day....I had come home for Easter and the letter had been sitting here @ my Aunts....my brother was so proud of me......as was my whole family....see I am the first one in my family to ever go to college or graduate with any type of a degree......and I did do just that........ in June.2004......graduated I did........first one in my family.....pretty big deal actually....
Anyway.....so I moved back home in June 2004....moved my brother and I into our own pad.....found a Job....and started on my next quest for a B.A @ WSU in August.....
I kept to myself for the most part after coming back......
'cept when I met Shocker.......which was "great".....
Still is......
The best part of last year?
Well.........
That would have to be....
Getting to see my baby bro everyday... which ..... for me .......is the greatest thing.......he makes me smile and keeps me in line like no other........I know how he is....... and I am here.....when he needs me....and he for me. Our relationship has always been the most important part of my life......even when I was away for 6 yrs......but I am back now.....I might not like this shitty tiny town but I look past it......look at the bigger picture......
So that my friends is last year.......
this year........
Well... only time will tell.......
Coleyz song for the day.....
Watching the Wheels
Lennon
love Lennon
alwayz will.........
here's to another year.......
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Bored.....
I am so fucking bored it is unfuckingbeleivable......
I have been channel surfing and wondering around the house in a daze all damn day....
Any guess as to why???
.....my insomnia is back again....and with a vengeance.......
Just loving it.....
I am hoping to sleep tonight....I did sleep somewhat last night........but not really........tossed and turned and had weird dreams and shit.......I really need to go to Vegas and lay in the sun for a weekend......that I KNOW would make me sleep........maybe next month.....we shall see...
Anywayz.......
My brother is making me dinner.......and being extremely sweet......must be becos of my B-Day tomorrow.....or perhaps its just cos he is a good guy.......I believe it's more of the latter than the former......
I really have nothing else to blog about today......just tired......nothing new......
I did find a few quotes I liked........things I will use in the new year as a foundation for the way I shall approach my life and all that comes into it.
Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's own ignorance"-Confucius
"Failure is the foundation of success...success the lurking place of failure."-Lao-Tzu
I am off to eat and write a bit about the Koran.......and a few other exciting subject for my history class......
Oh joy.
Ciao
I have been channel surfing and wondering around the house in a daze all damn day....
Any guess as to why???
.....my insomnia is back again....and with a vengeance.......
Just loving it.....
I am hoping to sleep tonight....I did sleep somewhat last night........but not really........tossed and turned and had weird dreams and shit.......I really need to go to Vegas and lay in the sun for a weekend......that I KNOW would make me sleep........maybe next month.....we shall see...
Anywayz.......
My brother is making me dinner.......and being extremely sweet......must be becos of my B-Day tomorrow.....or perhaps its just cos he is a good guy.......I believe it's more of the latter than the former......
I really have nothing else to blog about today......just tired......nothing new......
I did find a few quotes I liked........things I will use in the new year as a foundation for the way I shall approach my life and all that comes into it.
Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's own ignorance"-Confucius
"Failure is the foundation of success...success the lurking place of failure."-Lao-Tzu
I am off to eat and write a bit about the Koran.......and a few other exciting subject for my history class......
Oh joy.
Ciao
Monday, January 03, 2005
Back........
Well I am home......Good 2 b home.......
I had a good time......not sure what 2 write about it though.........not sure......
ever been in a place like that?
Where you just aren't to sure what to say nor think?
Well then......one would know exactly my predicament...
My B-day is in 2 days......and the more I think about it.......the less it bothers me....really.......I am quite happy with my life up 2 now....and my experiences and accomplishments.......I do know.... I don't...... and wouldn't....... re-peat the early 20's again........No......late 20's early 30's seem to be okay now.....4 some damn reason.... I seem to be embracing and enjoying this age shit....
My friends would say I am stoned if they read this....
I'm not.
Just reached a place where I would rather enjoy what I have and where I've been than to be so concerned and stressed about "age".........seems 2 B such a waste of time and energy...
Yup.
I am going to call it a Blog and check out........I shall think of more rhetoric ......if I can
Ciao babes
I had a good time......not sure what 2 write about it though.........not sure......
ever been in a place like that?
Where you just aren't to sure what to say nor think?
Well then......one would know exactly my predicament...
My B-day is in 2 days......and the more I think about it.......the less it bothers me....really.......I am quite happy with my life up 2 now....and my experiences and accomplishments.......I do know.... I don't...... and wouldn't....... re-peat the early 20's again........No......late 20's early 30's seem to be okay now.....4 some damn reason.... I seem to be embracing and enjoying this age shit....
My friends would say I am stoned if they read this....
I'm not.
Just reached a place where I would rather enjoy what I have and where I've been than to be so concerned and stressed about "age".........seems 2 B such a waste of time and energy...
Yup.
I am going to call it a Blog and check out........I shall think of more rhetoric ......if I can
Ciao babes
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Persistence pays off......
Well......My life is never dull.......and as of late that definition of my life could never be more true...
My brother is really sick again....and we shall see if he needs to be in the hospital here in the next few days.......I went into work tonight and my staff sent me home....I love those grrrls....they are absolutely the finest individuals I have ever had the honor to work with....so a big THANK YOU to all the grrls @ CC.
My shocking adventure has once again taken on something more electric than I had ever imagined.....talking til 6AM led to us finally making decisions of commitment which made everything more solid and stable....so that has made me very happy....and I am no longer running from it....Shocker just wont let me go.....so now......Shocker is stuck..poor poor Shocker
:)
I am getting my last assignments finished this evening so I can have a weekend without stress......and that way I can get registered for my classes and get my Degree before I reach 40......which would be really really neat , nifty, and nice ......if you know what I mean..
On a lighter note
I am terribly sorry to Binks and Patti Anne for not being a better friend the past week....I have been shall we say ....pretty fucking busy and a little well ALOT frazzled.....but I am back on track and hopefully all will be ok with Mr. C and school.......and all that happy crappy.....so Binks PLS Know I love you and I will call you......I promise........and Patti Anne thank you once again for always coming through for me when I need you.......you are my ROCK...
Ok then....
I shall be back @ a later time.......so stay tuned
ciao
My brother is really sick again....and we shall see if he needs to be in the hospital here in the next few days.......I went into work tonight and my staff sent me home....I love those grrrls....they are absolutely the finest individuals I have ever had the honor to work with....so a big THANK YOU to all the grrls @ CC.
My shocking adventure has once again taken on something more electric than I had ever imagined.....talking til 6AM led to us finally making decisions of commitment which made everything more solid and stable....so that has made me very happy....and I am no longer running from it....Shocker just wont let me go.....so now......Shocker is stuck..poor poor Shocker
:)
I am getting my last assignments finished this evening so I can have a weekend without stress......and that way I can get registered for my classes and get my Degree before I reach 40......which would be really really neat , nifty, and nice ......if you know what I mean..
On a lighter note
I am terribly sorry to Binks and Patti Anne for not being a better friend the past week....I have been shall we say ....pretty fucking busy and a little well ALOT frazzled.....but I am back on track and hopefully all will be ok with Mr. C and school.......and all that happy crappy.....so Binks PLS Know I love you and I will call you......I promise........and Patti Anne thank you once again for always coming through for me when I need you.......you are my ROCK...
Ok then....
I shall be back @ a later time.......so stay tuned
ciao
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
In My Hayes
Hero
Darren Hayes & Robert Conley
Outside confidence is king
I am all that you're projecting
Inside feel the rising tide
And the revolution's deafening
I was trying to hide my opposing side
Trying to reconcile my Jeckyl and Hyde
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
Sometimes you put all of your desires in an object of affection
But in time because you idolize there is only disappointment
I was flying so high in your perfect sky
But I needed to fall
Cannot have it all
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
I don't need to compromis
I don't need to occupy the floor
There's a danger in boxing in my sin
And all that I am
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
A dedication.....
Love Always...
Darren Hayes & Robert Conley
Outside confidence is king
I am all that you're projecting
Inside feel the rising tide
And the revolution's deafening
I was trying to hide my opposing side
Trying to reconcile my Jeckyl and Hyde
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
Sometimes you put all of your desires in an object of affection
But in time because you idolize there is only disappointment
I was flying so high in your perfect sky
But I needed to fall
Cannot have it all
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
I don't need to compromis
I don't need to occupy the floor
There's a danger in boxing in my sin
And all that I am
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again(No, I am not open parts of me are broken)
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again(Why'd you want to bother find yourself another)
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No I am not open parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why do you want to bother?
Find yourself another
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
A dedication.....
Love Always...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Holiday.......
I am leaving on the 1st for a weekend getaway....just booked my travel plans and room......I am in dire need o fa getaway. I am working New Years Eve.....so I wont be going out......nor do I have any desire to go out........just me, myslef, and I for a weekend..........I am looking forward to it....
I am still fighting with my advisor over getting registered for Spring Semester....so I may not be going next semester...which I guess would be ok and then again not............I will know more tom.
I havent anything else to report other than I fianlly found my brother and brought him home Sunday night.......he is ok....well........as okay as he can be.....
I shall update again here soon
ciao 4 now
I am still fighting with my advisor over getting registered for Spring Semester....so I may not be going next semester...which I guess would be ok and then again not............I will know more tom.
I havent anything else to report other than I fianlly found my brother and brought him home Sunday night.......he is ok....well........as okay as he can be.....
I shall update again here soon
ciao 4 now
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Madness...
THE DAY AFTER…
Here I am ... just finished cleaning, vacuuming, dishes, dusting, laundry...all of the fun domestic shit....
soooooooo
I am finally sitting down and relaxing a bit...I cant really divulge what happened on my X-Mas...just know it was madness and I didn't celebrate as my Brother left x-Mas morning...so needless to say I still haven't opened any gifts and I wont until I hear from him, if he ever comes home again......when he left he told me he wouldn’t be……I am hoping he was just angry….I know he was hurt…..anyway…….It is not like my brother to do that……this whole things has made me very.......... sad
yea......
so .
it was by far the worst x-Mas of my entire life........and I just wish my family could settle disputes in a better way.....what I would really like is if the people in my family would not act on their thoughts/feelings without thinking of the repercussions....That's what I would really like ....That's my New Years wish......
Ok well I received a nice morning message from Binks and he sounded VERY MERRY.... so I wanted to take a moment and wish him a great X-Mas and a very ABFAB New Year.... also let him know that I am ok...nothing to worry about......I have worked it all out...........
Well I think I am going to finish watching this flick I started last night and finish my laundry...and wait for Mr. C to call me.... if he will....
:(
PeaceI’m outy
Here I am ... just finished cleaning, vacuuming, dishes, dusting, laundry...all of the fun domestic shit....
soooooooo
I am finally sitting down and relaxing a bit...I cant really divulge what happened on my X-Mas...just know it was madness and I didn't celebrate as my Brother left x-Mas morning...so needless to say I still haven't opened any gifts and I wont until I hear from him, if he ever comes home again......when he left he told me he wouldn’t be……I am hoping he was just angry….I know he was hurt…..anyway…….It is not like my brother to do that……this whole things has made me very.......... sad
yea......
so .
it was by far the worst x-Mas of my entire life........and I just wish my family could settle disputes in a better way.....what I would really like is if the people in my family would not act on their thoughts/feelings without thinking of the repercussions....That's what I would really like ....That's my New Years wish......
Ok well I received a nice morning message from Binks and he sounded VERY MERRY.... so I wanted to take a moment and wish him a great X-Mas and a very ABFAB New Year.... also let him know that I am ok...nothing to worry about......I have worked it all out...........
Well I think I am going to finish watching this flick I started last night and finish my laundry...and wait for Mr. C to call me.... if he will....
:(
PeaceI’m outy
Friday, December 24, 2004
Merry Christmas
Christmas Eve...wow where did this year go? Seems like they go by faster and faster.....
I must be off to the 'ol J.....I work tonight and then I will have X-Mas day with my lil Bro and the rest of the fandamily.....
So I hope you all have a fabulous Holiday and Santa brings ya's whatcha wished 4!
Happy Holidays...
I must be off to the 'ol J.....I work tonight and then I will have X-Mas day with my lil Bro and the rest of the fandamily.....
So I hope you all have a fabulous Holiday and Santa brings ya's whatcha wished 4!
Happy Holidays...
Thursday, December 23, 2004
always right
I wrote yesterday that I felt something was amiss......that the electricity in my shocking adventure had been reduced to a voltage that that was hard to detect.......and if I must be honest here...I liked the electricity......ALOT.....well seems that I wasn't wrong and that things have changed and pretty much I guess that's where its at.....I left it like that.......I knew eventually this would happen, I would open myself up and WHAMO!! I would end up getting hurt or told......"well....you know its like this"......yea I know what its like.....all to well...I was hoping I wouldn't have to revisit the land of You-Know-What-Its -Like....I really was hoping this might be the one. Guess now I will never know and I will forever wonder......so that being said I am going to get ready for work and get my mind off of things.......best thing to do now is stay busy and keep my mind occupied.....yea should be easy.....sure thing
right.
I shall end this now and call it a Blog
Side Note
My heart and prayers go out to the soldiers who were wounded and killed in Iraq a few days ago......I wish I had the words
I don't.
ciao
right.
I shall end this now and call it a Blog
Side Note
My heart and prayers go out to the soldiers who were wounded and killed in Iraq a few days ago......I wish I had the words
I don't.
ciao
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
All that's left is the rip-n-tear
Ok so I finally did it! I shopped and shopped and all but dropped......all is done including the wrapping...well all 'cept the baby outfit I bought....but other than that I am FINITO!!
YES!!
Another season done....all that's left is the opening and the ooohhhhhiiiiiiing and aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhing.....which of course...is the best part. I did it all in one place too! Well I hit the mall and only needed to go to 3 stores... The Bon, Penny's....and some other place...of course the name eludes me @ the moment...anywayz.....I am quite pleased with my purchases and very pleased that I didn't go over the 400$ mark...veddy nice ...plus...its way nice for me wallet.....another bennie issss I bought my self a gift as well...what the hell.....my B-day is in a few weeks.....so figured I might as well.....
I am in love with Burberry...tis a perfume I wear and ONLY Burberry......I was in Vegas a few years back and happened on a fragrance that Burberry makes and FELL IN LOVE.......only I could never remember the name of it until tonight.....while I was @ The Bon I was checking out the smelly section and 'voila.....there was my Burberry.....and 'voila again.....there was the fragrance that has been evading me for the last few years......I found out that it is called "Brit" which is rather fitting as it is made in London......so I tested some.... but being the ass I am I decided to buy my stand by the original Burberry....but.....always a but..... I had sprayed the Brit on me wrist so while I continued on my shopping spree I kept on smelling meself....until finally...... I couldn't take it no more( that is meant in a good way....) and went back and bugged the sweet and patient Sales lady for an exchange...(and of course... by this time I had already lost the receipt for the purchase that I had made..lets see....not 20 minutes b4....uh huh...so typical...ok back to the tale at hand)...so after I made my FINAL DECISION...me and Brit walked out together ......very happy :)
ok then...
.....I have been feeling strange today.......I don't feel like things are as shocking as they once were for some reason.....cant put my finger on it......just that something feels amiss......maybe last nights chat carried its strange remnants over til today....hard to say........but time will tell.....
Ok....so Now I must clean up the bits and pieces from the wrapping party I just had......and as a side note I wrap presents like a 2 year old throwing a tantrum......I am HORRIBLE!! I have no artistic wrapping qualities whatsoever....I shoulda had the wrappers @ the mall do it but I was in no mood to stand in line .....which now that I think of it......the lines tonight weren't all that bad....and everyone was very nice and polite.......yea......was a good experience, perhaps its the small town mall I went to...made for a rather nice x-mas shopathon, but that doesn't mean I want to go back and do some more.......oh no no no
Alrighty then.....I shall kick it for now and catch ya lata'
Ciao
YES!!
Another season done....all that's left is the opening and the ooohhhhhiiiiiiing and aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhing.....which of course...is the best part. I did it all in one place too! Well I hit the mall and only needed to go to 3 stores... The Bon, Penny's....and some other place...of course the name eludes me @ the moment...anywayz.....I am quite pleased with my purchases and very pleased that I didn't go over the 400$ mark...veddy nice ...plus...its way nice for me wallet.....another bennie issss I bought my self a gift as well...what the hell.....my B-day is in a few weeks.....so figured I might as well.....
I am in love with Burberry...tis a perfume I wear and ONLY Burberry......I was in Vegas a few years back and happened on a fragrance that Burberry makes and FELL IN LOVE.......only I could never remember the name of it until tonight.....while I was @ The Bon I was checking out the smelly section and 'voila.....there was my Burberry.....and 'voila again.....there was the fragrance that has been evading me for the last few years......I found out that it is called "Brit" which is rather fitting as it is made in London......so I tested some.... but being the ass I am I decided to buy my stand by the original Burberry....but.....always a but..... I had sprayed the Brit on me wrist so while I continued on my shopping spree I kept on smelling meself....until finally...... I couldn't take it no more( that is meant in a good way....) and went back and bugged the sweet and patient Sales lady for an exchange...(and of course... by this time I had already lost the receipt for the purchase that I had made..lets see....not 20 minutes b4....uh huh...so typical...ok back to the tale at hand)...so after I made my FINAL DECISION...me and Brit walked out together ......very happy :)
ok then...
.....I have been feeling strange today.......I don't feel like things are as shocking as they once were for some reason.....cant put my finger on it......just that something feels amiss......maybe last nights chat carried its strange remnants over til today....hard to say........but time will tell.....
Ok....so Now I must clean up the bits and pieces from the wrapping party I just had......and as a side note I wrap presents like a 2 year old throwing a tantrum......I am HORRIBLE!! I have no artistic wrapping qualities whatsoever....I shoulda had the wrappers @ the mall do it but I was in no mood to stand in line .....which now that I think of it......the lines tonight weren't all that bad....and everyone was very nice and polite.......yea......was a good experience, perhaps its the small town mall I went to...made for a rather nice x-mas shopathon, but that doesn't mean I want to go back and do some more.......oh no no no
Alrighty then.....I shall kick it for now and catch ya lata'
Ciao
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
dunno
I dunno what to write about today.......I really haven't done anything worth writing about....I am now more aware of Sausage arms than I needed to be but its all a good thing....lemme see.....Abstinence can be a good thing...and what else...working out for 30 minutes on a step master will make you swear ALOT.....ummmmmmm and I now know that I will most likely be lat 4 work and that's ok.....oh and my extended family ......I will keep one of them nameless....well HE can kiss my ass and like it.....
yup
Pretty much that's it for today......all my rants and rage for the day.......
Oh on a lighter note....Does anyone remember the Electric Company ? I LOVED THAT SHOW...it was kinna like the sesame Street for the cooler kids........Morgan Freeman was on it....how cool is that?....he was the Easy Reader...and then there were The Adventures Of Letter Man.....that was the shit man!!!....OMG.... fun!!!
Ok....my retardo stage is @ an end .......I shall now take my groovin self to the J........
yea man
ciao
yup
Pretty much that's it for today......all my rants and rage for the day.......
Oh on a lighter note....Does anyone remember the Electric Company ? I LOVED THAT SHOW...it was kinna like the sesame Street for the cooler kids........Morgan Freeman was on it....how cool is that?....he was the Easy Reader...and then there were The Adventures Of Letter Man.....that was the shit man!!!....OMG.... fun!!!
Ok....my retardo stage is @ an end .......I shall now take my groovin self to the J........
yea man
ciao
Monday, December 20, 2004
Yet to Start........
To shop or not to shop? Tis the question of my week.......as I have yet to begin shopping.....I told you all I am the biggest procrastinator of all time. I truly hate shopping....I am not big on crowds, screaming kids, grumpy sales clerks and packed parking lots and my favorite is waitin in those forever lines......oh how I dislike it so. I mean I really cannot take it......I have never been big on X-mas shopping......but I have to do it.....as with most things its a "have to". So I do believe I will do it all on Wednesday......just 2 days b4 X-mas eve. .....yup that's the plan now....
Well my good friend Jackies just came by and we had a good chat....she always makes me feel good about everything.....she has her Bachelors in some type of Social Services......she works with drug abusers and emotionally challenged individuals.....and she is excellent at what she does....so I can talk to her just about anything......as she can relate to what I'm going through with regards to school and mife( my Life)....anyway she came by and we made plans for X-mas Eve....so I am looking forward to seeing her and having some spiced nog....yea....shall be a good time..
Ok then....I am having some superficial dilemmas at the moment..seems that I cant get passed a physical attribute regarding someoneI am seeing.....I don't know why, but I really just wish I could get passed this ..its not one of my better attributes..Truly it isn't...I know why I am having this little prob as I was........ at one time ...with someone I wasn't physically attracted to.....I loved this person, but when it came to being physical..... I always had to take myself somewhere else emotionally....like take myself somewhere other than where I was.... and I HATED it....I don't want to do that again........it isn't fair to me nor the person I am with......so here I am again in a similar situation....but this time I can be honest about what I am feeling and thinking, which I wasnt able to be in my past relationship.....so I am hoping.. that since I am being honest and sincere that perhaps I/we can work through it and make it work....cos I really want to make this work....
well I shall move on now......and recommend my song for the day..well 2 songs for the day....Coleys choice(s) R.....Kenny Chesneys - You had me @ hello and Kenny Loggins -Whenever I call you friend.....one old and one sorta new.......
I am off now to shower and run to the store and come back here and put the finishing touches on the 3 papers I have written about history........
oh and the Tree turned out very bright and shiny with a STAR that reminds of something from Rainbow Brights Pony show......yea.....really COULRFULLLLLL
Ok well I shall end this and update soon.......sooner than later.....
Stay tuned........
Ciao 4 now
Well my good friend Jackies just came by and we had a good chat....she always makes me feel good about everything.....she has her Bachelors in some type of Social Services......she works with drug abusers and emotionally challenged individuals.....and she is excellent at what she does....so I can talk to her just about anything......as she can relate to what I'm going through with regards to school and mife( my Life)....anyway she came by and we made plans for X-mas Eve....so I am looking forward to seeing her and having some spiced nog....yea....shall be a good time..
Ok then....I am having some superficial dilemmas at the moment..seems that I cant get passed a physical attribute regarding someoneI am seeing.....I don't know why, but I really just wish I could get passed this ..its not one of my better attributes..Truly it isn't...I know why I am having this little prob as I was........ at one time ...with someone I wasn't physically attracted to.....I loved this person, but when it came to being physical..... I always had to take myself somewhere else emotionally....like take myself somewhere other than where I was.... and I HATED it....I don't want to do that again........it isn't fair to me nor the person I am with......so here I am again in a similar situation....but this time I can be honest about what I am feeling and thinking, which I wasnt able to be in my past relationship.....so I am hoping.. that since I am being honest and sincere that perhaps I/we can work through it and make it work....cos I really want to make this work....
well I shall move on now......and recommend my song for the day..well 2 songs for the day....Coleys choice(s) R.....Kenny Chesneys - You had me @ hello and Kenny Loggins -Whenever I call you friend.....one old and one sorta new.......
I am off now to shower and run to the store and come back here and put the finishing touches on the 3 papers I have written about history........
oh and the Tree turned out very bright and shiny with a STAR that reminds of something from Rainbow Brights Pony show......yea.....really COULRFULLLLLL
Ok well I shall end this and update soon.......sooner than later.....
Stay tuned........
Ciao 4 now
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