Sleep

I slept
13 hours.....
Thank You GOD!!!

I think it may have been working with a hangover.....or the not sleeping in 10 days......hard to say.......but it may have been the exhausting discussion I had with Shocker.........I truly think that may have been what took me over the Zzzzzzzzz edge....


That conversation prior to me falling asleep....well that needs to be addressed here.....

We were getting along very well.........well.......in a good way.....so to speak.....

Then for some reason .......it all went to shit.....its as if we are not on the same page.....at all...........I don’t know what it is...........I do actually......there is a reason I am holding back.....one in particular and perhaps maybe I will share that with Shocker someday.....but not right now.......

I will say this.......

I do have feelings for you Shocker....very strong ones......they are just numb right now.....and I will explain that to you one day.......I care about you.....and I think of you .......all the time......you have shown me that I can love again......cos I really didn’t think I could......but pls understand that I am not in a place right now where i can share mylfe......with you or anyone........

If I were in that place.......it would be you.......and only you..



Darren Hayes
Light



The light, it flickers
Your light, travelling down so deep
Illumination

I have been cold, I have been blind
You have come to change my mind
I can put my faith in you

The light, it blisters
Your light, coming down so bright
Transformation
Turn it up, give me some room to grow
Turn it up, give me that sense to know

I have been cold, I have been blind
You were sent to change my mind
I can put my faith in you

For something ordinary
It's so extraordinary
I trust, I put my faith in you
In you
In you, in you
In you, in you

The light, it glitters
Your light, when I stand this close
It's almost blinding
Turn it up, give me some room to grow
Turn it up, give me the sense to know

I have been changed, I have become
I have flamed under the sun
I'm the reflection of you

For something ordinary
It's so extraordinary
I trust, I put my faith in you
In you
In you, in you
In you, in you
In you, you, you

For something ordinary
It's so extraordinary
I just, I put my faith in you
In you
In you, in you
In you, you, you

It flickers
It blisters
It glitters

In you, in you
In you, you, you
You are