El Coley's trip

So I finally committed to a date and time to go 2 Portland.....and I cant wait..... ( I decided to just forget about the drama factor.....Drama is like a badhair day.....its inevitable and we all have our fair share....)
I am leaving on the 31st the DAY AFTER the concert my brother and I are going to in Spokaloo......I figured since I was there I might I as well fly out instead of having to come all the way back home to just turn around and go back.....yadda yadda......so anyways......I shall be flying outa here in about 2.5 weeks......I am looking forward to it.....I need a holiday.......from mlyfe........sooooooo other than that I really have nothing more to report......I am in the midst of my 3 day weekend.....and I had planned on getting out of here for a few , but I haven't managed 2 do much yet 2day.......Although after I finish this here short story......I will jump in the car and do my errands and enjoy what's left of this beautiful day....as lemme tell you folks....here in the Pacific Northwest......the weather is breathtaking.......70ish and gorgeous......


Tends 2 make people put on one of these......


:)



Moving on...

I spoke with a friend last night.....and I got the feeling that I perhaps divulged 2 much.......so I will have 2 in the future try and refrain from talking about certain details in mlyfe......I am finding that I am having 2 do this a lot......as certain individuals are lurking about in mlyfe as of late and to be honest its really BUG!......but what can ya do?

nadda.


I am listening to this song by Charlie Robinson................El Cerrito Place
I like this 'ol cuntry tune very much....Its sad but nice.......I can relate......been there several times.......

Speaking of El Emexico.........I am going to Mehico in October.......my friend Suzilla has 2 time shares......1 on the beach and 1 by a golf course......so we are gonna spend our time in between the 2 places.....both places are 5 star quality as well.......so yea.....I am looking forward to that as well...........all I have to pay is me airfare and its BUH BYE!!!!.......

fun.


ok well I have nothing else

I'm spent.

I shall return..........

stay tuned...

tootles...

Currently in the life of.....

So I haven't been keepin my the 'ol blog as updated as I would like too......but I guess the reason is …. I have nothing all that exciting to report as of late....

But I am going to give it a try today……so here we go…

lets see.......
Work- Well its been ok...for the most part…cept’...my boss yesterday tried to go off on me....and when I say tried that's exactly what I mean....she trots on up to me and starts bitching about the shift prior to mine and that I need to bla bla bla......so I say ''WhoA there Nelly!........I am not responsible for that shift and I just walked in the door not 15 minutes ago so why don’t you go vent your action elsewhere?" She looked @ me.......smiled......and went "I guess I am being a bit pissy huh?" I say "Ummmmm....yea you kinna are".......she laughed and went to bitch at someone else........which was AOK with me.so other than that…. work is well…..work........same 'ol same 'ol

School- Well that is going exceptionally well...........as noted in previous posts.

Friends- All good........well except for one......but she will be OK soon I hope.....she had an unfortunate happening with her pregnancy.......so I hope she will be OK... :(
Other than that all me friends are good........

Family- Mr. C has finally stopped acting like an ass.........which is always good........lets see......I did 4get my Aunts B-day........I thought it was the 12th......was the 7th.....so today I am going out and buying "Make-up" B-day gifts and cake..........as I feel like a piece of used toilet paper.

Lemme see.......All other aspects of my life are going OK........I dont know how many other aspects there are with regards to mlyfe......but whatever they are.......its all gravy.


I am single again.......which is OK.....I am not good with relationships and maybe I never will be. I love it when I explain this to people and I always get the "Well aren’t you worried that you will end up all alone?" Ummmmmmm...no I am not.......never have been......and as far as I have seen.......we all end up alone in the end anyway......its who you share your life with that matters......and for me….. my family and friends and the occasional fling have always been enough......I am not ruling out the possibility of the "ONE"...but as of right now.....with school.....Mr.C.....work.....and all of it.......I just don’t have the energy.........so there you go..........


Sometimes though…… I do get pissed when I get cornered about the “your still single and no kids!.. OH MY GOD! ”rhetoric...….well……its not the end of the world…..perhaps your world is coming to an end as my life seems to be of utmost importance to you…..but for me……its okey dokey….
My family has learned to stop hounding me about being single…….. as every time I start getting the business......I just ask the person who is giving me the businesses at the said moment how the 3 marriages they were in worked out? Seems to always get my point across right quick..


Lets see.....



The Portland trip is on/off again........its not the $ factor.......its the drama factor........I miss my buddies, but I don’t miss the drama.......I have my plate full of it here.........over full.........but.........I am hoping maybe the end of the month I will scoot on over for a weekend.......and then make plans for my VIVA LAS VEGAS!!!.....



ok.....


well........ I have not been reading the news.....oh wait........I did see something yesterday..... MT. ST. Helens blew her stack yesterday......I did see that......now that I remember that……( Such a small occurrence don’t you know…almost a daily dealy).. I need to call me buds in Portland and see what’s what......other than that… I am clueless about the happenings in the world.....and that's pretty sad as I started this 'ol blog to talk about politics and such and the last few moths have been anything but political spew....


Oh Well...........


Well tis time for me to work out........been slacking there as well.......but its all good.. Then I am off to buy a surround sound for my room....a new one........and buy Aunt Glo her (belated I am so sorry B-Day) gifts....


I shall return...

Till then

Keep it on ice...


lata'

YES!!

Ok folks.......Time for me to brag......

I just received my grade back for my biology Mid-term......I received 85%.....so a B+
For my essays I received 100%.....so an A+

YES!!!!

I am so psyched.....as that is by far my hardest class.....

I received 94%.....so an A on my psychology exam....saweet!

This Wednesday my brother and I both are going to the library so I can do all of my Political Science stuff........I cant believe he wants to go with me.....but when I do well in school he gets all excited and happy........Its funny actually.....as my brother could care less about academics, but when it comes to me he really does.....pretty proud of me ....yes he is...


Yesterday was a good day as well...I spent the day with Antoniose......my best friend......we literally grew up together.....and I haven't spent any time with him since I came back here....so it was good to hang out with him and his brother for the day....... fun was had by all......especially when we were all trotting down memory lane.....o boy.....did we ever have fun re-visiting the past......I would have 2 say say that we were all a bit crazy.......but cool...fun.....good..cwazy....

Good times....

Indeed........



ok then.......

I am going to eat some home-made soup my aunt made and watch A Sharks Tale and call it a day......

oh and b4 I go.......

I am so....so... very sorry to a certain someone.....I didn't mean to hurt anyone......I truly didn't...... so I hope you will forgive me and well.......I do hope some day...that you will be happy.............and meet the person you are looking 4.



ciao

Right!

I received a nice chunk of change today......veryyyyy nice.............

I am going VIVA BABY!!

oh yes.....

Spring Break in Vegas.......

that's me.......with a friend......

groovy,great,and grand.........it shall be........

Well I am outy.........I have to finish up my Biology essay tomorrow........then its on to Political Science......
My GPA is as I sit........3.4

kewl!

oh .....and b4 I 4get.........

This new guy......we shall call him.......lemme see........hmmmmmm.......The Blonde Fox.....yes....I think that's what I shall call him here @ the 'ol bloggeroo......very fitting......

Oh ....I was saying........

well he is nice to work with.......

Professionally speaking ......................

of course.

uh hum



;)

ok then......



Hope y'all have a good weekend.......

I shall

ciao

Still kickin.....

Hi......

Coley is currently away from the 'ol Blog and will return when she has something interesting to comment on.....as at present there really isnt anything thats all that great to share....


Truly.........DULL


However.....as soon as something comes up.......I will return.....

Keep shakin....


Lata'

Train...Train....Take me on out of this town.....

I downloaded a song today by an old R-N-R band......Blackfoot...called Train,Train. I absolutely LOVE this song......as well as another one of their tunes......Highway Song..... o man does this shit take me back......I used to listen to this all the time when I was 16.....although with the Train song I used to change the lyrics a bit.......Train Train take me on out of Spokane.......well all my friends and myself used to add our own tidbits......I had actually forgotten about this band until today.......was listening to the radio and it popped on.... I went WOWSA.....so.... I thought I would share it with my readers out there....so if you are into good 'ol rock-n-roll I totally recommend it.........Totally dude!

;)


Ok ......so work was good.....but sad in a way.....as Fairy Grrl is moving to New York next month......her last day is the 28th.......and I will miss her......she is an excellent worker....she is great fun and doesn't get caught up in all the drama at work....which...seems to rampant these days......and....of course there was another episode of the drama tonight when Tissue got all huffy over something Fairy Grrl and I said to her.......we were joking.....well half-joking......but of course she got all pissy and yadda yadda.........fucking drama.......it is for the birds lemme tell ya......

I am still trying to set a date for me lil trip to Portland.....all I know is it will be next month some time......IT HAS 2 B next month!!......I am in need of a city and some fun..this small sleepy town is driving me out of my tree..........Portland.....fun in the rain......lol........but its all good........I miss it.....and my friends.......

Well that's all I have for the 'ol blog tonight........I am debating about going out for a few or staying in.........I may just toss a coin......what I really wish is that Binks and Jonny were just down the road like old times and we could just go out and dance and have a bitchin time......I miss that......I truly do........Next month........

I guess now that I think about it ....the Train Train tune hit me like it did.... as perhaps....... it applies to where I am at now.......another small town..another desire to GET OUT of the small town.... I am not a small town girl..I never was and I never will be......



ok then.....hope you all have a Fabulous weekend.......

ciao

Diamonds, Pearls and Keys......

Well I never made it back here to finish my update yesterday about the The cleaning Part 2 ......It went really well......the shots weren't as bad......the cleaning was a lot faster( allot of blood....) and all in all it was okey dokey......save for the fact of the "I just had a stroke numbing concoction" they gave me in order to perform the plaque attack...... the left side of my face was PAINLESS for about 4 hours......and this time the ribbing I received was from my always witty brother Mr.C.....he was making me laugh and smile and when your face is numbed off.....well it doesn't work right.....so when I would smile only half of my mouth would form a smile and so Mr.C would then imitate me....oh laughs.....I guess I looked like CartMan from SouthPark when he was trying to act mentally challenged for the special Olympics.......

fabulous.

Mr. C is so nice to me.......

* The dentist did inform me that I have a cavity....make that 2 cavities..... that shoudl be filled soon.....I then rsponded by telling the nice dentist man that he had to be wrong as I have NEVER had a cavity in my whole life.....so he had me mixed up with someone else.....he smiled and told me that he doesnt make mistakes and that I need to have it taken care of before it ...bla bla bla......


So my dental journey is not over....not by a long shot.....and then of course there go my bragging rights.....of never having a cavity......


dammit.


Lets see....... for the remainder of the day I finished an exam and started on my taxes....oh joy.......I hate taxes...I mean who doesn't......I have a friend here who works for H&R during the T season...and I guess I could have her do em......if I could ever get ahold of her.......Regardless.........I am trying to figure out what I can and cannot claim this year.....without having the black suits banging down my door.......fun stuff....

Moving On.......

I think I have mentioned on here that my musical interests are rather broad ......I think that would be a fitting description.........as of late I have been listening to Prince, Alicia Keys ,and .. Martina McBride....all extremely talented.... I pretty much like all of their material.....but the 3 songs I am recommending today are as follows.....so pay attention.....

1. Diamonds and Pearls "P"
2. I cant stop falling in love "AK"
3. How Far "MM"

Ummmmm...
If you listen to them in that order..... it sounds like a relationship is falling apart now that I think about it...so...feel free to mix it up a bit......unless of course .....you are in the "Break-up" process.......


Ok

I need to say buh bye and do my daily workout and get ready for the 'ol jobola......

catch ya on the farside

'lata

My monster

Here's my daily update.......and there will be more later as today is the 2nd half of the Cleaning!

Last night I watched Some Kind Of Monster.....The movie about Metallica .......and it was really good.......I was expecting some rock-n-roll insanity.....ya know....sex,drugs,and r-n-n......but instead.....it was a very well made film .... and the guys in the band were extrmemly professional and bushiness like.......I really enjoyed it.....I used to be a fan of their music and occasionally if I am in the mood..... for that negative aggressive rock...I will throw on one of their older CD's...but their newer stuff doesn't appeal to me...I have moved on to the Likes of Godsmack and Korn for my I HATE EVERYTHING ROCK!..... So I do reccomend the movie for all you music lovers out there.....tis a good flick....

I must be off for now.......I have to work out......shower.....take an exam.....and head to the BIG D....oh joy........

I shall return....

Have a good one....

lata'

Training Day

And the saga continues.....


I go into work today to find out that I am scheduled to leave @ 8PM....Which is a good thing......and then I find out that I am only scheduled to work for 2 days this week..Extremely good thing....as I hate working!!! Well I am then told that I will have 2 trainees..and wouldn't you know it.....they were both guys.....very cute guys..... :) so..... needless to say ..... the work Gods were veddy nice to me today..sending me some nice eye candy in scrubs.......

Ok then...

All was going well......and I was happy as heck as I was getting to leave early and I was just making small talk with the "guys" when I asked one of them what he was doing here and why he wanted to get into nursing and he says "Well, it sure as shit beats killing people" Ummmmmmm WHAT!?
Turns out he was in the Special Forces and has for the past 6 yrs been stationed in Bosnia and Afghanistan......He then proceeded to tell me that the Bosnia situation was/is a lot worse than is being reported in this country and that all in all it sucked shit.......Well I says "I want to thank you for what you did for our country, although I have to admit that I am against the war in Iraq" He replies "So am I....A lot of us guys are".......He then says " That fucking Bush is turning this into another Vietnam as I know of 5000 soldiers that have lost arms, legs, and are generally disabled" I go " WOW.....why don't we hear about this?" He replies " No one wants to interview guys like me....they just want to hear how wonderful things are and that the objective is being met".....I then say......." I would be happy to interview you"......of course he just laughed.......I wasn't laughing.......and deep down neither was he.......after that we made small talk about the price of oil here and he made the remark that gas should be 50 cents a gallon and so on........
I again thanked him for his service and told him how sorry I was for him losing his friends and so forth.......He said "Thank You" in the end I made a good friend and learned a few things........well.......I had a few things reinforced as I have always felt that the war is a farce and that we weren't being told the truth with regards to the casualties and wounded......

I know that not ALL of the soldiers that have served our country feel this way......but I also know that many of them do.......and it doesn't make them any less patriotic and it certainly doesn't make them un-American.......It makes them HUMAN. So I would like to take this time and once again say THANK YOU to all of the men and women who have served in the Armed Forces......Thank You for your sacrifices....Thank You- Thank You......and whatever your feelings are in regards to the war or current administration does
not undermine my gratitude to you....at all.......It just makes me respect you more.....

While I'm at it........I would like to again thank my new found friend.....Mr. Soldier.....for having the balls to say what he felt.....Regardless of who was standing in ear shot.....as trust me.....he had a few glares from a few eavesdroppers.....so ..........Thanx!

Ok then......I am off to watch Law And Order........I LOVE that show.......

I shall be back...


Peace

V day

Happy V Day!!!

So here it is....Hallmarks favorite time of year..... I have a bit of history for all those Die-Hard romantics out there........

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

This one is my favorite...


According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl -- who may have been his jailor's daughter -- who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France.


http://www.historychannel.com/exhibits/valentine/?page=history


I do love legends.........and I, myself.....am......... to some extent a sappy romantic......as of late I haven't been.....but usually I am.......anywayz.......I thought I would send a Happy Valentines Day wish to all of those Bloggers out there.....

Moving On......


Speaking of V day...."sounds like a venereal disease doesn't it?....Hey Sara!! Did you get that V Day taken care of yet????!"

k.

I have been for some bloody reason listening to the most sappiest music ever made....I know its due to me watching that damn VH1 show......100 worst love songs or somethin.......so I have been listening to Color Me Bad.....(I seen them actually) ummmmm Michael Bolton and get this.....AIR SUPPLY.....HAHAHAH.(I'm all out of love....I'm so lost without you)....I laugh my ass off .......but ...hey....I know all the words....Don't we all? I mean......hey kids.......... somewhere along the line these fools sold millions of records.....so we can make fun all we want.....I have a feeling their the ones who are having the last laugh.....


Tis my lil Valentines Rant....

I must be off......Its work out time......and then I am off to buy a new vacuum....I Finally convinced my brother that WE NEEDED a New Hoover........I cannot stand not having a properly working Hoover.......lemme see........then I am off to tan......and buy some nicotine patches.....this smoking HAS got to stop......I feel so fucking guilty every time I do smoke and its really gotten out of control since I moved here.......I mean I have smoked on and off for about 12 yrs......but the last 8 months have been the worst....I am up to about 6-8 smokes a day.....sometime more......and I can just imagine what I am doing to myself.......not nice.....so I am going to bite the bullet (or patch).....and quit............the time has come....


Ok then.....

Have a great day......


Ciao

Let it show

Tonight was an interesting night to say the least........I spoke with just about every friend I have back home . Lets see I spoke with Clogs,Jonny,Patti Anne, and of course Binks.......had a lot of laughs and the occasional serious chit chat.......I must admit it was good to talk with Clogs as I haven't spoken with her since I left in August.....seems she is in the midst of a separation with her hubby......but it seems that this is a good thing......so I wish her well. I didn't get to speak with Suzilla.......although I would have liked to........so I am hoping she will call me ASAP.....as there was an incident this evening that I am curious to see if it was in the end OK...I also spoke with Jonny and I was happy to talk with him.....as yet again I hadn't spoken with him since Aug. He sounds well and life is treating him well.........so all in all I did get to talk with most of my good friends.....even Patti Anne who informed me that she is sending me a package for V Day.....of course she wouldn't tell me what it is......I hate that........but I am grinning.....from ear 2 ear..... as I write this....... as getting gifts from your pals is alwayz a great feeling.......

Moving on....

work went well tonight....poor fairy grrl was a bit hung over but she managed to make it through the shift in one piece.......better her than me......o man do I remember the days of working with the rembrants of the night b4 lingering on.....the haze....the cold sweats......the cotton mouth......the unhappy disposition......o boy do I remember........and memories thankfully are enough to remind me not to consume the night prior to a shift......but when your 19 like fairly grrl.....well u really don't think about the repercussions........Its the fun your having that matters.......not the day after...... but isn't that way it is ..........

yip

SideNote
If this contact doesn't stop drying out and buggin me I WILL scream.

lil bugger

ok
Just had to get that out......


Well V day is fastly approaching ...........so for all the die hard romantics....... I hope Mr. Cupid finds ya........... and pokes ya .............in all the right places.....

;)


I must be off to bed........

But B4 I go........

I just want to send my love to all my buds tonight..... and let them know that I miss them ALL terribly.....it is so true that old saying "You don't know what you have until its gone" .......well that couldn't be more true for me tonight.....as since I have moved I have realized how.....so very much ....I miss my friends in Portland..........and talking to them makes me feel sad and happy all @ once......but thankfully...... I will be able to see them all next month when I return for a visit....... and that my friends is a great feeling....Knowing that no matter where I go...or where they go......we can always find the time to talk and on occasion......spend a few days together.....




Ok then......

that's all folks

nite

Working My life away

So here I am working on a Sat. I know I shouldn't bitch, lots of folks have to work on a Sat. but I feel as if I have paid my dues with working weekends.....I truly do..

So I just finished my workout and I need a shower........feels good to work out.....I find if I don't do it on a semi-daily basis I don't feel right...........

Well I best be off...........

Oh and for all of those folks who think I write in code...well tis not a code...I write in this manner to mostly protect my friends identity and I don't necessarily want to divulge my whole life for the world to read......this site is purely for amusement ONLY....

My amusement for the most part...

;)

Keep it real

ciao

Insulation Wake Up

I am sleeping.....Soundly.......having nice dreams....well I think I was........and all the sudden.......BANG BANG RATTLE RATTLE CRASH !!!!!
I wake up in a start. ..... "WA FU?" so....Sleepy eyed and Pissed off I open the curtain to witness a whole strew of men on my front lawn......seems they are here to re-do the insulation and clean the heating vents or some such shit. Well that's great......will help on the heat bill......but as for the timing. 7am?
Oh Hell no!
Needless to say I sleepy walked and mumbled myself to the couch and promptly fell back asleep until the 'ol alarm clock went off ........nice way to start me Friday.

So I seen that O'l Prince Charley is going to re-marry. Doesn't that mean he will give up the throne? Or being King? hehehe.......... lil royal humor there......Anyways........I love the Brits...I am what you would call an anglophile........One who admires England, its people, and its culture. So I shall be following this story quite closely......yes indeed.

I received a nice voice mail from a certain someone........ummmmm...seems I made a deal of some sort.......so I have to make things right and do my part sometime soon ......so.......I will have to work on that...

I must be off.......work out and post my web page...I really need to start watching the news again.......I have not a clue to what's going in the world...........I used to be on CNN headlines news email thingy.....where I would get all the current updates.......I need to get meslef back on that neat lil dealy..

ok then




Happy Friday to Y'all!!!

Ciao

Lack of communication

Things are about the same with me.......I am in the process of making a multi-media argument for my English course.....I have a thesis so all I have 2 do is sit down and fix my images and argument into a web page that I have been building for the past few weeks........pretty gravy.

I had a not so good conversation last night with someone.....Y is it that when you try to be as honest as possible and explain what you can and cannot offer it isn't good enough? I like this person a lot and would like to keep a relationship going, but I just cannot commit my entire life away @ the moment or be something I'm not at the present time. I am extremely stretched to the limits with school....work ......and taking care of the house and the brother..........so u know......@ the end of the day......... if I am not wanting to scream and kickfight the cat... I really just want to melt into my covers and sleep my life away..........I don't know why this is so hard to understand........Perhaps the age difference is a factor and the fact that this individual doesnt have any real responsibilities @ present......Maybe?

I don't know.......

wish I did.....I also wish this didn't have to be so flipping hard......cos I don't remember relationships being so difficult.....well one was........kinda......o...... fuckity fuck fuck......

ok ....thats me Bloggy 4 2day........thank you for letting me express me thoughts......I'll be here all week...


I must be off to the Job........I am working today, tom, and Sat.

can you feel the love?


ciao

Pet Peeves

Ok so I am driving around today and I was rather irritated so I decided when I returned home I would make a list of things that really BUG me....so here goes.......


(This list isn't in order of irritability......the irritability is all equal)



1. Writing emails to friends and getting no reply. I mean the whole point of writing an email is to basically ask "hey....how the hell are ya?" right? So if one sends someone an email...the polite thing 2 do would be to answer it.......well that's Coley's law of ethical email behavior.

* If I receive an email from someone and I don't reply.......then that basically means I don't want to have any type of communication with that individual...so for those who keep sending me email....and I don't write back...well......now you know why....

hmmmmmm now that I think about it.......perhaps Coleys law applies to those to whom I am not getting responses from......well....

F**K U2!!
;)


2. People who cannot drive......nor adhere to the laws concerning pedestrians.....or for that matter...... pedestrians who don't adhere to the law. Example- Today I was driving downtown and this older guy walks directly out in front of me and another vehicle with out even looking.....the crosswalk was about 30 feet behind him....he could have easily used it.....as that's what its there for......but oh no.......he just trots on out in the middle of the street........irritability level on that lil happening would be in the RED ZONE

3. Backstabbers- Individuals who don't have the balls to say what they want to say to your face and so resort to saying things behind your back........hey.... we are all guilty of this .....but I, myself...am one of the people that will tell you to your face what I feel.........I am finding this behavior is especially high in the nursing profession...as for the most part....... the % of female employees is especially high.......so of course the gossip level goes up with the % of female employees....

Just the facts Ma'am


4. POP UPS!- I have to say the RED ZONE isn't red enough for these annoying fuckers! I have tried just about every little software package known to Geek Dom......with no real relief..........they are extremely annoying........

5. SPAM- see above

6. Liars/Thieves- I don't think I need to elaborate on these types. They speak volumes with their despicable actions......

7. People who smack their food while eating- Ummmmmmmm.......tis gross and rude.....CLOSE YOUR MOUTH......I know someone in specific who I am directing this at.....he will sit and SLOP AND SMACK his food.....all the while........talking to you.......and your just sitting there with this look of disgust and disbelief on ur face......and he is oblivious to why.......
nice.....well...........no its not....

8. Slowness in people- I am naturally a very impatient person.......comes with being a Capricorn I suppose.....but if I am in line and the checker is standing around picking their ass or just slow.........I am about ready to climb the walls...........Pick up the pace people!

9. Clingy people- Ok I am not a very tactile person unless I am involved with you.....I don't hang on people and don't like being hung on......u know that one person in your life who just HAS to hang on you while talking to you or touch you or be in your face while talking to you. Like the Seinfield CloseTalker guy? I always want to say "hey...this is my space......and this is your space......don't invade my space and I wont be inclined to destroy your space". Thank you

10. Last but not least....Reality TV.....I mean come on!! They have a show for...... literally everything in life. I think it is a bit much........people need to spend a little more time working on their own "reality" and not so much time obsessed with people they don't even know ...nor ever will ......

So that's my lil list.......I know I am not perfect nor do I want to be......I enjoy having faults...well.....I mean I am glad to know I have them as it makes me human and therefore......I can work to become a better person......so in knowing this I will try and work on what Peeves me.......if people wont be so damn BUG!


I must work out and get some Homework done.....


catch ya later


Toodles...

So cool

I love my new Blog.....tis so fucking cool........it is it is...........

So I haven't updated anything on here in a few days so where o where do I begin?

Nothing much new has been a goin on in me life as of late to tell u true........last night after work I went out with N2 as her mother owns a pub in the Heights....so we shot a couple games of stick and called it a night.......I talked with lil shockeroo for a sec and we are on the same page as of today.....which is always nice....lemme see.........my freak cousin Toad had my Aunt call me over 8$ I owe him.......yes that's right......8 W H O L E dollars.......so I just dropped off a 10 spot and she glared @ me as if I was the anti-Christ.......Don't u just love it when the family takes shit to the extreme? I mean really.......lets call the Uunt so she can get me to pay a debt that I had spaced out...... so now everyone can think I am the biggest cheapscate and yadda.... yadda... yadda .......whatever.......lovely..........GROW UP TOAD!!!!!

Moving on.........

Work is work.......Fairy grrl came into work to help ME ( me......cos ......well its me....) out tonight which I thought was extremely sweet...as it was her day off.......and wouldnt u know it....she came anyway cos like I said.....it was ME..( Yes.....folks its all about ME)......

I got to see the car I want to buy....tis a sweet ride...but alas....I Don't think it is meant 2 be.......so I am still a shopping for some wheels........I am taking my time........I will continue to drive the Honda ......is my brothers but in my name so I guess its OURS..........for now.....

School is going really well.......I have a ton of work 2 do tomorrow..........but its a cinch.........just reading and a writin..........oh joy....

I finally got me hair done the RIGHT way.....went to the same gal as b4 and told her what I wanted and she complied and did a fabulous job.....so I am wayyyyyyyyy Blonde again......well for a few days until it calms down.......but I am happy.........

Lemme see ........what else???????

ummmmmmmm

well..........

hmmmmmmmm

I guess that's it........4 now

Oh

I love 5 layer dip from IGA.........well the local IGA here.........I LOVE IT!! I am eating it now..........ohhhhhhhhh yummy

ok then........

I best scat

I shall Blog again .........Real soon

Stay Tuned..

;)

Ciao

New look

Well wadda ya think?

I got the idea to change from a good friend of mine......Although I pretty much tweaked me new Bloggy background all by meself........

I like it.........pretty coo

I must take me leave.......hafta work out and go 2 work.......


peace,love,dove


ciao

The big Numb

I venture out to see the new Dentist this morning for Part 1. of my cleaning and boy wasn't it a hoot! Firstly I had new dental hygienist lady to whom I had to explain that I am the biggest wiener in the world when it comes to me toothies. She thought we were going to do the WHOLE cleaning all at once.......ummmmmm that would be a NO.....a big NO....so she begins with giving my the laughing gas.....at an extremely high level so..... I .......of course have this huge perma grin going.....she then proceeds to give me about 5 shots of the numbing concoction on me upper and lower gums and begins the cleaning......I felt NOTHING.....but the sound was Horrible........I guess 4.5 years of plaque does sound horrible when its being SCRAPED off of your teethes and gums.......
So she finishes and by this time I can no longer form a coherent sentence and I sound like that retarded fool off of Crank Yankers.....but worse.......so I say "sthank Thyou.....I sthank" and head off home.......where I am met by My cousin who of course gives me the bushiness telling me I look like I had a stroke and so on............I am extremely numb, but still feeling the pain of being attacked orally by dental tools......so My cuz gives my a pain killer and I head off to work.......great.......I cannot talk.....everything is really funny......and I am stoned.......fun fun.........so work needless to say was rather funny and pretty entertaining.....Part 2. of my cleaning isn't until the 17th and I requested that day off........smart move I believe.....and the smarter move I believe is to have the toothies cleaned every 6 months as recommends by every dentist in the country!

I talked with Suzilla for quite awhile last night and thankfully and FINALLY she is moving home........YES!! So as soon she is all settled I will be
heading home for a visit.........I cant wait....

I must end this now.......I have a hair appointment in the morrow......which I am hoping will be painless and un-numbing........although laughing gas would be a bonus.........well maybe not.......my luck I would be laughing and the girls in the shop would think it was directed at them and bla bla bla bla...........better to leave the laughing gas for the tartar police...


Ciao babes

Nomalization

Things have gone back to normal pretty much in mife...(mylife)

1. Mr. C and I finally talked.....well I bit the bullet and did the right thing...Apologized for being an ass and he accepted, BUT he did say I had a right to say what I said, just could have done it at a more appropriate time........so thankfully........all is well again with him and I. He picked me up @ work tonight and bought me Chinese for dinner.....way sweet.......so I feel oh so much better about everything....... 'sigh'

2. Work is still an ify situation........Tissue......she is this girl that is extremely BUG.......well she worked tonight with N2 and myself.....well she (Tissue) doesn't like me talking to N2 and so things always seem to be a bit tense....Y she feels this way I dont know....well I do as N2 mentioned a few things...but thats a different story...anywaaaayyyy......I told another co-worker tonight I felt as if I was back in hig school with all this melodrama goin on......she agreed......anywayz......I will be transferred out of there here in the next week or so......so that should be Coolio

3. School is actually plugging along.......I received an invite to go to Olympia on the Universities account to do a meet-n-greet type of deal........meet other students and prospective employers......Don't know if I will go ........its in Olympia.....but it was nice to have the invite.

4. My cousin and I are getting along mucho better these days.........him and I will be watching the Bowel together this weekend as Mr. C is spending it with Q Dog........I am making my home made Chili for the occasion.......should be a good time.

5. I am working out religiously......and I am finally liking the results....... ;)

6. Suzilla is no longer mad @ me for standing her up last weekend......I will however try and make it up to her by visiting ASAP!

All in all ........I would have to say things are OK DOKEY.....I am glad.......for awhile there it was touch and go.........and I hate that!

Ok then......


Side Note

* I feel as if there is a big emptiness though........

.......I am hoping time will make this easier to endure.

....if memory serves.........it usually does.. its just in the meantime.......thats a bitch...

yip

A really big bitch.....



ok then......


I must take me leave 4 now



tootles

Sidebar

My flippin sidebar is still all buggered up!!!

Thats really all I have today............

cept' people keep calling me and hanging up........and thats not nice!

Ok then

I am off to the jobola

ciao!

End Justifies the means

Today was a so so day........I went to work and after last week with all the drama I asked for a transfer which, I received......... and then wouldn't you know it everyone flipped out when I told them I was leaving..........but alas.......tis to late .....I am still moving to another sector, I need a break..

Today I had to say something to someone that I didn't mean......well to be honest I lied.........but I lied cos in the end it will be for the best.......but I hate having to do things like that........but sometimes you have to do things you don't like in order to make things OK for all involved........

Regardless.........it still wasn't one of my finer moments....

As for the ongoing Saga with Mr. C.....still the same......

I am going to have some sghetti and watch the tube and call it a night.....

Tom. Is Bush's SOTUA.....

'yawn'

ciao babes

End of an era.....

Ok so I just finished watching the final episode of Sex and The City.......it ended exactly how I wanted it too.......I am just unhappy that its over.....as it is my fave show.....it is fabulous....anyway I had a few laughs and that was nice as I haven't been laughing all that much as of late.....

Things are still turbulent with Mr. C and I don't know if they will ever be the same....such is life..

I am right now making Spaghetti....and reading my P.S Textbook.......I do love politics.......I should have went to law school...its what my mother wanted me 2 do..........but......oh no I had to go into a field that is now pretty much obsolete.........well........my new degree should pay off in the end or I will have to be a bit pissy.....

Well then I shall call it a blog and check out

ciao

I really have no thoughts on a title.....

Hey

So I am surfing along and came across a Blog that I have been reading on occasion......and well I came across a rather interesting diet.....I must say I found it rather intriguing and thought I would share it with y'all

Try This Now!
After sitting in my lecture class for Physical Education, I decided that it was time for a new diet to compensate for the lack of sleep I am having over this prank war. It can be summed up in two words: caffeine Fasting. This is how it works-Begin a daily regimen of 4 cokes in the morning with 4 cups of coffee. For lunch you have 5 mountain dews and dinner is comprised of 3 Pepsi in addition to your normal amount of food. If you get hungry in between meals, eat a Nestle's Crunch or a Surge. If need be, for faster weight loss, supplement a drink with a diet pill. After being on this diet for only 2 days, sometimes a mere 4 hours, one will immediately experience the benefits of this program. These benefits include more energy than you've ever experienced and the time to get everything you wanted done. Without the need to sleep, your productivity will sky rocket. You can run faster and jump higher because you won't be able to feel anything. Like any diet though, side effects may occur. These include horrendous nightmares, kidney stones, hallucinations, tremors, bi-polar symptoms, loss of appetite, frequent urination, male erectile dysfunction, bouts of anger, increased perspiration, dementia, loss of identity, shortened attention span, shortened life span, and death. However, let not these symptoms deter you for the benefits far out weigh the side effects in the short run and isn't the now more important anyway.Soon this new diet will make landfall in America from Europe. Laugh all you want but the Hollywood Diet is pretty big (aka bulemia) and this isn't any worse.

Caution: This diet is extremely useful and should be used by everyone.

http://djzeke.blogspot.com/

Prett groovy eh?

Moving on.......

Today was rather uneventful........went to work......worked....came home.....ate some tacos.....watched Fear Factor and now I am just surfing.......speaking of Fear Factor......I was talking to Mr. C about this sick twisted show.....and I asked him....."Hey.....would you eat that weird shit for 50 grand?" He goes......."Well yea.....although I would hurl within .5 seconds, but I would try it".... I go "Well I wouldn't put that shit in my mouth......hell no......cos like you I know damn well I would blow chunks and knowing I would puts things in perspective......cos I I know I would lose the $ so y put the nasty factor snacks in my mouth".

I mean really........if you know you cannot win.....What's the point of putting Pureed bulls testicles with a twist of hog snot in ones mouth? Fuck me running......I don't know.........but it sure is fun to watch those 20something hard bodied morons do it....

well with that I shall call it a Blog and check out........

I shall try and Blog about something worthwhile tomorrow........like an update in IRAQ and such.....but dammit that's depressing.......but it is necessary to know what's going on.......I truly feel the better informed one is the more free one is.........more free to come to ones own opinions/thoughts on any said subject...

ok then

BTW

I am not happy about my Blog...for some God blessed reason my Profile is clear down at the end of my page now when it should be right up on top to the right.....I have looked at the code and compared it to other Blogs similar to mine......to no avail.....I just sent an email to the Blooger Gods to see if they can sort it out......I dont like it....I liked it the way it was and I want it back dammit.....NOW!!

So if anyone out there who might be reading this might know what has happened to my broken Blog....could you let me know....cos i dont like my Blog when its broken......

tanks

hehehe

ciao babes

Pain in the butt!

That's right......she is a pain in the butt!!! Domino is......my kitty.....well my brothers kitty.... well.....now she really isn't his kitty anymore as she follows me everywhere and insists on sleeping with me now.......but tonight.....gosh.......she is REALLY a pain in da butt. She wont STOP bugging me.....has to sit on my lap.....and I am trying to type a paper.......do you think she cares.......hell No! I have tried petting her....putting her in Mr. C's room....feeding her.......nuthin works.....she has to be where I am....for the most part..... and tonightis no exception....its just now she has to be ON me.......lil shit.....but I have to admit I love her so much....love my pussy....my pussy....pussy cat...she is my babyz..

Ok.....moving on.....

Today was an uneventful day....Finished my assignment........made tacos.......ummmmmm......thats about it.......fucking cat........she is sleepin on my hand so I have one hand to type with........man......Kats!

Well...tommorrow Bush will be inaugurated for another fabulous 4 yrs......I am so thrilled I could just spit......

Well I best go....I am very uncomfy @ the moment.....

catch ya on the scanner!!!

Ciao

Rice fever

So I am reading the CNN news today and I see that Rice is a lil pissy.....she looks like she wants to kill California Sen. Barbara Boxer to whom she was answering questions during Rice's confirmation hearings this week.She is being confirmed into the Secretary of State position....replacing Colin Powell. They had a pretty heated exchange ......Here's a sample of the lil conversation.

This is a pattern here of what I see from you," Boxer said. "It's very troubling. ... It's hard for me to let go of this war because people are still dying." She said Rice has not acknowledged those deaths, has not laid out an exit strategy for Iraq and has been unwilling to admit mistakes -- including going to war over weapons of mass destruction found later not to exist.
Rice insisted the war in Iraq was not launched solely over WMD. Saddam Hussein, she said, welcomed terrorists, attacked his own neighbors and paid suicide bombers in the conflict between Israel and Palestinians.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/ALLPOLITICS/01/18/rice.confirmation/index.html

I have to agree with Boxer on this one......Rice seesm so cold and without emotion when it comes to Iraq and her support of Bush's war policy. When Boxer attached her on these points ... Rice went on to say.... "I have to say that I have never, ever, lost respect for the truth in the service of anything," She later told Boxer, "I really hope that you will refrain from impugning my integrity."

Integrity?

What?

Sorry?

right...

ok...

moving on......

I had me eyes examined and got me new eye enhancers and picked out some new frames for my spectacles.....very nice.....Guess what kind they are.......I bet you cant GUESS........

:0

anyway......I can see clearly now the blur is gone......also while I was out yesterday I bought a membership to Costco......and proceeded to spend entirely to much $$....but we now have enough laundry soap and fabric softener to last until the New Year.....which is always good.....

I am off to work now

You kids play nice now........ya hear!

Ciao

Ever wonder?

Ever wonder how some people can be so stupid and others can be so smart? I was thinking that today when I posted a question on the Politcal forum site I am a member of......I basically asked what everyone thought of the Bill that is being passed in Virginia regarding the miscarriage deal I blogged about here last night.....and basically everyone took it completely out of context and turned it into a debate about abortion and abandonment.......which in turn resulted in my lil question being posted in the Abortion part of the forum.....so needless to say I never did get the results I wanted on my Poll.....well.....a few people did reply in the manner I was seeking........anywayz........just made me wonder how and why certain people cant just answer a simple question without turning it into something it isn't.......I mean really........I have that problem with Shocker all the time.......ask a question or say something and it turns into something else.......... regrdless......I was hoping to have a fair and honest debate regarding the privacy/rights isuues of women when it comes to Bills such as these......but in the end all I got was how horrible abortion/abandonment is......not very nice topics to use as a distraction(s) in order to NOT answer a question.......you think?

Moving on......


Today was a good day..(notice I saved that lil "good day" remark for the end of the damn day?).....I received my new leather jacket...I am very happy with it....tis a very classy and tasteful coat........lets see......bought 2 new pairs of sneakers......Nike and Reebok.....for work and just for working out........let me see........did the laundry and cleaned the pad......I am now just surfing and reading about current events while I wind down......Tomorrow I need to read a few chapters in my text books and get some homework done.......watch the NFL playoffs......which I did today as well......I was rooting for the Jets, but the Steelers won in OT.....dammit.......so tomorrow I am rooting for .....well not 2 sure....I usually root for the underdogs.....as my team didn't even come close to the playoffs......the 49ers......I love em......although they suck ass these days...... I do know I will be rooting against the Patriots....I am sick to death of the Patriots.....blah




Well I am gonna call it a night......its a short/boring blog tonight...I know.....but better than nothin


ciao 4 now

Life and all its wonderful BS

I am completely and utterly baffled....I really am........check this out


From the Democratic Underground's top Ten Conservative Idiots:

# 3 John Cosgrove

If Virginia Delegate John Cosgrove has his way, failing to report a miscarriage to the police within 12 hours could land you a fine of $2,500 or up to twelve months in jail. Don't believe me? Think it couldn't happen here? Think again. Cosgrove's bill says, "When a fetal death occurs without medical attendance, it shall be the woman's responsibility to report the death to the law-enforcement agency in the jurisdiction of which the delivery occurs within 12 hours after the delivery. A violation of this section shall be punishable as a Class 1 misdemeanors." That's right, folks - after four years of George W. Bush, it's okay for the US attorney general to approve of torture, the government can secretly pay journalists to spread propaganda with your tax dollars, and it's a crime to not report a miscarriage to the local police department. But, uh, at least we're safe from terrorists or something.

http://www.democraticunderground.com/top10/index.html

link to the actual Bill. ( Yes folks, this isn't made up....its the real deal.....here is your tax money at work)

http://leg1.state.va.us/cgi-bin/legp504.exe?051+sum+HB1677)

so basically as a woman....what happens to my body is now the bizzness of everyone! If I or any other woman has to go through what is by far a very tragic and emotional situation such as a miscarriage......it can possibly be a crime if a woman doesn't report it.....as if the act in itself isn't horrible enough ....now a woman can be questioned as to if it was her fault......as trust me this is the reasoning behind such a Bill......or law....to question the woman's responsibility to herself while pregnant.....and if she deliberately caused the unfortunate miscarriage.......I mean for fucks sake people.....really.......I am just livid after reading this......now mind you I am not one to read nor visit this particular web site as I know that most of the population deem it as "liberal" which as I have written b4....is now like some evil plague if one is assocaited with being a liberal or if one has liberal views...ok sorry....I got sidetracked there for a sec......back to the origianl Bitch...I was where? ..oh yes...this story was actually sent to me.......and I checked to make sure it was indeed genuine....which it was...... I just cant believe that this is even being considered....What's next?....I cannot even begin to consider what's next ......and....oh yes.....annnnndd I have to add that if the man were the one having the children this shit WOULD NOT be happening.......its blatantly and obviously a way to take and strip away the rights of women in this country......which let me just say...... has taken the women in this country .......past and present .......years of constant fighting and struggling to be heard and seen.....with even an iota, a spec, a glimpse... of the respect that is automatically bestowed upon the men in this country......who by the way..... are the ones behind such ridiculously construed BS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok....moving on.......although I am still ....................F*&*&*!!! Pissed off......

Tonight ......at work...... well .....it...... was truly a great night....had alot of laughs...although at times a few of my clients were a bit nuts...and thats putting it mildly..... very mildly....but.... all in all.... I had a good time......the grrls invited me for a night of bowling next weekend.......so that should be interesting(extremley so) as I have never bowled ( not once) in my whole entire life........although....Mamma B very happily told me that after a few.......its all good......she said "just throw the ball and see what happens"......well hell......I can do that........
well I think I can.....


On we go....


Suzilla called me to confirm that I am coming to visit this month......and yea I am.....soon as I finish this lil bloggy.... I am checking for da cheapo flights.....so I am thinking 2 weeks from today would be good.......should be fun.......she is pretty excited about me coming home.......home......well......my ex-home........so I am pretty jacked about the lil trip to Portland......a good time should be had by all.......

I am right at the moment listening to U2.....I absolutely adore this band.......I do I do........I truly think they are exceptionally talented and ridiculously cool......they to me are this generations Beatles.......I mean when I listen to them sometimes......I think I know what it must have been like to listen to Lennon and the Beatles in the 60's...I mean they just take me there......

I am on a quest to get every album they have ever put out.......legitimately....... I now have 3 .......and...... as I type.... have 3 on the way.......its a start.......

ok then.......I will leave it for now......and add more when I damn well feel like it..

;)

ciao babes

Over and Over

Yesterday I wrote ....I wrote "its been a good day up to this point" big Fucking mistake...oh yea.......jinxed myself I did....cos trust me after I wrote that everything went to shit.....in a big way.......

I went to work and proceeded to lock my keys in the locker and had 2 have Big Boy cut the lock....he actually went home for me to grab his bolt cutters......which was way sweet of him 2 do.....a big boy "thank you" to you sir.

Anywayz....... after that......... shit just went downhill.....I received a call from Mr. C and he..... well.....lets just say he is in some shit.....and I don't know if I can fix this...... ....he called me at work and then picked me up.....we had a drink after work and talked and I just sat there and looked at this defeated look in his eyes and I "of course".... told him it would be ok.......I would fix it.....but I honestly don't know if I can this time......and maybe I shouldn't...but we all Know that when it comes to Mr. Clinton I do everything and anything it takes to keep him safe and happy........anyway....so in the end that's what I will do....

Moving on.....

I have looked at my classes and figured out where I am as far as assignments.......and its all doable....well it always is....... I dont have all that much to do really.....5 exams....build a website......which I have done somewhere for a class @ PCC....just have to find the code......lets see...... and ALOT OF FLIPPIN writing......man....good thing I like to write.....good thing I am good @ it......cos let me tell you folks..... University is all about da Writing.......

I am listening to Nelly and Tim McGraws new tune Over and Over and I must say its really quite good......when I first heard that a rapper and cuntry singer were collaborating ( co-habitating?) ( J/K!!!!!) I was not to enthused but I must admit its a really good song...and fitting.......as shit just goes on Over and Over and Over and.........................................................

Sidenote

I did learn one small lesson...Never EVER write nor say its a "good day" @ the beginning of the day....best to leave that for the end of the damn day........for obvious reasons......


I will leave it at that.........

catch ya's lata

ciao

All me ducks in a row....

I am now pretty much set for school...just waiting for my books to arrive via the US Postal service....and then I can spend the day tomorrow getting all of my first assignments done.....today has been a pretty good day up to this point.....Received my check(s) so I have paid off of one of my credit cards and I am now purchasing some dental insurance so I'z can get my pearly's cleaned.....I also need to get my eyeballs examined....which I will do sometime this week....my brother is buying me this kick ass leather jacket I want for my b-day prez.......so I am quite pleased with that.........

My Landlord George sent me a letter offering me his home....well not literally....I must say I am extremely pleased and flattered .......he has a VERY nice house and he wants ME to rent it and watch it for him......see he is going over to assist in Tsunami disaster relief.......so 2 BIG BIG thumbs up to George.....I guess he was in the army at one time and he volunteered to go over......so I wish him much luck and a speedy and safe trip home once he has accomplished his goal...... as for the house.....I have to regrettably decline as its not in WA. state...and my brother needs to stay in WA...well for the time being......dammit...

ah well........


I must take a quick shower and head 2 work...........

catch ya all later

ciao

Taken it slow and easy......

Today I pretty much just hung around the house and did laundry and put away my clothes and such. Watched the Packers get their asses kicked @ home in the playoffs, and went to buy some steaks and salad for dinner......my brother is cooking them now as I type. I went out last night and did some much needed shopping as my wardrobe was in dire need of an update.......so I now have about 6 new sweaters/tops and shoes.......and other essentials......all courtesy of the Bon and Penny's......I feel better about leaving the homestead now......more in fashion....

I received a very interesting email from Binks today regarding my said trip to Portland...seems he is a bit concerned about Suzilla knowing I am coming back....well ummmmm....she should know as she is the one who invited me/convinced me to come back. I have not made definite plans......its just a thought as of right now.......it is still up in the air......I left a message for my concerned friend so hopefully he will call me and let me know what exactly the big worry is?

College resumes tomorrow and I have already taken a gander @ the syllabus.........all looks well.....

Update
Mr. Porcelain stopped by today to talk with my brother and I guess he wasn't feeling all that well when he woke up the other day......for reasons other than the mass consumption from the prior night. Seems his GF went out on him and confessed to him after he noticed a bunch of love marks on her neck....seems she had a night of "UH HUH!!!" with a girl she knows...I was a bit shocked as I have met her on several occassions and never had not so much of a bleep on my 'ol gaydar..........although she has told me I smell good on occasion.....so needless to say Mr. P isn't a happy guy..when women cheat with other women it seems to be a major blow for the male ego..unless .....of course ......they...themselves .......are involved in the menage a trois..

Regardless...

I think he will live.......Mr.C knows he will be OK...the incident didnt seem to take the wind out of Mr.P's sails for very long..as... I guess... he (Mr. P) has a thing for me according to my brother.........which is sweet......but......ummmmmmm no......sleeping with my la'toilet will be as close to me as he gets...
;)

Speaking of Mr. C he is a HAPPY HAPPY camper tonight as I just purchased 2 tickets for Motley Crue..(His ALL TIME Fave band from his mis-spent youth/adulthood)....they will be here in March and we now have front row seats.......yup....my lil bro is just a grinning from ear2ear now.....Dimples a glowin :)

Ok then.....I must sign off for now and eat me steak dinner.......

Stay Tuned

ciao

Good times, Good Job, Great Friends...ABFAB Brother!

Ok......Here we go.........

Today started out like something like this......

I was asleep....well in the process of waking up....and in walks my Aunt ..she was a shakin and crying...seems Miss Jack had called and upset her by saying she was coming over (to my house) to see my brother whether anyone liked it or not.....well Glo (Aunt) was Not a Happy Auntie...as Miss Jack is part of the reason for the madness @ X-mas and all the drama thereafter w/my bro and Kuntjoy......so I crawled out of bed and told her I would handle it......which I did. Called Miss Jack and told her to back off and chill out and leave my bro alone along with my family.......and she complied.....she is a smart lady.........

I then went to work.....where I had an excellent time with Mamma B and Fairy Grrl...or should I say Shroom Grrl now? heheh...anywayz........work went really well.....had alot of laughs.......and then when it was time 2 get off.....I was waiting for Mr. C to pick me up and after waiting about 2 minutes he comes a cruisen up with Mr.Porcelain.....(I will tell you why I call him that here in a few).....anyway they come driving up and I KNOW Mr. C is snockered......as well as Mr. P...I then proceed to tell my brother to let me drive and he of course says FUCK NO! I am nthot drunkth! Uh Huh I say........and proceed to start walking home......of course he comes to his senses and lets me drive us all home.........seems him and Mr. P spent the prior 4 hrs having a few woo hoo's @ the corner Pub....due to all the drama that has been goin with Miss Jack and Kuntjoy ( I cannot divulge what the said "drama" is at the present time....or any other time, just know its not "good" drama)......well ..now where was I? Oh yes......well.....we come home and I proceed to feed Mr. C so he will sober up.... Meanwhile... Mr. P kindly asks to use our bathroom...."Sure" I say..."of course".....well that was 3hrs ago.........seems he liked it so much he decided to camp out there for the night.....yea........okkkkk..soooo.....I have a very cute....very nice.. extremely drunk...guy..... passed out in front of my la'toilet......Mr. C and I have tried numerous times to get him 2 move to a more reasonable sleeping place to no avail......so there he lies...Mr.Porcelain.....lying face down on my bathroom floor hugging the cold white porcelain crapper.........

..............................ohhhhhhhh my my my......I am so glad I am sober....as...well I Want to remember this.......I do.. I do.....

hee hee

Moving on......

Suzilla called me tonight and we had a lot of laughs........I sure miss her.......and after ALOT of coaxing she has talked me into going back to Portland @ the end of Jan. for a weekend getaway........so I am looking forward to that.......I will be flying in......so it should be pretty gravy.

good times.

My throat feels mucho better today.....magic pills sure do help.....I am not sure what magic pills I am speaking of....the anti-biotic or the codeine......Either- Or.......tis all good....

I am going shopping in the AM........Mr. C handed me....well...... a C note......(kinda poetic aint it?) for me B-day and I am gonna hit the mall!..........

coo ;)


Well I shall end this........I actually have something else......something a bit more on the whiney side to blog about....but I am in a good mood and would prefer to leave the whine in the bottle tonight.......in all aspects...

so.....there you go.......



Aloha!!

Take bad with the good or is it...??

Well Today had its major highlights and a few downers as well.

1. My brother received some certain paperwork today that will ensure him tb financially OK for....well forever I think.

2. My advisor released me to register for Spring semester @ WSU....which was AOK.....so I did just that......I am taking some type of a Biology class, a Political Science course...which shall be awesome as I love politics and law, lets see....a class designed to enhance ones ability to communicate better via the Internet.....? Ummmmmm ok, but its a required class so I am taking it......and finally a Psychology class that focuses on human sexuality......so.....there you go...just now ordered me books so I am now all set to begin my next set of courses on Monday....I shall spend this weekend finishing up my History course from last semester....and I have a few assignments from my B.Law class as well........to be honest... I am actually getting rather phsyched up about school again......I really am.

3. I have strep throat.....

Yip.

I woke up this mornin to go with Mr. C to his appointment and I KNEW I had it.......looked at me poor lil throat and sure as shit......it was fire engine red and PISSED off!!! Strep has a taste too.....if you have ever had it.....then you know what I mean.......I had it really bad a few years ago.. and I will never forget that taste nor the razor blade feel you get when you swallow.....needless to say I went to the minor care place at the ER....where....beleive it or not.... they were really sweet to me.....cos to tell you true...I wanted to leave as they had me sit in an actuall ER room with all the ER gadgets......while I was sitting there I was thinking "I shouldn't be sitting in here taking up this space, someone else is more likely worse off than me and perhaps ...needs to be back here". So I went to tell the lady that......" hey.......you know I am ok......I don't wanna bother anyone"......she just smiled and laughed and told me to have a seat and the DR would be right in.....and sure enough he was.....nice DR too.....talked to me, not at me......looked @ me throat, confirmed my initial diagnosis......with his own....and sent me on me way with a script for some magic pills and a note 4 work....

sigh.

So there you have it......a few good things..and one not so good thing.......

OH......one more thing that isn't so great.....Kuntjoy.....tis a family member....well he needs to stop being such a bitch and grow some balls and be a man...........this whole mess with my brother and Miss Jack is getting old. How many times can one person apologize to another b4 all is forgiven? Obviously that would be ......NEVER....

ok then....

I am gonna lie down...have a painkiller :)

and watch a lil DVD.

toodles

The 5th

Well here it is....My B-day.....and once again I am wondering where the hell the last year went......????

And like every year.... I do a reflection type of dealy.........but this will be the first time I shall share it with the Blogger world....so........

Here goes.........

Jan. 2004 - Ummmmm I remember my B-day ....we.....Binks and I...... well.....we got off of work and he was giving me a lift home......I had stated all that day and night that I had no desire of celebrating....school had just started........but on the way home we went by the 'ol pub and he just gave me that shit eating grin.....and before you knew it......well...... we were saying good night or should I say.... good morning @ around 6am.......so much for no celebrating eh?

That's how last year started........for the most part nothing to exciting happened after that.......I was just biding my time for the BIG move back home to be with my brother.....see he had really gotten sick Dec. 2003....and I had received a phone call that he might not make it.....he had actually went into cardiac arrest ......and for a 28yr old......even if he is in renal failure.....is pretty damn scary.....I immediatley came home and spent a month with him.......and decided right then and there that I needed and Wanted to be with him......not 4oo miles away always worried.....so .....that was the plan for last year......

So...........I went to school.........hung out with my friends....every day....and focused on graduating .... I also applied for University.......WSU....I was accepted that April......I remember that day....I had come home for Easter and the letter had been sitting here @ my Aunts....my brother was so proud of me......as was my whole family....see I am the first one in my family to ever go to college or graduate with any type of a degree......and I did do just that........ in June.2004......graduated I did........first one in my family.....pretty big deal actually....

Anyway.....so I moved back home in June 2004....moved my brother and I into our own pad.....found a Job....and started on my next quest for a B.A @ WSU in August.....

I kept to myself for the most part after coming back......

'cept when I met Shocker.......which was "great".....

Still is......

The best part of last year?

Well.........

That would have to be....


Getting to see my baby bro everyday... which ..... for me .......is the greatest thing.......he makes me smile and keeps me in line like no other........I know how he is....... and I am here.....when he needs me....and he for me. Our relationship has always been the most important part of my life......even when I was away for 6 yrs......but I am back now.....I might not like this shitty tiny town but I look past it......look at the bigger picture......

So that my friends is last year.......

this year........


Well... only time will tell.......


Coleyz song for the day.....

Watching the Wheels

Lennon

love Lennon


alwayz will.........

here's to another year.......

Bored.....

I am so fucking bored it is unfuckingbeleivable......


I have been channel surfing and wondering around the house in a daze all damn day....

Any guess as to why???


.....my insomnia is back again....and with a vengeance.......

Just loving it.....

I am hoping to sleep tonight....I did sleep somewhat last night........but not really........tossed and turned and had weird dreams and shit.......I really need to go to Vegas and lay in the sun for a weekend......that I KNOW would make me sleep........maybe next month.....we shall see...

Anywayz.......

My brother is making me dinner.......and being extremely sweet......must be becos of my B-Day tomorrow.....or perhaps its just cos he is a good guy.......I believe it's more of the latter than the former......

I really have nothing else to blog about today......just tired......nothing new......

I did find a few quotes I liked........things I will use in the new year as a foundation for the way I shall approach my life and all that comes into it.




Real knowledge is to know the extent of one's own ignorance"-Confucius


"Failure is the foundation of success...success the lurking place of failure."-Lao-Tzu


I am off to eat and write a bit about the Koran.......and a few other exciting subject for my history class......

Oh joy.

Ciao

Back........

Well I am home......Good 2 b home.......

I had a good time......not sure what 2 write about it though.........not sure......

ever been in a place like that?

Where you just aren't to sure what to say nor think?

Well then......one would know exactly my predicament...

My B-day is in 2 days......and the more I think about it.......the less it bothers me....really.......I am quite happy with my life up 2 now....and my experiences and accomplishments.......I do know.... I don't...... and wouldn't....... re-peat the early 20's again........No......late 20's early 30's seem to be okay now.....4 some damn reason.... I seem to be embracing and enjoying this age shit....

My friends would say I am stoned if they read this....

I'm not.

Just reached a place where I would rather enjoy what I have and where I've been than to be so concerned and stressed about "age".........seems 2 B such a waste of time and energy...

Yup.




I am going to call it a Blog and check out........I shall think of more rhetoric ......if I can

Ciao babes

New Year

Well it is now officially 2005......

Thank GOD!!

Happy New Year to everyone........